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Where do I start last week I wrote for 15 hours and didn’t post it, all that work is gone from one thing to another, I still have it- If I could just speak naturally in the spirit or write naturally from the heart with all or none of these outside attacks, things would be fine, do you know how much it hurts to know that how many lives I can save by telling the truth, and to make real disciples? If I wasn’t under so much attack it is getting like a non-stop war here; I hold the secrets to all the life of being a true disciple and I can’t get it out. You have to “work it” to gain more strength. You have to pray on the sick- so you can heal the sick, here I was doing miracles after miracles and not I “people who take this wrong” God is the power source we are the switch- people today still don’t get it God gave the power to us- and he wants us to do what everyone is asking Him to do! We are just with the Christendom of the past- yes the past- we were stronger a hundred years ago then we are now. Yes all of us can do the great commission- all of us can raise the dead- all of us can heal anyone we lay hands on, but where do I go to lay hands on the sick- when- I can’t even get out of my own house? I am living on a roller coaster- one day I am healed- the next day I am not- one day I can write- the next I can’t- one day I can walk- the next day I can’t- what am I to do? Stand in prayer all day rebuking demonic spirits? I have to ignore- I can’t feed this- but I need to actively fight against this demonic war- I need someone to just pray on me and get this over with, for years I have been studying so much I came across that scripture ever learning and never coming to the knowledge of the truth? Well were do I go from here? What do I do sit with the yellow pages and call every church up and ask for a spirit filled- tongue talking- active with the Holy Spirit with signs and wonders following- a preacher or just a Christian, which I have been unable to find. I need someone to pray on me- I have come so far I have to use prayers that I wrote 7 years ago for people to relate to them- people do not have the understanding of the power everyone has- or who they are in Christ, yes the church has no idea who they are? If I started with one person and they wanted to learn they would be out there doing everything that any of the Apostles did right now today, every time I go out I see the same people most- they are not Christians and people still don’t get it; yet that people who are unsaved are and can be used to mess up your life to destroy your teachings or to just ruin your life, the devil and his agents can climb into any non- believer and use what is already there! The “old man” the “old spirit” in Eph, 2:2-3 The spirit of the devil activates the demonic spirit that everyone is born with, if you do not get saved or born again “you are the devils device” “you are already dead” “you are all ready going to hell”, the thing is Jesus died for the sins of the whole world already everyone can be saved- and everyone can Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out demons- “everyone” how stupid is this world? Do you all want to live a few years be a rich selfish person and what- rot in hell forever? That is where you all are going! You crazy Galatians! Did someone put a hex on you? Have you taken leave of your senses? Something crazy has happened, for it's obvious that you no longer have the crucified Jesus in clear focus in your lives. His sacrifice on the cross was certainly set before you clearly enough. This is Paul speaking in Gal 3:1 he was calling them stupid, and he was talking to people who did get saved and fell right back into wrong teachings. The church today is not the church God and Jesus expected, they never thought it would separate into more the 223 sections, (those are which we even know of) there is “one Lord” “one faith” where are people going? Isn’t it clear enough for you? Get that spirit replaced and walk in the light instead of the dark. If your car has a bad engine what are you going to keep it? Now you can’t go out and buy another car, just like you can’t go out and buy another spirit! What you’re so rich you are going to buy another “you”? Rich people have tried they have done everything with money to change their appearance the one that gets me is this one you were born one way and you have spent millions to make yourself to appear like another- why? Or people have gotten so many face-lifts they are talking through their nose! Or this one; people pay thousands to suck the fat out of the stomach or the lining around the belly- that is gross? But you would rather- act like the devil- or not- the devil uses people so he will activate their spirit that has not been changed so here he starts the old engine and this engine fogs up the world with exhaust, makes so much noise to cause confusion, spits out sounds like gun shots when it back fires- They don’t remember- they don’t know what they are doing- but they are destroying not just my life- but all of yours and any one else that stands for the truth or stands for righteousness or stands for Christ and what He did for all of you. Everyone has this old spirit- and it needs to be switched out- it is a must to be changed- this old man should be changed immediately or you die- the engine explodes and you end up in hell! Take the chance don’t even listen to me- I have only been studying man and God all my life who knows more - for what almost 60 years and when people finally get the message it will be too late. I don’t have the money to finance any big CD’s or Videos all I can afford is what I have- this. The Church Ministries this I stared almost 8 years ago I came here more then 8 years ago to build a mission what happened the devil gave me an un- diagnosed what ever- to destroy the work- the mission- the preaching- the teaching- the help of feeding of the poor- the health of all the sick- the help with prosperity- the help with a marriage- the help with worship and praise music- the help with a place to sleep- clean sheets- a pair of shoes- casting out evil spirits that cause oppression depression all these “essions”! What does it take- stand there and get prayed on - that’s it- it is over- you will never ever have another problem- if you do you need a jump start come back we will help you become a warrior against the devil- even a disciple! When? If I was normal and not with all this whatever, I could at least do a deal with someone to rent me a building for a tax free write off. Here I have all the answers and all the gifts and all the power and no one to teach- know one to heal- know one to cast out evil spirits, what do I do? I am frustrated- I am not supposed to be frustrated, still tomorrow I can open a church or mission- and the devil is so on me that I know I am so close it makes all the sense in the world God gave me the key but “I” need to open the door- I need to take those first steps- I need to go forth meanwhile the devil- he is trying to make me loose heart, to make me think the wrong things and I am not going for it. I am not giving up, so I will keep typing and keep trying and when I become the next preacher who preaches the real truth, and shows the Love of Jesus the grace and power of the Gospel and to show who God really is, how much He loves all of us saved or unsaved he wants all mankind to come to the moment of truth- God didn’t make hell for mankind- he didn’t think any of us would be so stupid! God has given us everything, everything you could ever need, not things to buy- not things to collect- not things to show off, he gave us life eternal, if we would only realize what Jesus his son did for us? “I don’t want to hear it” “I don’t want to here about this” “I am not a holy roller” “I was born this and I going to die this” Yes your already dead you have death already “in you” keep it- it is your ticket to hell! “I don’t want to here about that” “I will believe what I want and nothing is going to change my thinking” what is everyone on another planet you are all going to die! You are all going to die!

