Sunday_Service

It is enough just to believe in Christ? It takes work, love and dedication. We are to honor Jesus for what He has done for us. All glory goes to Him. We must realize that Jesus has done far more then we here and see, we are not seeing and hearing with our spiritual heart. God has placed a new spirit in all born again believers to do those very things of the great commission. Why would Jesus order us to do them if we didn’t have the power within us already, we have been given the same power placed in our new spirits that raised Jesus Christ from the dead, and must I speak more? Most disciples of today know I speak the truth. God will always be the power source, we have to gain this power also from our Lord through the baptism of the Holy Spirit-we must walk in fellowship of the Holy Spirit, with the fruit of the spirit growing within us daily. Many people think they honor Christ with their mouth and lips, they tend to miss the reality of love in their hearts, and to some they are far from the truth. It is a sad thing that Jesus tells us here, that some who have seemed to be His friends on earth, and who publicly confessed Him, may fail to get to heaven by the wiles of the enemy. Because so many people have been teaching a satan infiltrated world, he was able to creep into the churches- into religion- even into the pulpits without most of our knowledge. We have been fighting a spiritual war and battle and many people might have just missed the train. Satan is tricky with his disguises, as he is transformed into the angel of light or ministers of righteousness, you all know how much I have been around I have seen whole congregations not believing in God’s word. Satan and his agents can do the most damage right in the churches- he is no dummy- we can’t blame people that do not have the gift of discernment, but groups of people in the body of Christ work together just like any war- a good rifle man is used -"here"- a good look out man is used- "here"- and a simple cook- "is used there". Some don’t even know we are in spiritual warfare but those are the ones that don’t read the word. There is a tendency to ask how so many people could be headed down the wrong path. If you don’t read the word and work two jobs and go to church for an hour or two on Sunday and their body is already exhausted it would be hard for anyone working those hours and trying to read the word to understand that we are in a spiritual war which many people don’t understand. Such doubts are especially strong when false teachers fail to do the great commission- to make disciples- not just converts- to cast out demons, heal, help with prosperity and perform signs and wonders in Jesus' name. God has already given us all the power we will ever need even before we were born, and by His grace and our faith together we will perform the supernatural truth of Christianity. However it is important to remember that the Word of God is superior to all things. So what is our Lord saying, search thee first the Kingdom of God and all things will come upon you - very simple, stay in the word, day and night and you will have true success. It is He who made us, and has given us all things, and we need to constantly be thankful, and giving Him the praise, worship in truth and thanksgiving: only God is spirit. We must worship Him in spirit and in truth. The new spirit within you has been sanctified and holy- the Righteousness of God is within us, from Christ and the Father plus we also have the mind of Christ. The power in that new spirit holds everything we will ever need for this world and "we already have it all" and is "placed within us" and "sealed" so nothing evil can penetrate us or our new born again spirit- In order for God to use us, we have to come to the end of ourselves, we hold no pride or selfishness, glory is for God and we are not God. You must understand what Jesus Christ has done for you- and confess with your mouth and believe in your heart that Jesus is your Lord and savior, before you can enter into heaven. "Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven.” Many people today think they can enter into heaven on there own good merits, sorry to say they are in for a big surprise, there is a high percentage right now that believe that. Satan and his false teachers have lied and confused so many people I guess satan does not want to be alone, where else do these people get this fairy tale? If I was healthy enough I would be out there preaching from town to town just the basics, many people could die and suffer in the flames of hell along with satan and his cohorts eternally. So we must carry our cross with faith, hope, and trust in our Lord Jesus Christ. We are now to perform the duties of a disciple; people will come to us for miracles - signs and wonders- just the way Jesus went around doing good to all that needed help, healing- and casting out demonic demons- which can cause a number of destruction to the flesh of mankind. Blind eyes will open and deaf ears will clear. Just to be saved is not a complete; [many people think it is]- you may make it into heaven, but there is so much more we all should know now! Jesus sacrificed more through the atonements at the cross, but people need to study to learn all of them and why. From my writings from about 2009 -2011 {in the spirit} not all but much of it was {here and there} all through my life there has been spiritual revelations even in the beginning. I explained deeply what and why we are supposed to do in this world. The gates are