Sunday Service Assembly October 16th, 2005
The Church Ministries
Bible Truth Christian Church
God
Has a
Broken
Heart
Good morning everyone welcome to The Church Ministries 96th Sunday service and you can see we are getting attacked again, at 3:10 in the morning I have to have a windows update come through right now, then the update didn't go through, then I have about 5 things open to do this sermon then I have to shut everything down save everything, then go to windows update and get the rest of the update then they give it to me after they check to see if the computer is ok and signed up and all of what ever now it is 3:45 and I just started that means I starve for another hour after I turn to everything and turn everything back on. Now I am getting another headache and I am going to have to sit down and wait till that goes away and then I can continue to finish this sermon, why doesn't the roof fall in, I guess it is a good sermon because I would not get messed with so much this is getting ridiculous. It never ends, I could see if I was healthy I could do this but this might be my last sermon because I cannot do this anymore. I have been at this all day and in the middle of everything I get slammed. I can't go all day like this I can end up dying over a windows update and I am so upset now. But I have to be calm and just take this abuse, and say its ok I can handle it. You see that is something we as the Christian race, or Christendom, if we did not exist the world as we know it would not be here probably a floating sphere of ashes circling our universe we all have to realize that God is way more than mad then he was in Gen. 6 just before the flood and Noah, listen to God then [“Then the LORD said, "My Spirit will not put up with humans for such a long time, for they are only mortal flesh. In the future, they will live no more than 120 years."] (Gen 6:3) [“Now the LORD observed the extent of the people's wickedness, and he saw that all their thoughts were consistently and totally evil. So the LORD was sorry he had ever made them. It broke his heart. And the LORD said, "I will completely wipe out this human race that I have created. Yes, and I will destroy all the animals and birds, too. I am sorry I ever made them." But Noah found favor with the LORD. (Gen 6:5-8) [“Now the earth had become corrupt in God's sight, and it was filled with violence. God observed all this corruption in the world, and he saw violence and depravity everywhere. So God said to Noah, "I have decided to destroy all living creatures, for the earth is filled with violence because of them. Yes, I will wipe them all from the face of the earth!”] (Gen. 6:11-13) [“Look! I am about to cover the earth with a flood that will destroy every living thing. Everything on earth will die! But I solemnly swear to keep you safe in the boat, with your wife and your sons and their wives. Bring a pair of every kind of animal--a male and a female--into the boat with you to keep them alive during the flood. Pairs of each kind of bird and each kind of animal, large and small alike, will come to you to be kept alive. And remember, take enough food for your family and for all the animals." (Gen 6:17-21) I left out most of the Lord’s explanation of the construction of the boat, but He was so mad then just think how mad He is now. My fellow Brothers and Sisters I am only a messenger, just another minister which means messenger. In the beginning God did not want to have anything to live not the animals or people you read it. It is a shocker and just think if God’s heart was broken then, just think how He feel now. You see my friends that our planet was no longer a perfect ecstasy as the way God planned it to be, the world changed by the sins of the people and the people just forgot about God the creator the creator of all things and the people just went and did what they wanted, God wanted us each and everyone of us to talk freely and to have a relationship as open as it was with Adam and Eve He would talk and they would talk and then Satan came in and destroyed that whole relationship and had broken up the whole pattern, but in our bible we see that one man named Noah had keep his relationship with the creator and God was pleased that there at least was one man that He was able to communicate with, we all no that Noah was not a sinless individual but he still had his faithfulness and still was obedient so God chose to save him and his family and let the rest of the world to die in the flood, the thing is we still have 120 years left and it is also a vision that Christ or His spirit entered into Noah during those 120 years to minister to the people to try to get them to repent and God would have done some changes but this is only theory. We have to remember that God hates sin and will judge those who commit and actually enjoy doing sin. It is amazing that people think they are going to get away from there pleasurable sin. Satan has really blinded the human race. How can it have gone so far? So God still gave the race 120 years and you see God gave them all a chance it is not like he just said well today I will wipe out the human race. I am learning the new understanding of my suffering because everyday I woke up and suffered and shook and was attacked, but I wanted to know why God would let Satan permit it to keep going on, it makes sense to me the fact is if we are supposed to have a relationship, God was showing me how broken hearted He was, it was getting to a point in my life that everyday I was getting knocked down kicked and criticized and it just did not end, so for God and myself to have a relationship I had to know it was Gods heart that was breaking everyday so then my heart was broken everyday, it is all making sense and it is all forming together, now it is not just with me it is with you and all of your suffering or what ever hardship you are going through or friend or your mate, it could be anyone’s suffering let me explain as Paul was suffering for Christ, I will use the scriptures [“I am glad when I suffer for you in my body, for I am completing what remains of Christ's sufferings for His body, the church. God has given me the responsibility of serving His church by proclaiming His message in all its fullness to you Gentiles. This message was kept secret for centuries and generations past, but now it has been revealed to His own holy people. For it has pleased God to tell His people that the riches and glory of Christ are for you Gentiles, too. For this is the secret: Christ lives in you, and this is your assurance that you will share in His glory.”] (Col. 1:24-27) All this time I knew I was suffering like Paul for Christ but I never thought I was suffering for God Himself, I never could imagine that God our creator could get such a continuous broken heart. I don’t want to confuse you but let me go a bit simpler when Paul was explaining about suffering he is trying to explain that his flesh was filled up but it still didn’t come close to the sufferings that Christ suffered, he did not think that he had to have a certain amount of suffering in order to save him or there is no set standard for the amount any Christian should suffer that must be paid by all believers. He was saying it comes with the territory because all suffering is just unavoidable when you carry or are preaching the Good News to the world. It is marked as Christ’s suffering because all Christians are related to Christ in the first place and when we suffer, Christ feels every bit that we do, so what ever we feel, He feels, but we should look at it as joy because it slowly changes our lives and it brings us into the Kingdom of God, so we should welcome any and all suffering, because God is regulating the amount of what we can handle. (1Cor. 10:13) [“But whatever happens to me, you must live in a manner worthy of the Good News about Christ, as citizens of heaven. Then, whether I come and see you again or only hear about you, I will know that you are standing side by side, fighting together for the Good News. Don't be intimidated by your enemies. This will be a sign to them that they are going to be destroyed, but that you are going to be saved, even by God himself. For you have been given not only the privilege of trusting in Christ but also the privilege of suffering for Him. We are in this fight together. You have seen me suffer for Him in the past, and you know that I am still in the midst of this great struggle.”]  (Phil. 1:27-30) So what ever hardship whatever troubles whatever burden, we are all in this together if you are a Christian you should expect it, and it is normal so don’t be afraid or show any fear because both God and Christ are watching everything we are doing and we are enduring, we are still here, and we still love the Lord. So my friends it is very simple for those who “don’t believe”, life on this planet is all there is, and people act the way they do because of it, it is so easy to understand why they act the way they do, they make every effort to gain the values of the world, money, reputation, acknowledgment, fame, pleasure, and recognition. We just as Paul, look at eternal values, things that are everlasting, we look at life from a whole different perspective, it is like we look at life through a different window, that is why there is so much misunderstanding, we need to unify all of the human race and as Paul would to speak boldly for Christ he then would become more like Him, and that goes for any of us. So in his mind dying is a better way then living because in death the problems and troubles of the world would not exist and we would have our perfect relationship with Christ face to face. Here is something to always remember; if your not ready to die, then you are not ready to live. You see once the fear of death is gone then you are able to totally devote your life to what really counts to serve, with pure freedom with an eternal future. You see what most people don’t understand is about suffering for our faith most people believe that you have done something wrong or you are a sinner or a bad person or you have a bad attitude or you don’t know how to speak to people and the list goes on, just like the three friends of Job, they thought he must have done some outrageous sin to have all those things happen to him, but quite frankly it is the other way around it proves that we are faithful, but to a normal worldly person and even some Christians think the same as Jobs friends and that hurts, it not only hurts us but it hurts Christianity our representation of Christ, and now it hurts God, how can people be the way they are? We just have to stick to our guns just like Paul and consider it a privilege to suffer for Christ, our regular character does not understand suffering as an advantage, and yet if we suffer as we represent Christianity it shows overall or message is truly sincere. We also have to consider that we don’t fall for or strive for the comforts of the world; suffering will diminish shallow believers and strengthens those that endure. [“But what happens when we live God's way? He brings gifts into our lives, much the same way that fruit appears in an orchard, things like affection for others, exuberance about life, serenity. We develop a willingness to stick with things, a sense of compassion in the heart, and a conviction that a basic holiness permeates things and people. We find ourselves involved in loyal commitments, not needing to force our way in life, able to marshal and direct our energies wisely.”] (Gal. 5:22-23) I didn’t want this prayer to be this long but I wanted to bring us back to the way God felt during Noah’s day and I want to warn you all that God is not pleased now and if He was giving 120 years to show repentance and then He destroyed the world back then, before any of these other things came into the world like drugs, guns, pornography, moving pictures, video, radio, prerecorded music, photography, magazines, special clothing, and the list grows into even greater sins. Do any of us think, that maybe our time is running out, don’t you think that everyone should turn to God for the forgiveness of there sins, can’t you see the second hand on a stop watch ticking away remember there will be no discussion for a second chance or added extra time. You know God is expressing the sorrow of let us say a parent to their children and the children are so disobedient the total opposite of what a parent wants their children to be. I can’t understand that so many people are choosing sin and death then to have a relationship with their parents. And that goes also for the children being obedient and now the parents are the total opposite they are being disobedient, what has this world come to a floating planet of sin? I am surprised that the earth is still on its proper axis of 23 degrees. God was sorry that people chose the way of sin and death that alone hurt Him so much back then, just imagine now how He feels when the world is pushing Him out of everything, it is an awful shame. Sin today is really breaking God’s heart and that is why my suffering has brought us together with a better understanding, before it was the sufferings of Christ now it is the additional sufferings of our God the creator of the heavens, earth and the universe. Don’t let any of you give up we all can still find favor in the eyes of the God we still have a chance, in the reality of the sin that surrounds us,  but we are running on borrowed time. Noah was a sinner too, but he walked in fellowship with a full heart and loved and obeyed God, he was an living example of honor to his generation, each walk, each breath, each workday, was of faith as he was surrounded by evil, and he did not let it influence him, I wrote about the environment yesterday and how you can change by just the environment that you dwell in. We can’t let the environment cause us to sin. We still have a covenant with God and as long as we keep our end, He will keep His, but How many Christians are out there? Is there enough to stop an interplanetary war? You know as Noah was building that ark he and his family were ministering and warning people of the coming disaster, and people just didn’t believe anything was going to happen, it is a shame I am standing on my front porch yesterday and explaining how these prayer letters get passed into the deep parts of the 10/40 window by way of the piggy back method of the people that live there and then there neighbors will share and then their congregation will share with others and so on, and I am using a piece of pottery and tacks to illustrate and then he looks at me and says have you ever heard of the Darwin theory? Don’t people know that God will judge the righteous and the evil and the Christians and people who think they are Christians, people have to read (Matt. 7:21-23), maybe they should memorize it, because it bothers even me at times, who knows if any of us are righteous enough, we all live in sin, and I don’t want to be swept away with the rest of the sinners, why do you think I was glad to moved to a island in the middle of the pacific because of the weather? People here are still worshiping 12 gods, this is the area of the traditional culture and that maybe that is why God sent me here, but on the other side of the island is all tourists and big money and big hotels and a totally different culture. So it is a lot harder for me to witness or warn people of the coming judgment. That is why I have a world wide assembly and I deal with more people in India than I do in my own neighborhood.  