Haven’t any of you ever have had a child that is hurting or you see them suffering in a hospital and you say to yourself let this change- let them be healthy- and let them be free from this, give me what they got and let my son or daughter have my life or let them have the life I already had. I want to trade- if I could do anything I would want me to have what they have and “let them be OK” and me to suffer. Hasn’t anyone of you ever felt like that? Haven’t you even gone through when your son or daughter is just having a bad dream and you go into their room and comfort them from the scream or the tears- and you say take these dreams away and give them to me? Have any of you ever seen a “cancer ward” for children or a “Aids ward” for kids, and you know one- and your close friend is in tears crying- I would do any thing for my kid I want what they have- I have lived a life- they haven’t- let them live and let me die in their place? They have not even had a chance to live, I would do anything for them, to take what they got and let them live? There are many stories in all these hospitals and sick wards and floors just for the terminal and many are all children, and many do not have any future, story after story child upon child and here you want to trade. This is what God did. “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. [John 3:16] Listen carefully. I'm speaking sober truth to you. I speak only of what I know by experience; I give witness only to what I have seen with my own eyes. There is nothing secondhand here, no hearsay. Yet instead of facing the evidence and accepting it, you procrastinate with questions. If I tell you things that are plain as the hand before your face and you don't believe me, what use is there in telling you of things you can't see, the things of God? Here the Son God sent- he could not send Himself he had this much love for us all! And here this son is just explaining simple truth like I am and you don’t believe, you don’t understand this Son named Jesus was made from the words of the bible-{In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.} [John1:1] {For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. [Isa. 9:6] {And there shall come forth a rod out of the stem of Jesse, and a Branch shall grow out of his roots: And the spirit of the LORD shall rest upon him, the spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the LORD; The wolf also shall dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid; and the calf and the young lion and the fatling together; and a little child shall lead them.} [Isa.11:1-2; 6] {And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger. And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.} [Luke 2:8-14]