open. “Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.” [Matt. 7:13-14] Jesus thinks people mostly will go by the way of the wide gate following others into hell. And the Father didn’t expect anyone to turn down what Jesus did for us, he never thought anyone would pass this whole love and forgiveness- and to have health and prosperity you would have to be pretty ignorant to pass up a deal for your eternal life. What shall we do? It is that simple. How can we ever be depressed or not have joy when we have the full Godhead within us? For what we have in the spirit {1/3 of us} that is inside of us- is a miracle gift in itself. Another job, or step #2 is to renew our minds- day by day- by reading and meditating on the word of God- and look for revelations ( Holy Spirit) or coming from our Lord to extend our knowledge to tell us what we were given and what we should do- letting God lead our feet along “His path” not yours. God has a perfect plan for each of us to follow! The bible is not a book about God, “it is a book from God to us”; to help us and love us! To give us the knowledge and the power to fight the devil on this planet, and people still don’t get it; why do I even bother, because I love people more then myself. All the fools that don’t read it may as well forget life after this earth. Just think of all the banks- wall street and our political system all teamed up together to make themselves rich and powerful on this earth, to steal from the little guy, and if you did read the bible it would have shown you what was going to happen. People are so worried about themselves that they don’t have a clue that at this time or era is even worst then the Roman Empire, we are in worse of a slavery now then 2000 years ago, so you go back to the field and mingle with the other sheep and let the rich and powerful lead you right into the gates of hell. Go read your newspaper and watch the news, and listen to all the lies of the devil- he has shifted this world into total mind control, people if they were normal and read the word would have not let the devil even get this far. All these people with all this millions and billions think they have a future; they don’t; by the time they give it to their children the end of the world will be at hand, Jesus will have already returned and have already taken all his brothers and sisters, and all that will be left is these rich people with all these millions and no place to spend it. Oh yea all the sheep that let them all get away with it will be going through 7 years of Judgments of God. The blood will be as high as the just above the saddle of the horse for miles. Look at it now we have goats - sheep and the supper rich who took and stole all the food and water and even their grazing land for them to drink and eat. This will be your last chance, so have a nice time; keep ignoring all the sermons I have written; and watch the planet earth get devoured; all the evil and ignorant even the good that money became their god are in for a surprize; either that, the god of this world already blinded them into thinking that God-Jesus- and the Holy Spirit was some story or fairy tale. Plus the bible was some text book where people were able to pick and choose what they wanted to believe, and listen to all the man-made preachers on TV and listen to all their man-made variations of what they think the bible says, that is why most of the bible translations today don’t even agree. Jesus said it 2,000 years ago that traditions and doctrines of man will make the word of God of non- effect!

This whole website has been written in the flesh, I hope most Christians know what that means, I built it between 2003-2005 some of it was in the spirit but I would not even bother. The secrets to life and Christianity are within the sermons, the sermons contain true revelations of the bible truth “not religion”, and not what they are preaching in church today, what they preach in church today is traditions and doctrines of mankind. The morals of our world today is close to the days of Noah. God was disgusted at what he made then- and the world was sent into total destruction; except a few people and some pairs of animals all to live through the devastation of the planet earth. Everything that needed air was destroyed around the globe. Don’t panic, God said he wouldn’t do that again, God also said he would not ever “For this is as the waters of Noah unto me: for as I have sworn that the waters of Noah should no more go over the earth; so have I sworn that I would not be “wroth” =(angry) with thee, nor rebuke thee. [Isaiah. 54:9] Most of you already know the story. People today don’t even know God; they have missed the train and the parade. People today don’t even know what Jesus Christ has done for this world. There is nowhere to go to find out, of course their may be a few places you can go and learn. And there are even fewer places that teach the truth from the bible {from God’s word, our creator’s own heart- not man’s interpretations, but God’s. Remember in the bible it says: “yea, let God be true, but every man a liar; as it is written,” Every man on this planet is or has been a liar, so who can you trust? I don’t know anyone, do you know anyone, some people have family, in close families trust is the closest you ever going to get. Forget husband and wife today, the divorce rate will settle that. So that leaves Father and son or mother and daughter or reversed, even brothers and sisters in some families have trust; “kind of sounds similar to Christianity”; Father- Son- brother