You see that is something we as the Christian race, or Christendom, if we did not exist the world as we know it would not be here probably a floating sphere of ashes circling our universe we all have to realize that God is way more than mad then he was in Gen. 6 just before the flood and Noah, listen to God then [“Then the LORD said, "My Spirit will not put up with humans for such a long time, for they are only mortal flesh. In the future, they will live no more than 120 years."] (Gen 6:3) [“Now the LORD observed the extent of the people's wickedness, and he saw that all their thoughts were consistently and totally evil. So the LORD was sorry he had ever made them. It broke his heart. And the LORD said, "I will completely wipe out this human race that I have created. Yes, and I will destroy all the animals and birds, too. I am sorry I ever made them." But Noah found favor with the LORD. (Gen 6:5-8) [“Now the earth had become corrupt in God's sight, and it was filled with violence. God observed all this corruption in the world, and he saw violence and depravity everywhere. So God said to Noah, "I have decided to destroy all living creatures, for the earth is filled with violence because of them. Yes, I will wipe them all from the face of the earth!”] (Gen. 6:11-13) [“Look! I am about to cover the earth with a flood that will destroy every living thing. Everything on earth will die! But I solemnly swear to keep you safe in the boat, with your wife and your sons and their wives. Bring a pair of every kind of animal--a male and a female--into the boat with you to keep them alive during the flood. Pairs of each kind of bird and each kind of animal, large and small alike, will come to you to be kept alive. And remember, take enough food for your family and for all the animals." (Gen 6:17-21) I left out most of the Lord’s explanation of the construction of the boat, but He was so mad then just think how mad He is now. My fellow Brothers and Sisters I am only a messenger, just another minister which means messenger. In the beginning God did not want to have anything to live not the animals or people you read it. It is a shocker and just think if God’s heart was broken then, just think how He feel now. You see my friends that our planet was no longer a perfect ecstasy as the way God planned it to be, the world changed by the sins of the people and the people just forgot about God the creator the creator of all things and the people just went and did what they wanted, God wanted us each and everyone of us to talk freely and to have a relationship as open as it was with Adam and Eve He would talk and they would talk and then Satan came in and destroyed that whole relationship and had broken up the whole pattern, but in our bible we see that one man named Noah had keep his relationship with the creator and God was pleased that there at least was one man that He was able to communicate with, we all no that Noah was not a sinless individual but he still had his faithfulness and still was obedient so God chose to save him and his family and let the rest of the world to die in the flood, the thing is we still have 120 years left and it is also a vision that Christ or His spirit entered into Noah during those 120 years to minister to the people to try to get them to repent and God would have done some changes but this is only theory. We have to remember that God hates sin and will judge those who commit and actually enjoy doing sin. It is amazing that people think they are going to get away from there pleasurable sin. Satan has really blinded the human race. How can it have gone so far? So God still gave the race 120 years and you see God gave them all a chance it is not like he just said well today I will wipe out the human race. I am learning the new understanding of my suffering because everyday I woke up and suffered and shook and was attacked, but I wanted to know why God would let Satan permit it to keep going on, it makes sense to me the fact is if we are supposed to have a relationship, God was showing me how broken hearted He was, it was getting to a point in my life that everyday I was getting knocked down kicked and criticized and it just did not end, so for God and myself to have a relationship I had to know it was Gods heart that was breaking everyday so then my heart was broken everyday, it is all making sense and it is all forming together, now it is not just with me it is with you and all of your suffering or what ever hardship you are going through or friend or your mate, it could be anyone’s suffering let me explain as Paul was suffering for Christ, I will use the scriptures [“I am glad when I suffer for you in my body, for I am completing what remains of Christ's sufferings for His body, the church. God has given me the responsibility of serving His church by proclaiming His message in all its fullness to you Gentiles. This message was kept secret for centuries and generations past, but now it has been revealed to His own holy people. For it has pleased God to tell His people that the riches and glory of Christ are for you Gentiles, too. For this is the secret: Christ lives in you, and this is your assurance that you will share in His glory.”] (Col. 1:24-27) All this time I knew I was suffering like Paul for Christ but I never thought I was suffering for God Himself, I never could imagine that God our creator could get such a continuous broken heart. I don’t want to confuse you but let me go a bit simpler when Paul was explaining about suffering he is trying to explain that his flesh was filled up but it still didn’t come close to the sufferings that Christ suffered, he did not think that he had to have a certain amount of suffering in order to save him or there is no set standard for the amount any Christian should suffer that must be paid by all believers. He was saying it comes with the territory because all suffering is just unavoidable when you carry or are preaching the Good News to the world. It is marked as Christ’s suffering because all Christians are related to Christ in the first place and when we suffer, Christ feels every bit that we do, so what ever we feel, He feels, but we should look at it as joy because it slowly changes our lives and it brings us into the Kingdom of God, so we should welcome any and all suffering, because God is regulating the amount of what we can handle. (1Cor. 10:13) [“But whatever happens to me, you must live in a manner worthy of the Good News about Christ, as citizens of heaven. Then, whether I come and see you again or only hear about you, I will know that you are standing side by side, fighting together for the Good News. Don't be intimidated by your enemies. This will be a sign to them that they are going to be destroyed, but that you are going to be saved, even by God himself. For you have been given not only the privilege of trusting in Christ but also the privilege of suffering for Him. We are in this fight together. You have seen me suffer for Him in the past, and you know that I am still in the midst of this great struggle.”]  (Phil. 1:27-30) So what ever hardship whatever troubles whatever burden, we are all in this together if you are a Christian you should expect it, and it is normal so don’t be afraid or show any fear because both God and Christ are watching everything we are doing and we are enduring, we are still here, and we still love the Lord. So my friends it is very simple for those who “don’t believe”, life on this planet is all there is, and people act the way they do because of it, it is so easy to understand why they act the way they do, they make every effort to gain the values of the world, money, reputation, acknowledgment, fame, pleasure, and recognition. We just as Paul, look at eternal values, things that are everlasting, we look at life from a whole different perspective, it is like we look at life through a different window, that is why there is so much misunderstanding, we need to unify all of the human race and as Paul would to speak boldly for Christ he then would become more like Him, and that goes for any of us. So in his mind dying is a better way then living because in death the problems and troubles of the world would not exist and we would have our perfect relationship with Christ face to face. Here is something to always remember; if your not ready to die, then you are not ready to live. You see once the fear of death is gone then you are able to totally devote your life to what really counts to serve, with pure freedom with an eternal future. You see what most people don’t understand is about suffering for our faith most people believe that you have done something wrong or you are a sinner or a bad person or you have a bad attitude or you don’t know how to speak to people and the list goes on, just like the three friends of Job, they thought he must have done some outrageous sin to have all those things happen to him, but quite frankly it is the other way around it proves that we are faithful, but to a normal worldly person and even some Christians think the same as Jobs friends and that hurts, it not only hurts us but it hurts Christianity our representation of Christ, and now it hurts God, how can people be the way they are? We just have to stick to our guns just like Paul and consider it a privilege to suffer for Christ, our regular character does not understand suffering as an advantage, and yet if we suffer as we represent Christianity it shows overall or message is truly sincere. We also have to consider that we don’t fall for or strive for the comforts of the world; suffering will diminish shallow believers and strengthens those that endure. [“But what happens when we live God's way? He brings gifts into our lives, much the same way that fruit appears in an orchard, things like affection for others, exuberance about life, serenity. We develop a willingness to stick with things, a sense of compassion in the heart, and a conviction that a basic holiness permeates things and people. We find ourselves involved in loyal commitments, not needing to force our way in life, able to marshal and direct our energies wisely.”] (Gal. 5:22-23) I didn’t want this prayer to be this long but I wanted to bring us back to the way God felt during Noah’s day and I want to warn you all that God is not pleased now and if He was giving 120 years to show repentance and then He destroyed the world back then, before any of these other things came into the world like drugs, guns, pornography, moving pictures, video, radio, prerecorded music, photography, magazines, special clothing, and the list grows into even greater sins. Do any of us think, that maybe our time is running out, don’t you think that everyone should turn to God for the forgiveness of there sins, can’t you see the second hand on a stop watch ticking away remember there will be no discussion for a second chance or added extra time. You know God is expressing the sorrow of let us say a parent to their children and the children are so disobedient the total opposite of what a parent wants their children to be. I can’t understand that so many people are choosing sin and death then to have a relationship with their parents. And that goes also for the children being obedient and now the parents are the total opposite they are being disobedient, what has this world come to a floating planet of sin? I am surprised that the earth is still on its proper axis of 23 degrees. God was sorry that people chose the way of sin and death that alone hurt Him so much back then, just imagine now how He feels when the world is pushing Him out of everything, it is an awful shame. Sin today is really breaking God’s heart and that is why my suffering has brought us together with a better understanding, before it was the sufferings of Christ now it is the additional sufferings of our God the creator of the heavens, earth and the universe. Don’t let any of you give up we all can still find favor in the eyes of the God we still have a chance, in the reality of the sin that surrounds us,  but we are running on borrowed time. Noah was a sinner too, but he walked in fellowship with a full heart and loved and obeyed God, he was an living example of honor to his generation, each walk, each breath, each workday, was of faith as he was surrounded by evil, and he did not let it influence him, I wrote about the environment yesterday and how you can change by just the environment that you dwell in. We can’t let the environment cause us to sin. We still have a covenant with God and as long as we keep our end, He will keep His, but How many Christians are out there? Is there enough to stop an interplanetary war? You know as Noah was building that ark he and his family were ministering and warning people of the coming disaster, and people just didn’t believe anything was going to happen, it is a shame I am standing on my front porch yesterday and explaining how these prayer letters get passed into the deep parts of the 10/40 window by way of the piggy back method of the people that live there and then there neighbors will share and then their congregation will share with others and so on, and I am using a piece of pottery and tacks to illustrate and then he looks at me and says have you ever heard of the Darwin theory? Don’t people know that God will judge the righteous and the evil and the Christians and people who think they are Christians, people have to read (Matt. 7:21-23), maybe they should memorize it, because it bothers even me at times, who knows if any of us are righteous enough, we all live in sin, and I don’t want to be swept away with the rest of the sinners, why do you think I was glad to moved to a island in the middle of the pacific because of the weather? People here are still worshiping 12 gods, this is the area of the traditional culture and that maybe that is why God sent me here, but on the other side of the island is all tourists and big money and big hotels and a totally different culture. So it is a lot harder for me to witness or warn people of the coming judgment. That is why I have a world wide assembly and I deal with more people in India than I do in my own neighborhood.