He was a re-creation so he as a {spirit God} left his home in heaven to come to the earth {this is all love} and come as a seed of the word- a God that created everything around him and all the people that walked about him- could walk amongst us, and you could hear and see him, here is God in the flesh telling one of the smartest men of that time period, and he didn’t understand a simple sentence because he could not believe or comprehend. “Same thing today all recreations of Pharisees”{All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not. He came unto his own, and his own received him not.} [John 1:3; 10-11] How would you feel if you walked by everyone and they looked at you as if to say who do you think you are? And you created each one of them you know their name and how many hairs they have upon their heads!

{And in the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent from God unto a city of Galilee, named Nazareth, To a virgin espoused to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David; and the virgin's name was Mary. And the angel came in unto her, and said, Hail, thou that art highly favoured, the Lord is with thee: blessed art thou among women. And when she saw him, she was troubled at his saying, and cast in her mind what manner of salutation this should be. And the angel said unto her, Fear not, Mary: for thou hast found favour with God. And, behold, thou shalt conceive in thy womb, and bring forth a son, and shalt call his name JESUS. He shall be great, and shall be called the Son of the Highest: and the Lord God shall give unto him the throne of his father David: And he shall reign over the house of Jacob for ever; and of his kingdom there shall be no end. Then said Mary unto the angel, How shall this be, seeing I know not a man? And the angel answered and said unto her, The Holy Ghost shall come upon thee, and the power of the Highest shall overshadow thee: therefore also that holy thing which shall be born of thee shall be called the Son of God. And, behold, thy cousin Elisabeth, she hath also conceived a son in her old age: and this is the sixth month with her, who was called barren. For with God nothing shall be impossible. And Mary said, Behold the handmaid of the Lord; be it unto me according to thy word. And the angel departed from her.} [Luke 1:26-38]

Many people of today do not understand the dignity our Almighty God has and the word of His mouth is so binding, {I will worship toward thy holy temple, and praise thy name for thy lovingkindness and for thy truth: “for thou hast magnified “thy word” “above all thy name”. All the kings of the earth shall praise thee, O LORD, when they hear the “words of thy mouth”. [Psalms 138:2 & 4] {They know not, neither will they understand; they walk on in darkness: all the foundations of the earth are out of course. I have said, Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most High.} [Psalm 82:5-6] {For ever, O LORD, thy word is settled in heaven.}[Ps. 119:89]

“Thy word is settled in heaven;” if God’s word is settled in heaven it is settled everywhere in this universe “as on earth as it is in heaven” God’s word does not come back void; in the Hebrew “let there be light” it was translated “Light Be” and if we were hundreds of light years away we would be able to hear God say “Light be” it is still going and still traveling because it has not returned void. God’s word is truth, truth is His word, the word was made flesh, and God took 4,000 years to intercede with choice men that could hear the still small voice of God; so they would write down or proclaim the words God wanted and needed them to say and be written as it is written the “seed” was made and the Holy Spirit planted the seed into Mary and everything else was a normal child birth- God had to gather all the words of the second creation of man. Adam was first and the earth was made perfect and man was made perfect, then the fall of man and sin entered into the world because of disobedience of the first creation; God had to come in the flesh a sinless flesh- to set the world back on course “all the foundations of the earth are out of course” thanks to the devil, {My covenant will I not break, nor alter the thing that is gone out of my lips} [Ps. 89:34] Every word in this book is truth, every truth is in this book- every covenant is in this word it is all binding all a promise! God wanted us to be gods of this planet- he gave this planet to us- we have to understand we must be made one with God we need to take that old spirit out of us and “get rid of it” and have God give us a knew one as a simple gift. {Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.}[2Cor.5:17]