and sister? Hum? My family left me for dead they let me suffer for 8 years, their millionaires they could have taken me somewhere for help, so it took me 8 years to completely renew my mind- plant God’s word into my heart so I could grow enough fruit and realize I have been already healed. God cured me of everything, on Aug. 5th this year 11’ now satan is using my own family to bring everything back; the fact is- he is using any unsaved body to torment me, unsaved people are used as pawns for satan, even Christians are attacked- summarized up by the devil- then used unknowingly to torment their own; there are many Christians that have a shield built around them- {faith} set up to keep out demonic spirits- bacteria – germs- and any other deadly foreign matter- all depending upon their growth- loving others more then self- love-and their personal relationship they have with God.. Now I am suffering even more too where I can’t even write sermons anymore? This year I had trouble (a real hard time) even taking care of my friend’s cat. Plus being a prisoner in my own home for so long, I was only able to go out one day per….. ! I have missed out, on many things- but think of what I learned from the bible, (the truth) and the fullness of the trinity constantly sharing everyday together to understand the scriptures the way God wanted them to be understood- helping others- study- and sharing the truth with divine help and communication, I would not ever trade that for anything! The thing is I am unable to write another Sunday service and what am I going to be a hypocrite; here I am in terrible condition and I can’t speak out of my mouth all the things wrong with me, [Prov. 18:20-21 - Prov.23:7] I had to keep all of that to myself. {To explain that to newcomers would take many pages}- it is explained many times in the sermons; people who know me- the ones that have a relationship with God - have much of the words of the bible planted in their hearts- “you all” [know] what kind of war I have been fighting. So many people think they are fighting flesh and blood, their not! The people usually have nothing mainly to do with it; people have 3 parts most scholar’s today still think “there is only two” “they leave God out of the equation entirely” and when a person can be God possessed - another can be demon possessed. If the original makeup of a person is evil so when an evil spirit makes a home in an evil person; “watch out”. I have pushed myself so hard in the middle of the battle field at least 300 times- just to get out what I have already written. It was getting harder and harder to a point to where I would smash my head so many times on the keyboard- I fought to stay awake- I would say as {good vs. evil} the wiles of the devil would invade me with thoughts that is all he can do. I would actually have a war in my mind to where I could not focus or write for hours. I had to say “no more” to save myself- from total melt downs or black outs. The question am I writing in the spirit or in my flesh, if I am writing in the spirit the spiritual part of me is in control the spiritual part has dominance, you are able to do the impossible- to do the "supernatural"- the same way they train in the military {but backwards} when a man is totally broken- and totally physically down- the spiritual part of the man will continue and take over, and that man will become a special forces- seal- ranger etc. There were many times I would spend hours writing rabbit trails- (in the flesh) many of the hurts and pains would come to mind or my doorstep I would be fighting every day and I didn’t even have to leave the house, the phone alone was from satan- he would plant thoughts into me; and I would feel angry and hurt, I wanted to share how I got like this- and then I would write garbage for a few hours to get this pain off my chest, like a psychotherapy. Then I would realize I wasted 2 hours on something that isn’t worth printing or posting. Many times I would spend hours sitting there with nothing to write- and just sit there for hours because I would fight the satan's thoughts- but I would not receive any spiritual thoughts like as if part of the trinity just stopped or I shut myself off, because God talks to us 24/7 that is better then and being carried off on some rabbit trail for many hours that took me nowhere, that I had to erase anyway. Some how the flesh merged within me, a feeling of an attack to make me come down off the plain of being in union with the Spirit of God. That too I had to fight, the physical - mental and spiritual battles just to write. And to stay up all Saturday and Sunday- no food and work into the wee hours of Sunday after being up for 24 hours and being a yo-yo- “up and down” out of the chair and what would happen to me physically was just unreal- pacing while holding on to furniture and changing positions- just to get comfortable in addition just fighting to stay awake- plus time slipping by- glued to the same chair- I could not just get up, I would get into a writing mode and forget the pain- writing for hours as a whole day went by- then I would be real sick; I started out sick; when I was done I was ready to collapse. This went on for years. On Mondays I was so close to falling off the couch, blacking out and really hurting myself, many times I would be sitting and then wake up with my head on the coffee table and I would have a indentation of whatever I put my head on. Then when I did eat- what ever I ate- I could not digest properly enough and I had more problems on