Let us try this again Good morning everyone, let us all praise the Lord, let us all worship Him with all we have God is so hurt by this world and we as Christians in our assembly today need to lift our Lord up to make Him feel better He needs us, God is so hurt by the way the human beings are just forgetting who He is and pushing him out of everything. It is like our sociaty is trying to make our God to non-exsist.  It is part of our relationship to love God and feed the world with His goodness, we need to get out there and tell everyone you know that God and Jesus loves you, and some people will say don’t do that approach, because most people don’t understand, well you know what I say tough, we are His children and if we as a body of Christ don’t do anything soon the planet earth will be ashes, we don’t have to wait for prophecy to come true there is devastation happening all over the world look out your window or look across the street or down to the next village what do you see , what do you all see. Do you see happiness, do you see people smiling, do you see people helping one another, or being polite, saying excuse me or I’m sorry , or people just carrying on a conversation with strangers no. I am here to get everyone together and worship the Lord and we are to give God the praise for everything He has done and is doing for us, and everything He is planning for our future, I know my future is going to be a whopper because no one could go through these attacks day after day, but I figured why they are happening to a few people, there is that one other person who is getting slammed like me that nurse in Buffalo, and she called tonight and they have got her so upset with her job that she is acually afraid to go to work. It all started when they said you can't pray with the patients. And she helps everyone that comes in that door and some only stay just a short time, and she helps everyone of them. God wants us to know how badly He is hurting, that is why He is permitting the attacks, it is part of our relationship. After you read the introduction you understand what I am trying to say.
Dear Heavenly Father, We love You and we want to worship You and thank You for all the blessings You have given all of us, we thank everyone for the circulation of the prayer letters and the sermons and all our friends across the world, I have to apologize for one of our members Rev. Kalala Joaquim from Angola, Africa,  he has been waiting to come over here and I have been to sick to go to somewhere to get him a Visa, so he can come to America and help with the church, Father please help me with this whole thing I need strength I need some power to get through all these lies and people telling me this and that, Lord please forgive them all please forgive that last doctor who almost destroyed the whole prayer ministry, and me and The Church, and Lord thank You for everyone that has been writing back with thanks for the prayers and thanks for the healings and all the financial obligations that You helped with me and some of the prayer requests, Lord I am amazed of the things that you have done for us all, You are a blessing and I thank You for keeping me alive through all of this, and I thank You that I haven 't had to go to the hospital, and I thank You for the added members and I thank you for letting me sleep last night and it was good just to fellowship and You, and thank You for  blessing me with the Holy Spirit, thank You for the one night of peace. I needed it to heal my mind, It has been a hard two weeks I wish I never went into get a new battery for a phone, and I thank you for pulling through for me during those 4 days of stress and I thank you for this week for the four days of this other stress situation, God I just want to keep The Church and the prayer ministry together, Please thank, Scott and Eileen for there prayers, and Lord I know you pulled through for them with their ministry, and they got attacked on there most important day, and they keep babies alive, and I hope Eileen is doing better, I never did find out what happened and why she was in the hospital, Father please help them both Lord please heal Eileen from what ever is wrong, and please help Joanna for all her help, and Lord please bless her with her work across the states, along with Randy he needs prayer to, he is a faithful warrior, but Lord he needs help, and he needs to help Joanna, not hurt her, because things would change for her life if he would just take some time out and listen to her, listen to Joanna, please Father have Randy here this prayer,   And Pastor Paul Ciniraj for his prayers from India, and everything he is doing for all the victims from the earthquake, and Ken and Mary Otieno for there help and prayers and Pastor Andru Vijay Kumar for his friendship and the congregation and his school, Lord please bless them please help them they are all out there doing good and realy helping people, I thank them for there prayers and thanks for Mary at His Will Ministry in Wyoming, and there are so many others like Rev. Jacob Cracko in the Andaman  islands, India still helping people from the big wave, plus Moseti Kiefa from Kenya, and Pastor Johan from the Deo Valente Mission, South Africa, and Bishop Simon from the Kenya center of world missions, and Alexander Offonabo. God we are all here to praise Your Name and to thank you for all those victims of that tsunami and for our eternal life of all of us who are obedient to Jesus and love him, Lord we Love You and we try to know what Your going through and how much pain You have been going through Lord, I am sorry the world is breaking Your heart over and over again, Lord we all love You so no matter what day it is and what hour or time this is read or wherever it is read please Lord bless them too, and please bless them with the anointing with the Holy Spirit, Father this Church needs the anointing we need the closness if one person is sitting in his room on Sunday and just reading this, and then they will get a blast from the Holy Spirit to make them understand the words and the guidance and the scriptures how they run into each other, God I did the best I could this week, with a headache but that only lasted a short time but thanks for taking it away so I could finish, for a while there I didn’t think I was going to finish and I almost feel asleep, Lord please just give me enough strength to finish, Jesus I feel like I have left you out of all this prayer we love You and we want to walk in Your foot steps and we want to have Your mind, and we want to have Your thinking and Your reason and understanding and I almost just now got sick, thank you that there was a piece of cheese handy that I could swollow , sorry this is a prayer for the world and I am talking about myself, Lord just thanks for everything, Jesus for being who You are and please forgive us of all our sins and we are trying to be the model chosen people that represent You Jesus, we want the closeness of You the way this world is going we need to be so close to You that we can almost here You breath. Thank you Holy Spirit for your guidance though all this sermon and thanks for all the anointings, Thank You all for hearing this prayer, thank You for listening to us, we love You Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, In the powerful name of Jesus, Amen