He will bless them that fear the LORD, both small and great. The LORD shall increase you more and more, you and your children. Ye are blessed of the LORD which made heaven and earth. The heaven, even the heavens, are the LORD's: but the earth hath he given to the “[children of men]”. [Ps.115:13-16] {But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the “sons of God”, even to them that believe on his name: Which “were born”, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, “but of God”.} [John 1:12-13] Which were born of God! {Then they cry unto the LORD in their trouble, and he saveth them out of their distresses. He sent his word, and “healed them”, and delivered them from their “destructions”. Oh that men would praise the LORD for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the “[children of men]!”} [Ps. 107:19-21] I guess it would be nice to praise the Lord! And to be born of God? See God has given us everything so many things the world does not have a clue, and here we are griping and complaining for the things we don’t have and we have not even counted the things we do have; not yet? Oh that men would praise the LORD for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men! [Ps 107:31] How do we become children of God? With ½ the N.T.

{Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, “he cannot see the kingdom of God”. Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother's womb, and be born? Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. [John 3:3-7]

People you have to be born again? Yes go back to your mom- No “get rid of that demonic spirit” if everyone got rid of that spirit- the rich people of today would not be controlling the world they would be sharing everything they would realize why do I need all this money when I can help so many others with it!

It is funny I typed all of this and didn’t even get out of *;54 8:54 see? and I went out of the office and got a cup of coffee and I came back in blwank see? I wanted to say blank almost 9 o’clock I have been typing I didn’t get up from this desk except to stay in the office and walk as soon as I left the office- bing! For 4 hours at least maybe 5 what happened, see what I go through? My mind is blank I don’t know where to go; what maybe give up print this- this is better then nothing!

{Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the {children of disobedience}: Among whom also we all had our conversation in times past in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind; and were by nature the {children of wrath}, even as others.} [Eph. 2:2-3]

Last week when I wasted all that time I had a list of princes and kings they were all called demonic spirits, satan or Lucifer in all the prophets so here we have the prince of the air this is a demonic spirit- you were unsaved not born again so you were or are what? {Children of disobedience} {Children of wrath} get that demonic spirit out of you or you are going to die!

Well I am under attack -I have to rebuke right now here it is now 9:30- now 9:55- still nothing: for the earth shall be full of the knowledge of the LORD, as the waters cover the sea.- for the earth shall be full of the knowledge of the LORD, as the waters cover the sea.- for the earth shall be full of the knowledge of the LORD, as the waters cover the sea. Keep thinking positive!

Therefore seeing we have this ministry, as we have received mercy, we faint not; But have renounced the hidden things of dishonesty, not walking in craftiness, nor handling the word of God deceitfully; but by manifestation of the truth commending ourselves to every man's conscience in the sight of God. But if our gospel be hid, it is hid to them that are “lost”:= {The unsaved- the un- born again- the ones with the demonic spirit still within them.} In whom “the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not”, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them. For we preach not ourselves, but Christ Jesus the Lord; and ourselves your servants for Jesus' sake. For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us. We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed; Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body. For we which live are always delivered unto death for Jesus' sake, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our mortal flesh. So then death worketh in us, but life in you. We having the same spirit of faith, according as it is written, I believed, and therefore have I spoken; we also believe, and therefore speak; Knowing that he which raised up the Lord Jesus shall raise up us also by Jesus, and shall present us with you. For all things are for your sakes, that the abundant grace might through the thanksgiving of many redound to the glory of God. For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal. [2Cor.4:1-18]

“the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not”, For we preach not ourselves, but Christ Jesus the Lord; ourselves your servants for Jesus But we have this treasure excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us. Finally I can type again! See a good hour of war- you just experienced it along with me, and I couldn’t make it up- and I am not nuts!

{Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God.}[2Cor.1:3-4]

“For all the promises of God in him are yea, and in him Amen, unto the glory of God by us.” [2Cor.2:20] For every promise of God every scripture every new covenant is yes there is no- no- there is no wait- there is no maybe- they are all yes, can I get an amen to settle this? People of today are still preaching this whole thing still that God answers us with a yes or a no or a wait or something else- when people can’t understand the spirit, or the spiritual. They still think God does not answer prayer or God does not deliver- when God is silent sometimes people think they are waiting for God to respond- remember God has given us everything- everything has already been done we are already seated in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus. We have been given the power from the Holy Spirit and is “in us”, remember that scripture? {Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh “in us”} [Eph.3:20] God gave us the power! He is the electric company; and we are at home and if we need light what do we do call the electric company and ask them to come out and help us with light because we are having guests over and we need to have this working and that working- everyone is asking God to do what we should already be doing. We have to flip the switch for the lights- we have to push the button on the blender, we have to turn on the oven, and people are still calling the electric company for them to come out to the house and turn everything on, do you understand the analogy? The electric company supplies the power that is why you here silence when you ask God to do things he gave you the job to do. {Whereof I was made a minister, according to the gift of the grace of God given unto me by the effectual working of his power. Unto me, who am less than the least of all saints, is this grace given, that I should preach among the Gentiles the unsearchable riches of Christ; And to make all men see what is the fellowship of the mystery, which from the beginning of the world hath been hid in God, who created all things by Jesus Christ: To the intent that now unto the principalities and powers in heavenly places might be known by the church the manifold wisdom of God, According to the eternal purpose which he purposed in Christ Jesus our Lord: In whom we have boldness and access with confidence by the faith of him. Wherefore I desire that ye faint not at my tribulations for you, which is your glory. For this cause I bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, Of whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named, That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man; That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.} [Eph. 3:7-19] Use what you already have- use what you got! God has given us all enough power to heal the sick- cast out devils and even to raise the dead- understand? See [Eph. 1:18-21]