Tuesday. I wasn’t normal until Thursday’s- that is why I could not even see any doctors unless it was a Thursday or a Friday. Remember I have to deal with the world- social security- disability- things that I healed but satan made me think they weren’t , the problems kept mounting up, when they would check one thing, they would find another, and then another, I have foreseen these were all brought upon by satan and his agents- a demonic spirit - the many things they never could or ever did diagnose. As I was writing this right now, I have been healed of one major thing just now, by God! I guess I am on the right track! Praise God---! It has become 8 years straight on the 13th, 8 years ago my family could have taken me to the Mayo clinic or John Hopkins they both had the money- they both had millions. And here I am recovering from “one” that I had for 8 solid years through the Spirit of God. [But as I look this over before posting it everything is back even worse then ever before, this is a gate I have to open.] 1-22-12 Now that I came back to writing this I went through 2 days of total- physical- mental- and spiritual attack to where what I just got healed from- here it comes again! I should have had enough faith to rebuke it and be normal- “but what is going on”- where do I go for help? As soon as I get into fear everything comes back worse. How can it? It is a daily battle, one day it is healing; one day it is worse; all because of how I stand, if my mother calls like on Sundays there goes 20 hours work on a sermon that could have saved lives- healed many- and took care of poverty- depression- of many people all because my spirit was effected. I didn’t post it! The devil was implanted and I didn’t even think “the work” “the semon” was worth it. My family even today will never believe a word I say- respect a word I say- and laugh at what I am doing- and even complain that what I am doing is worthless, they only did that their whole life and it went into my brain all my life. I guess I fought one sickness so long that I won by default, Jesus suffered for me and healed me 2,000 years ago and as I was writing the truth, the Holy Spirit healed me forever. I know now that it does have something to do with what I am “doing right now” standing firm against the devil - I needed to be healed - to command the healings of others, set others free from demonic influences- minister to others - save lives, the list goes on; plus what is most significant is teach and preach the truth. To live the life now of eternal life to know God “to know” meaning the intimate love of God and to know whom thou hast sent Jesus Christ, that is why Jesus died for us to have and share each others love for one another- “a relationship of purity”. To know God the way Adam knew Eve and had a son. The thing is this is worth more then money- treasures- riches- wealth- capital- investments- stocks or any other thing, BUT here I am I can’t even get out the door, I can’t even find a church with people that are "spirit filled" "tongue talking" Christians, there isn’t a church I know of. So now satan took that away to where I can’t sit and do the sermons anymore so what do I do? Evil has made it impossible for me to get outside and even stand on a soap box; I couldn’t carry one with a cane. I can’t drive my own truck. And I have the same power that raised Christ from the dead {inside me} {living in me} with {full authority} to use that power. It is not unbelief, it is not lack of faith, and it isn’t what? I am nothing; God is everything, the less I am- the more God can work or "flow through" me, but even God needs a human being to flow through, he needs flesh and blood to give me that jump start! If there isn’t any cables around what do I do with a car that can’t be jumped? Why do you think Jesus had to come as half man flesh and blood and half divinity? Many times I spoke of this; God needed flesh and blood the ½ of Jesus to flow through so the Holy Spirit could work through that flesh and blood, God gave authority and dominion over to mankind to flesh and blood, God is a spirit too. He needed Jesus to flow through and he was sinless so Jesus walked in perfect faith - perfect everything, he is perfect, but he didn’t come out of the womb speaking Hebrew; in Luke 2:52 he grew in wisdom and stature. Jesus had to “grown in the spirit” to raise Lazarus- he needed that blast. Groaning in the spirit is also in Rom. 8:26-28 but to many people use 8:28 and break up the whole meaning of the three scriptures, they all tie with [and] {which is a conjunction} making all three as one thought. See I can’t get one sentence done without speaking my feelings of the word. One day I called every church in town and everyone thought I was some kind of a nut, because I was looking for a “spirit filled” “tongue talking” church that I could talk to the pastor! I got “one” name but he was on the other side of the island. There are no busses, it is a mile downtown and I can only walk down there. I have to buy taxi tickets for home- it is all up hill, {5 for 15 dollars} those are like gold to me- to have one in my wallet it is sometimes life or death. It all depends on what I am carrying; if I had to walk home”. I can’t do 2 days in a row, I couldn’t; I would be dead or laid out on the street; even so: but God always gives me a ride- when I come close to falling- or I start to trip over my feet- or over the sidewalk or ground- someone pulls over {miracle} and gives me a ride. There were times free from all torment I would command a ride I would get