Therefore I, the prisoner of the Lord, implore you to walk in a manner worthy of the calling with which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, showing tolerance for one another in love, being diligent to preserve the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. There is one body and one Spirit, just as also you were called in one hope of your calling; one Lord, one faith, one baptism, one God and Father of all who is over all and through all and in all. (Eph. 4:1-6 NASB)
Well Church we are singled out to be God’s representatives, we are the chosen, we are picked out , we were selected and put aside for a purpose to be apart of Christ, are we speaking the truth, that one word gets me every time in the last two weeks I have been lied to more than people who told me the truth, and that is no joke or even made up, that my brothers and sisters is the truth, everyone lies and if they don’t know they are to proud to admit they don’t know or they lie, well there was a serous on the phone once I got there name and title where they could not lie then they had to say I don’t know, then I heard that over and over again, and you are working in a place to help other humans and other people and you just say I don’t know. What kind of world has this become, our own creator who made us is so upset He is holding back His anger and this world is not going to last very long if there isn’t any changes starting today, and I am serious. Are we being humble and caring, understanding, passive, kind, and can we put up with things without blowing up or getting angry ourselves. You know I was going to say that people are watching us , they used to, they used to see what a Christian does in certain situations but people don’t care anymore, they don’t want to better themselves they already think they are acting like a perfect human being, let alone a Christian. We have to stand out, but if people are following the other and listening to the father of lies we are all going to fall into a pit. [“Jesus replied, "Every plant not planted by my heavenly Father will be rooted up, so ignore them. They are blind guides leading the blind, and if one blind person guides another, they will both fall into a ditch." (Matt.15:13-14 NLT) Everyone is forgetting that I thought we were one, one body unity is so important and I don’t know what happened to it I don’t know what happened to the churches today, I went into a church for prayer and I was put into a room and they thought because I was there a second time that I didn’t get healed there was something wrong with me. I sat in a room, a prayer room, and the man that was speaking was using bad language and just being totally obnoxious with a total bad attitude, I went home that night didn’t get prayed on and said thank you gentlemen I appreciate everything, God Bless and take care and got in my truck and cried my eyes out all the way home and it was a long drive that I didn’t have the gas for and I went there because I was hurting so bad. We have to consider one thing and there is only one thing, one body, one spirit, one hope, one Lord, one faith, one baptism, and one God. Our next question is have we learned to appreciate people that are just a bit different then us or do we all have to go back to school and learn about prejudice. We all have to be understanding we can learn from anyone, even from a man with dirty smelling cloths that has not taken a bath in a week, some people just get turned off by that, we can’t, because if we do we are not Christians. That night was horrible night and hurt me more than accidentally falling into a cult church. This Church has principles this church has love if someone needs help or need prayer or someone to talk to, they get it with 100% Christian attitude. I feel that maybe I should not have dragged that awful story into this weeks sermon but I am just following the Spirit and I hope I am not being bitter over it myself, I have forgiven those two men along time ago, but there is no way to stop them from hurting someone else and that is what hurts, I tried to figure out a way and there wasn’t but just don’t go back there. And I feel helpless, and that is what bothers me. [“For even as the body is one and yet has many members, and all the members of the body, though they are many, are one body, so also is Christ. For by one Spirit we were all baptized into one body, whether Jews or Greeks, whether slaves or free, and we were all made to drink of one Spirit.”] (1Cor. 12:12-13 NASB) The thing is everyone is different but then again we are all connected to the body of Christ because we are the body of Christ, and we can learn so much from each and every person and when you have a gathering of many people you can gain so much knowledge because everyone has something to offer, but the unity makes it possible, but as you enter into some churches those masses of people start making clicks or groups and after a while the people that form those clicks don’t let anyone new into them, which is another thing I have seen in so many churches, maybe that is why God just sent me on the road at such a young age I did the old college thing but then it was time to learn on my own to learn about people, And I was able to share what I had with my music my pictures and my stories and how God just performed miracle after miracle, and this way I could learn to understand people in all different places and environments, that is when I learned the most in probably my entire life, I learned more on the road at that time then any day in a classroom or a book. I thank God for the education. People if everyone got together and really tried and got rid of all prejudice, and all  bigotry, discrimination , chauvinism, selfishness, unfairness and narrow-mindedness we would have a perfect church and if you added complete love and sharing and caring that would bring us right back to the early church. [“They devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. Everyone was filled with awe, and many wonders and miraculous signs were done by the apostles. All the believers were together and had everything in common. Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need. Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved.”] (Acts 2:42-47 NIV)
As you know in this world no one is going to be perfect and you are always going to have that bad egg in the group but all you have to do is pray for them and even get a group out of the situation and pray a group prayer and if you can have a group prayer laying hands on them, we are not to look for faults in a person we are to look at the good things a person does, and dwell on the good values not the bad. It takes patience and to be calm and tender and just have that extra care and understanding, it all helps fulfilling of what would Jesus do. We also need the Holy Spirit in all this matters the Holy Spirit helps us build unity and we have to always focus on God not on people, when we focus on God things tend to work out always for good. There was a man I used to play with in an orchestra and he was the type that always wanted to be out front and have the best new toys and instruments with the gold trim and all these extra little do-dads but for a long time there I could not ask him anything like what is the next song or what key is the 4th song in, because he would just blow up and yell that gave him an open door to feel superior so he was able to rub it more in, it was hard sitting next to him and still yet I loved him and prayed for that man everyday, but still if someone would put a plant in front of him on stage to cover up the view of himself he would get up and go home. But like I said the world is not perfect even in a church assembly. [“Now the body is not made up of one part but of many. If the foot should say, "Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. And if the ear should say, "Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? But in fact God has arranged the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. If they were all one part, where would the body be? As it is, there are many parts, but one body. The eye cannot say to the hand, "I don't need you!" And the head cannot say to the feet, "I don't need you!" On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, and the parts that we think are less honorable we treat with special honor. And the parts that are unpresentable are treated with special modesty, while our presentable parts need no special treatment. But God has combined the members of the body and has given greater honor to the parts that lacked it, so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.”] (1Cor.12:14-26 NIV)