And the spirit the identical spirit of Christ is already in us- everything we need is at our finger tips we have to look for what can’t be seen, God is holding what ever we all need in the spirit- the spiritual- like I said the spiritual world was made before the natural world- the world in which we live in- the 5 senses if we continue to live in the realm of the 5 senses we will die. {For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.} [Rom. 8:6] {Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be.} [Rom. 8:7] The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God: [Rom 8:21] {But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit.} [1Cor.6:17] We having the same spirit of faith, according as it is written, I believed, and therefore have I spoken; we also believe, and therefore speak; I already said this when I was trying to rid myself of the devil some times I need to stir myself up before I can continue; normally I am already ready for anything; but still I have left but have not arrived; I am trying to make you all disciples and this is what your all missing; the fact remains is if you put all these teachings together you will become a disciple, there is no other way you have to find the truth in scripture but there are many people who do not know how to translate and when preachers come out and say well we all prayed and your son or daughter died they all or most preachers blame God or they come up with “God must have wanted them more in heaven then here”? Why? Or their number was up- God sits at a desk and stamps the time when people die or live? God sits there with approved or disapproved or that “we don’t understand the sovereignty of God”, so they blame God for everything hurricanes- floods- tornados- they even have it written on insurance claims- void for acts of God! These are called cop- outs excuses they don’t have an explanation- the devil caused something to happen and they died, it is not ever God’s fault quit trying to blame God like it is his fault! Blame yourself that you could not bring them back from the dead; if I was there I wouldn’t be saying or blaming God. What is the one everyone says? Blank; I hear this one everyday “God works in mysterious ways” yea- for those who don’t know God! If you know God he does not work in any mysterious way- you all know me I have gone against every wind of doctrine of the garbage people are still preaching in the church today! All these sayings come from traditions and doctrines of men- when they don’t understand scripture; it is like tongues do you know how important tongues are? They are probably one of the most important things you could ever do! The baptisms of the Holy Spirit- people are calling that of the devil along with miracles and still think the church started on the wrong day! God has given us everything we ever needed and by the grace of God it all has been done we need to grab it from the spiritual world- we need to receive what is already there, God answers every prayer right away you have to receive it and you can’t find it using your 5 senses, you have to be spiritual minded you need to be word minded you have to manifest what is unseen of this natural world- it is there right in the spiritual you need to reach over and grab it, you have to know it is there if I tell you God has already put it there maybe some of you will seek and find it Jesus even said that “seek and you will find” it is like how do I say if someone looses a limb- in reality it is still there in the spirit- so people scratch an itch to something that they can’t see in the natural world but in the spiritual world you still have it. To believe and to know it is there will give you the faith to see it- or to see it inside with your heart, this is how Adam and Eve could and walked in the garden when they sinned their spiritual eyes (Their heart) began to diminish and their carnal eyes opened or the natural eyes and all of a sudden shame was present they noticed they were naked, and here they are walking around in the spirit of faith a 6th sense, “my opinion addition” this is why Paul would say “walk by faith not by sight” 7(For we walk by faith, not by sight:) [2Cor. 5:7] people will come up with some other theories but the proof of this is a man came to “Smith Wiggelsworth” and said what shall I do? He was walking around with no foot he had his leg but he had no foot and Smith looked at him and said go to the store and buy a pair of shoes and put them on and walk home. So the man did what he said you’re the preacher- he went into a shoe store picked out a pair of shoes and ordered the pair and the dealer thought this guy was nuts- he saw he only had one foot and he was very questionable to the man. But he went and got the pair and he put the one shoe on and then he put the other on the foot was there! In the spiritual world every thing you will ever need is there- even before you even ask for it. And he walked out of there on his own all the way home. Remember as Jesus said flesh is flesh and Spirit is spirit- they took off the flesh; but he still had the spirit and the word says: {It is the spirit that quickeneth; = (that giveth life) the flesh profiteth nothing: the words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life. [John 6:63] I have studied Smith and Lake extensively and even went through the DHT 3 times with Curry and more on each of the 19 different tracks- plus the Smith Wiggelsworth lectures and the sermons even the 4 old recordings from his friend and chauffeur George Stormont. I have been set out for truth I don’t listen to “un truth” if I were to watch 4hours of Christian TV I would have 8 different attitudes in each half hour! Forget that; some people don’t have a clue the note books I have gone through- plus marked and outlined- I started getting pens at the goodwill in the bags because I could not afford then in a regular store. At one time I had more empty pens in my desk full- then pens that had ink. I have been gung ho with the Word- I have been sitting in class rooms- stages- videos, audios for years as the invisible man. I lost count how many bibles I have busted till I found a old one that I still have the pages are sown into the binder- every bible they make today you can pay 50 bucks for- and they fall apart in 3 months, I have not been able to afford one of those since 2003 now the Salvation Army gives bibles away- the only problem is carrying them home- some are just too heavy. I haven’t even been in a big book store in what 2 years; I have not been more then what 1or 2 miles from my home in years. I guess I have been in a heavy spiritual war for a long time and all I have is the word, I don’t even feel uncomfortable with the emails anymore - I still send out prayers but some people don’t understand my work and when I try to tell them God has given us the power to do what people are asking God to do God wants us to- go preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand- heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give they think I am nuts. Most all sickness and disease is a demon spirit- when I tell people that they think I am nuts, I don’t feel comfortable anymore, one person some head guy of some prayer group one of the big ones- told me that Jesus didn’t die for sins the whole world? {And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world.} [1John 2:2] I have been preaching that for how long? And this guy is telling me no- and don’t claim that anymore- and don’t pray for people like that any more. Read the list in Hebrews a few paragraphs away “what Christ has done for us”- that would get anyone saved- healed- or delivered and anyone would love to be a disciple! The church today is still preaching the law “the ministration of death” which “makes sin come alive”, and they are trying to mix it with New Testament grace now “that” is nuts! Plus it is totally impossible. You can’t mix the two this is why the church today has gone backwards, how am I ever going to be heard? With writing- that is all Paul had- but look at the competition I am up against today, I am grateful for what I have- I glad I have this and I have to pay to do this. Plus I get taken from other things so what? I gave it all to God! God is in control of this whole thing! He is the one that gives me the strength to even type this much. Let us get into the start of the New Testament Church, let us talk about it?