one every time, but as soon as some conflict would arise I would not get a ride and the next time and the next- “Jesus is the same”- “I should be”- he is living in me- what shuts off the spicket? It has to be coming from somewhere? It has been 3-4 years like this, before that I never left home it was too far. Meanwhile the world is falling into greed- envy- jealousy- hatred - scams- cons- or ------. This is YOUR eternal life and salvation; you would have to be a complete fool not to read what was written by the spirit. It is not me, I am typing it; but evil is using his demons to stop me from that too. If I can’t get anyone to read the bible, how am I going to get people to read the spiritual truth of the bible? Plus it is all free, and the revelation of truths - yes the truth will set you free; faith comes by hearing- hearing the word of God, and it is explained simple - almost everything you would ever need “to learn” and “gain power of” “to find the love of God” “to find God’s direction” and “to know how much God loves you”, they don’t preach this in church today- healing, the power you have to heal others, it is all there- everything you need to know is all there; I would start from the last sermon and read backwards- keep pressing “back” and after a week or so- you will see for yourself what I am writing about right now. You will become a true disciple and you will be set free, you won’t be under the gun- or attacked like me, unless you too start writing or preaching the truth and going against every “sacred cow” of what the church is teaching today, this is why we need Para- Church Ministries. The church can only make converts; what 1hour a week? God has to offer 3,000 hours of readings and teachings on one page. The {ARCIVES} Jesus wanted us to make disciples and those disciples would teach more- and sooner or later the world would change. “The spiritual writings over power the flesh” “as I grew fruit” “the sermons grew more in spirit”, that is why I say [start with the last one and work backwards]! “And the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen.” [Romans 16:20]

{ Same letter same people but written a week before:} I have been writing to you for how long; this last one, I have spent 6 days about 22 hours straight and can’t even send a prayer letter, “Don’t let your heart be troubled”. [John14:1] I know this is hurting God especially with all he has done for me. to be hurt after all he has done, I don’t know where or what or how it is coming to me, what am I fighting? I have all the promises- I have the words in my heart, but my heart is not right, but it will be better then before. I can’t even write the sermons anymore, but I will again. I have come to the end of myself. In Christ, I know who I am. He would be unjust to command us “this” if it could not be done. meaning "YOU don't let your heart be troubled" ("You" is the subject)“ye believe in God, believe also in me.” My emotions have run away- but I have to pull the reins in! Not to let all these things have dominance over me. 1/3 of me contains the power of God, I need to encourage myself, just like David did when no one around him was. Once I win this fight, I will start writing again, don’t worry I am still with you, I am always with you both in spirit- thoughts- prayers- and heart. In my born again spirit- I have fullness of joy and peace, this has been a crisis, here I hold 8 years of true bible revelations of God, His truth, not mine, mixed with 8 years of-----! I ----- do anything on my own power any more, I have to use God’s power. So I will stand and fight, and stand, and still fight this war, - it can be done. I will rise up on the inside, I must see myself healed on the inside first or I won't be healed on the outside, this I must do, no matter what I face on the outside. “Don’t let your heart be troubled”. If Jesus said this to his disciples to have peace, I can, this is possible- no more mountain tops and no more valleys. I will cast all my cares over on him. I will live this life of victory, it is a promise. “These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.” [John 16:33] When I win, I will let you know. Healing is a part of our inheritance. Jesus purchased everything for us, I just need to receive what is already here by grace. I have to believe for something more. I am not content to live at a substandard level. I am drawing the line, no more am I going to live like this anymore, no more embracing crisis after crisis what the devil, my family, this world, is throwing at me. Jesus set me free, no more natural realm. I am an overcommer. “No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD.” [Isa. 54:17] I need to condemn with my words and my mouth- everything coming at me to return where it came from. All these problems- all these pains- all these hurts- all these curses- all these limitations. So I am fighting this off. “There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man:” [1Cor:10:13] What I am fighting is not any different then anyone else, I climbing out this, I am not from slime- I am not an evolved animal, People still embrace this! I am a born again Christian that contains the promises of God, full of the miracles of God. Are we just not drawing on the power of God? Or have I been, or am I “just taking it day after day”- “more on top of more”, I will stand and refuse to crumble- I refuse to be normal. I am born to win, I will fight and expect more, and pursue the things I need to survive with prosperity - and take my authority and resist the devil.