As a result, we are no longer to be children, tossed here and there by waves and carried about by every wind of doctrine, by the trickery of men, by craftiness in deceitful scheming; but speaking the truth in love, we are to grow up in all aspects into Him who is the head, even Christ, from whom the whole body, being fitted and held together by what every joint supplies, according to the proper working of each individual part, causes the growth of the body for the building up of itself in love. (Eph 4:14-16 NASB)
Well my brothers and sisters very simple Christ is the truth, the Holy Spirit is the spirit of truth, and guides the church in truth, and Satan is out to destroy every church with his lies. So if we are in Christ and Christ is in us the only thing we can speak is truth, now if the Holy Spirit is also in us and guiding us and leading us and the church the only thing we as the church can speak is truth, to hold the church together and to bring more people to the truth and to Christ, very simple. Now when you come across a liar there is no way that they can be a part of Christ or the Spirit or the Church.
Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. (John 14:6 NIV)

But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to come. (John 16:13 NIV)

"I still have many things to tell you, but you can't handle them now. But when the Friend comes, the Spirit of the Truth, he will take you by the hand and guide you into all the truth there is. He won't draw attention to himself, but will make sense out of what is about to happen and, indeed, out of all that I have done and said. He will honor me; he will take from me and deliver it to you. Everything the Father has is also mine. That is why I've said, "He takes from me and delivers to you.' (John 16:12-15 MESS)

"If God was your father," said Jesus, "you would love me, for I came from God and arrived here. I didn't come on my own. He sent me. Why can't you understand one word I say? Here's why: You can't handle it. You're from your father, the Devil, and all you want to do is please him. He was a killer from the very start. He couldn't stand the truth because there wasn't a shred of truth in him. When the Liar speaks, he makes it up out of his lying nature and fills the world with lies. I arrive on the scene, tell you the plain truth, and you refuse to have a thing to do with me. Can any one of you convict me of a single misleading word, a single sinful act? But if I'm telling the truth, why don't you believe me? Anyone on God's side listens to God's words. This is why you're not listening--because you're not on God's side." John 8:42-47 MESS
Now my brothers and sisters let us go over everything we just learned plain and simple and in simple plain truth. We have to understand that those who lie are from the devil, and those that don’t seem right or don’t feel right, or hurt you, or yell at you, or who do not care for you, or ignore you, or don’t have the time for you, and use awful words to speak to you, or trick you, or con you into something you don’t want to do, there is some that abuse our lives and our spiritual makeup and only we know how to get away from it, we stay away. Those who have experienced these feelings we know who their father is and at times there power is so intense they keep us away from the bible, and they make us even question the relationship we have with God, and even go as far as making us think of the very existence of God, we see it all happening, and we see it getting worse day by day. There goal is to drain you of all your spiritual energy. And these same people say they are guiding you to a spiritual maturity and they are doing the complete opposite, and some people really think they are helping and they are destroying peoples lives and don’t even know it because they are being tricked by the devil. I am here to warn you and to be a messenger and to tell you of the truth, that is why Satan is after me that is why I have been suffering for almost two years it is all a big mess, that is why I go to doctors and if there not Christian I am in for a special treat of torment torture and pain,  and they don’t even know that they are being controlled by the devil. If they don’t have the Spirit of God within them they have the Spirit of the devil. Then I go home and pray for each one of them. Amazing isn’t it. Thank God my regular doctor is a Christian. And I did have a few nice doctors that were caring and understood what I was going through, and they were just everyday doctors, that had compassion and never talked about what they believed in.  Then I found out I was going to loose my regular Christian doctor it felt like they tried to take her away from me, and then social security hit right on time and God was right there, otherwise I would be suffering so bad right now I could be dying. Plain and simple, but who knows, but the stress of it not knowing would have hurt any man. Last Sunday was going to be my last sermon because I didn’t know what was going to happen and as far as writing I couldn’t write, I  think I had to much on my plate, death was staring at me in the face and there wasn’t anything left for me to do. Now I have so many things wrong with me I need to go to about 4 specialists. The tumor in my brain needs to be checked and the Cavernous malformation is a rare disorder in one part of the brain. Needs to be checked that is the hole in my head which was never explained to me, well excuse me maybe a minute and some chicken scratch on a piece of paper. Constant fever, constant white blood cell up, constant yeast infection, constant pain in my mouth, headaches, I am skin and bones, no teeth to chew with for two years. My jawbone is disenegrating, swollen feet, that are changing color, no energy, I do not go anywhere anymore, except to doctors and hospitals, pharmacies and maybe I go get supplies if I am up for it, no strength go anywhere, everything points to RSD/CRPS which is Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy Syndrome, but there isn’t anyone to diagnose me. I could just cry,  but I can’t I am your pastor, I have to have perfect faith and perfect trust, that the Lord will heal me, and I do believe that, and I am trying to keep the prayer ministry together, which I started before I even got sick, and even before I opened The Church.   