{Jesus saith unto her, Touch me not; for I am not yet ascended to my Father: but go to my brethren, and say unto them, I ascend unto my Father, and your Father; and to my God, and your God.} [John 20:17] Here he tells Mary not to touch him here is where this whole thing is simple to explain- Jesus goes to heaven and makes his blood sacrifice not in the temple on earth but in heaven he does everything he can for all of mankind which so many people miss; I hope you all understand that everything was the exact duplicate in heaven- things were different the cherubim were gone those were warrior angels guarding the mercy seat. {But Christ being come an high priest of good things to come, by a greater and more perfect tabernacle, not made with hands, that is to say, not of this building; Neither by the blood of goats and calves, but by his own blood he entered in once into the holy place, “having obtained eternal redemption for us”. [Heb. 9:11-12] {For if the blood of bulls and of goats, and the ashes of an heifer sprinkling the unclean, “sanctifieth to the purifying of the flesh”: How much more shall “the blood of Christ”, who “through the eternal Spirit offered “himself” without “spot” “to God”, [“purge your conscience from dead works to serve the living God”]? [Heb. 9:13-14] {And for this cause “he is the “mediator” of the new testament”, that by means of death, for the redemption of the transgressions that were under the first testament, they which are called might receive [“the promise of eternal inheritance”].}[Verse 15] “Moreover “he sprinkled “with blood” both the tabernacle, and all the vessels of the ministry”. And almost all things are by the law purged with blood; and without “shedding of blood” is no remission.” [Verses 21-22] {For Christ is not entered into the holy places made with hands, which are the figures of the true; but “into heaven itself”, now “to appear” in the “presence of God” “for us” :} [v24] {For then must he often have suffered since the foundation of the world: but now once in the end of the world hath he appeared to [“put away “sin” by the sacrifice of himself”].} [v26] {And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment: ((All bodies die the spirit is the life of men)) {So Christ was once offered to bear the sins of many; and unto them that look for him shall he appear the second time without sin unto salvation.} ((Sin is over)) last of [Heb. 9], [verses: 27-28] {sanctifieth to the purifying of the flesh}- {having obtained eternal redemption for us}- {the promise of eternal inheritance}

As I go now I will mention the benefits for us what Jesus Christ did for all of us! I will list them: first from above: {sanctifieth to the purifying of the flesh}- {having obtained eternal redemption for us}- {the promise of eternal inheritance} chapter 10 = {because that “the worshippers” “once purged” should have had “no more conscience of sins”} {He taketh away the first, that he may establish the second.} {we are sanctified through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ “once for all”.} {he had offered one sacrifice for sins “for ever”} {he hath perfected for ever them that are sanctified}{the Holy Ghost also is a witness to us} {I will put my laws into their hearts, and in their minds will I write them;} {sins and iniquities will I remember no more}{there is no more offering for sin} {boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus} {through the veil, that is to say, “his flesh”;} ((As you all know the veil was torn from top to bottom and it was 20ft. tall spun with gold and also they have said that two teams of horses in opposite directions could not tear the veil.)) ((We live a new and living way)) {true heart in full assurance of faith} {our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience} {our bodies washed with pure water} {consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works} {assembling of ourselves together} {exhorting one another} (((I can go on but ((these stand out)) what we have in Christ and the text remains in 12:23-24))) {To the general assembly and church of the firstborn, which are written in heaven, and to God the Judge of all, and to [{“the spirits of just men made perfect,”}] And to Jesus the mediator of the new covenant, and to the blood of sprinkling, that speaketh better things than that of Abel.}