{This was what I didn't send this was the original}The 120 in the upper room they were of [one accord] thinking- understanding- loving- and sharing what ever it may be they could do anything through the power of God “the word” and the Holy Spirit. Today people are still in deceptions that came from “traditions of men” and “doctrines of men”, people today are calling “good evil” and “evil good’, prophecy of Isaiah in 5:20. People do not let the truth (BIBLE) stand in the way of what they have believed or have been taught. People forget that God the Father and the devil are both spirits. People don’t remember the limitations and the causes of all things in this world. So many things have come upon me that satan will use anything or anyone to try to totally destroy me, people have been deceived into embracing the work of the devil; they don’t understand these traditions and doctrines of man are false interpretations they also void the true power of God. “Making the word of God of none effect through your tradition”, Mark 7:13. People are now attributing to God many works of the devil. People are blaming our “God of Love” that God is responsible for many sufferings. Some will say [God did this to teach you something], or [God did this to make you stronger] or [God sent this so you would have more patience], these are all misinterpreted scriptures. People today believe these lies? “Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man: [James 1:13] God does not put any bad or sickness or trials or death or sufferings upon anyone. God is a good God; God is not the author of our problems. Satan is doing all of this; he is the one hurting babies, he is the one hurting people, he's the one killing family and loved ones; what do I have to do to make people believe be a billionaire? Drive around in my big boat and my strech limo and shout it out of my windows with my own CD, drop flyers with money stapled to the paper that says "God is love" "satan is the destroyer"! Satan is coming upon the body of Christ to steal the word out of our hearts. This is a war- all out- to make me unable to write anything- this alone has taken me 6 days, The devil is out to destroy - to make me stop sharing the true secrets to 8 years of relationship with God “the word” the Holy Spirit and the teachings of Jesus which are and always remain in our hearts- the word- the revelations- and our relationship, with others- my revelations of the truth- and the relationship I have is so close with God. In other words if I had a dog - satan would use him to bite me; understand the analogy?. “I am unable even talk, write- record- go outside, leave my house, I hold the 8 years of being in the desert with God and the word as (a cherished education) to think I started in the word back in 86’ steady- all my schooling- all my teachings- have not even come close to what I have learned “with” God these past 8 years. The bible became alive- the Holy Spirit feed me the truth- and “taught me all things” and “showed me things to come” even “brought back to remembrance much of what Jesus said and taught”. [John14:26] [John 16:13] Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that “[ye should go and bring forth fruit]”, and that [your fruit should remain]: [John15:16] “But ye have an unction from the Holy One, [and ye know all things].” [1John2:20] “But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the same anointing teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him. [1John2:27] “Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you; if they have kept my saying, they will keep yours also.” [John 15:20] The lost still have that old spirit. [Eph.2:2-3]- Col. 3:6; Col.3:9-10- satan has invaded their spirits using them as pawns, because their they still carry the old demon spirit of the sin nature of Adam, satan and his demons can enter in and out without the person even knowing they are being used as a weapon to destroy Christianity. I am under so much attack that God needs someone to flow through- so certain things I require can come to be, I need someone to stand in agreement with me, it is my turn; I need flesh and blood to stand up for me. I need a simple Christian with the faith of a child {simple} to stand next to me in agreement and in faith; and God will flow through him or her and I will regain by abilities, my strength and health, and flush out the demonic spawn. Other wise I will stay trapped in my house /office and remain alone searching for just one person to fellowship with- and my need for God’s grace. [Prov. 20:6] God can’t just zap me” he too has to flow through someone! That blows the "Sovereignty of God" right out the window, God has to keep his own laws, even for himself, people still don’t get the dignity God Almighty has! (flesh and blood the mankind of this earth has been given dominion) the church across the street are still in the stone age that is the only one I can go to since the 5th of August, my body was so messed up - is it healing from several plus, 8 year problems- "2 were undiagnosed" they are demonic hindrances, now that I am set free, it takes time for me to heal, and it seems the devil is fighting against my healing- using my own mother and father- everything out of their mouths [Prov. 18:20-21] is death- they all are unsaved carrying around the spirit of sin, satan can and does work through them- they don’t know it – understand it- believe it – either does most anyone of the world today -lost people don’t even understand what I am even saying, 1Cor.2:14 that is why the world “is” what it is. I have told you before if you don’t get that new creation 2Cor.5:17 that new changed spirit- you remain in the devil’s backyard, forever! “This I say therefore, and testify in the Lord, that ye henceforth walk not as other Gentiles walk, in the vanity of their mind, Having the understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them, because of the blindness of their heart: Who being past feeling have given themselves over unto lasciviousness, to work all uncleanness with greediness. But ye have not so learned Christ; If so be that ye have heard him, and have been taught by him, as the truth is in Jesus: That ye put off concerning the former conversation the “old man”, which is corrupt according to the deceitful lusts; And be renewed in the spirit of your mind; And that ye put on the “new man”, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness.” [Eph. 4:17-24] - [2Cor.4:4] this fact goes all the way back to the oldest book of the bible or the oldest book ever written. People look in the mirror today and say I am righteous and holy? You can't see your new born again spirit in the mirror! The spiritual mirror is looking in the word, that is the only way you can tell what your spiritual part is doing! James 1:22-25 Read it!