In light of all this, here's what I want you to do. While I'm locked up here, a prisoner for the Master, I want you to get out there and walk better yet, run!-on the road God called you to travel. I don't want any of you sitting around on your hands. I don't want anyone strolling off, down some path that goes nowhere. And mark that you do this with humility and discipline--not in fits and starts, but steadily, pouring yourselves out for each other in acts of love, alert at noticing differences and quick at mending fences. You were all called to travel on the same road and in the same direction, so stay together, both outwardly and inwardly. You have one Master, one faith, one baptism, one God and Father of all, who rules over all, works through all, and is present in all. Everything you are and think and do is permeated with Oneness. But that doesn't mean you should all look and speak and act the same. Out of the generosity of Christ, each of us is given his own gift. The text for this is, He climbed the high mountain, He captured the enemy and seized the booty, He handed it all out in gifts to the people. It's true, is it not, that the One who climbed up also climbed down, down to the valley of earth? And the One who climbed down is the One who climbed back up, up to highest heaven. He handed out gifts above and below, filled heaven with his gifts, filled earth with his gifts. He handed out gifts of apostle, prophet, evangelist, and pastor-teacher to train Christians in skilled servant work, working within Christ's body, the church, until we're all moving rhythmically and easily with each other, efficient and graceful in response to God's Son, fully mature adults, fully developed within and without, fully alive like Christ. No prolonged infancies among us, please. We'll not tolerate babes in the woods, small children who are an easy mark for impostors. God wants us to grow up, to know the whole truth and tell it in love like Christ in everything. We take our lead from Christ, who is the source of everything we do. 16He keeps us in step with each other. His very breath and blood flow through us, nourishing us so that we will grow up healthy in God, robust in love. And so I insist and God backs me up on this-that there be no going along with the crowd, the empty-headed, mindless crowd. They've refused for so long to deal with God that they've lost touch not only with God but with reality itself. They can't think straight anymore. Feeling no pain, they let themselves go in sexual obsession, addicted to every sort of perversion. But that's no life for you. You learned Christ! My assumption is that you have paid careful attention to him, been well instructed in the truth precisely as we have it in Jesus. Since, then, we do not have the excuse of ignorance, everything and I do mean everything connected with that old way of life has to go. It's rotten through and through. Get rid of it! And then take on an entirely new way of life a God-fashioned life, a life renewed from the inside and working itself into your conduct as God accurately reproduces his character in you. What this adds up to, then, is this: no more lies, no more pretense. Tell your neighbor the truth. In Christ's body we're all connected to each other, after all. When you lie to others, you end up lying to yourself. Go ahead and be angry. You do well to be angry--but don't use your anger as fuel for revenge. And don't stay angry. Don't go to bed angry. Don't give the Devil that kind of foothold in your life. Did you used to make ends meet by stealing? Well, no more! Get an honest job so that you can help others who can't work. Watch the way you talk. Let nothing foul or dirty come out of your mouth. Say only what helps, each word a gift. Don't grieve God. Don't break his heart. His Holy Spirit, moving and breathing in you, is the most intimate part of your life, making you fit for himself. Don't take such a gift for granted. Make a clean break with all cutting, backbiting, profane talk. Be gentle with one another, sensitive. Forgive one another as quickly and thoroughly as God in Christ forgave you. Eph 4:1-32
Dear ever lasting Father, thank You for another week of fellowship and love and worship and forgiveness and compassion and caring and understanding of us all together or set a part we are all one with You Father and we are all one with You Jesus we all want this Church to be the true Church and we may be small, we just want to be honest and filled with prayer and hope and love. Father, please help us to achieve just that, Father, we all want to help each other with the Great Commission and the passing of our prayer letters and the teachings, thank You that You and have given us the writings through the Holy Spirit, God how can I ever thank You for giving me the chance to help people when I am almost house ridden and I still can walk maybe a block but each time I walk to the local store it gets hard and when I have to mail a letter that is hard to do too, anyway I thank You for my friends and all the members and I thank You for bringing your Son Jesus to all of us, we need to circulate the name of Christ, we need to tell of His love and devotion to You the Father, and what a family we have of honor and dignity and love we all want to share in it, and through this Church we are able to, what a gift God You are awesome, I still need to tell the world about how You feel right now and how Your heart is broken and that we should all repent and turn to Jesus Christ and Love Him and learn from Him and we need the power from the Spirit and thank You for granting all the anointings across this world which sets this Church a part and makes us just a simple loving Church of truth who loves the Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit and of course the congregation and all there congregations and then all their friends and it is so amazing how we just join together with a hand off with the prayers and the sermons to others and this way we can follow the Great Commission, Jesus thank You I hope it is all working like the vision a saw many months ago, I need to get a message from someone deep into the 10/40 window but how is that going to be possible, I know God can do anything and Lord I hope this is what You want done. I just hope the prayer letters are good enough or even the sermons, last weeks sermon I was so upset I tried to write but I did the best I could and maybe when I look back on it might be full of meaning and the word and love and devotion, thank You Father, Thank You Jesus, and Thank You Holy Spirit, In the name of our Savior, Jesus Christ. Till we gather once again, Amen and Amen.
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