Well everyone, if I still have anyone even to write to, this is my 8th year anniversary for being a novice- a person who thought they were a good Christian, a person who came to Hawaii to build a mission, all the talents, the theory- the design- the money- the credit- the vision- the music- the dream the area picked out- to feed and clothe and let people crash and have showers and etc.- etc- everything was falling into place, physically I was a wreaking machine, 23 years working out, I could spend 3 hours daily constant pumping heavy iron with sets- after sets- without even breathing heavy. People could not believe what I did at 49, I could have cleaned up on the “over 50 Championship Grandmasters”, if I was able to make it to my birthday March 2004, but on November 13th 2003 I was in the hospital with my head as big as a basketball. All that training- dedication- diet- endurance-all that weight- all those sets - all that power- is gone. Each year I was hoping they would find out what I had and each year they found more and still to this day they never did find out what hit me in the first place. If they took me to a real hospital things would have worked out different. There has not been anything they could do for any of the ailments. So I knew God could heal me, back then I didn’t know he already did, by grace, so I began to become a part of the church, the bible- to seek the truth and to {heal others “my dream”} and to let God heal me of all my problems; I didn’t know “for sure” that most sickness and disease was from the devil, people today would argue that point- but I know for sure that is true. Plus after 8 years with God in the desert {like Paul 3 years in Arabia} and no where else to go, nothing else to do, I studied everyday, prayed and had discussions with the trinity, plus wrote thousands of prayer letters all over the world, back and forth before they had face book- and wrote 358 Sunday sermons over this 8 years. I realized the first year that doctors here didn’t have a clue- or the desire- or even the compassion to help anyone in need. People "most or some" who knows- my opinion that they are here; they ran away from the mainland to hide from their mistakes (lawsuits) so what you have here is a bunch of doctors that should be thrown off the islands, just yesterday my neighbor passed out going to the bathroom and they gave him a spinal tap! Do you believe they talked him into that? I have seen him everyday he was never sick or un- healthy plus he was in his 20’s. Do you know how dangerous that is for the patient? The hospital is so close I would not let them take me there, that hospital is like Disney Land. With Mickey and Minnie with scalpels in their hands! Dangerous thought, huh? Thank God I have God as my friend and my testimony is that God loves me. In fact the only people who could ever make me now- come close to death, were my "in the past" doctors and my family. Plus utility companies that steal from you- There are good doctors; don’t get me wrong there is a few, I have the only Christian doctor that I know of in Hawaii. There is more but when you request one- they give you a Buddhist. This guy tried to poison me, and when I brought it to his attention and complained of the problems- he gave me more of the poison, that is when I prayed in St. Joe's for a week or 5 days straight. He never heard of the scam of the wonder drug that does everything and the C.E.O. of the company paid off everyone to say it does- they got fined 3 times but still made more money then any other drug even; Viagra. And it is used for only a few things pointing to basically one thing, not 50. So I began writing and everything on all the web pages is done in the flesh it was not of God- he helped me and the studies and schools prior to coming here since 86'. I was still going to internet schools at the same time too. So the truth of this whole 420+ page website who knows it could be less or more. Plus each page “full” is about 25 typed written pages.