Now Jesus returns back to the earth this is after he talks with Mary and tells her not to touch him in the book of John: {Then the same day at evening, being the first day of the week, when the doors were shut where the disciples were assembled for fear of the Jews, came Jesus and stood in the midst, and saith unto them, Peace be unto you. And when he had so said, he shewed unto them his hands and his side. Then were the disciples glad, when they saw the LORD. Then said Jesus to them again, Peace be unto you: as my Father hath sent me, even so send I you. And when he had said this, “he breathed on them, and saith unto them, Receive ye the Holy Ghost:” This I believe was the beginning of the church! Whose soever sins ye remit, they are remitted unto them; and whose soever sins ye retain, they are retained.} [John 20:19-23] I would say that here it was “more” then just the regular disciples there were more according to [Luke 24:33] {And they rose up the same hour, and returned to Jerusalem, and found the eleven gathered together, and “them that were with them”,} plus the fact this matches up with God when he breathed into Adam {and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul.} [From Gen.2:7] So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them. {And God blessed them}, [From Gen. 1:27-28] Let us move over to the book of Luke!

“Behold my hands and my feet, that it is I myself: handle me, and see; for a spirit hath not flesh and bones, as ye see me have. And when he had thus spoken, he shewed them his hands and his feet.” [Luke 24:39-40] Even he was a spirit he made himself to be touched- he vanished from the breaking of bread after waling on the road to Emmuas with two disciples- he walked “7 miles” with them- they didn’t recognize him because he was changed!

Lets start from the beginning of the walk; {And they talked together of all these things which had happened. And it came to pass, that, while they communed together and reasoned, Jesus himself drew near, and went with them. But their eyes were holden = (seised) that they should not know him.} [Luke 24:14-16] Jesus says why are you guys so sad? They were like where have you been- have you just got here? Jesus goes what things? And they said unto him, Concerning Jesus of Nazareth, which was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people: And how the chief priests and our rulers delivered him to be condemned to death, and have crucified him. But we trusted that it had been he which should have redeemed Israel: and beside all this, to day is the third day since these things were done. Yea, and certain women also of our company made us astonished, which were early at the sepulchre; And when they found not his body, they came, saying, that they had also seen a vision of angels, which said that he was alive. [Luke 24:19-23] They asked him over after walking and talking about this whole thing they had no idea it was Jesus and then they asked him to come over and sit and eat; “But they constrained him, saying, Abide with us: for it is toward evening, and the day is far spent. And he went in to tarry with them. And it came to pass, as he sat at meat with them, he took bread, and blessed it, and brake, and gave to them. And their eyes were opened, and they knew him; and he vanished out of their sight. [Luke 24:29-31] Puff Gone! Now Jesus has returned to the earth he is different- he is like who he was, in spirit and in truth.

Let us go back to John- Now 8 days later when Thomas was there he wasn’t there the first time in the book of John. Through the walls of a locked door, then he showed himself to Thomas and he showed him his body; He walked through the walls and knew what Thomas said 8 days ago by not believing until he could see the print of the nails and the hole in his side{Then saith he to Thomas, Reach hither thy finger, and behold my hands; and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into my side: and be not faithless, but believing. And Thomas answered and said unto him, My LORD and my God.}This guy fell to his knees and freaked out! [John 20:27-28] Thomas confessing My Lord and my God “he also {was saved} like the others” if I return back to Luke- Jesus blessed the whole and that is a different version of Him breathing into them {my opinion was this was the beginning of the Church age and the beginning of the church itself} {a blessing compared to a breathing} and when the day of Pentecost came this was the same experience or the second “experience” the baptism of the Holy Spirit to bring them power! Because in the book of Acts Jesus told them to wait this is the only time he said to wait every other command of word was Go!

So back to Luke to compare the blessing of them and the breathing into them from John- I figure they were both examples of being saved or born again or even the beginning of the church!

{And said unto them, Thus it is written, and thus it behooved Christ to suffer, and to rise from the dead the third day: And that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem. And ye are witnesses of these things. And, behold, “I send the promise of my Father upon you”: “but tarry ye in the city of Jerusalem”, until “ye be endued with power from on high”. And he led them out as far as to Bethany, and “he lifted up his hands”, and “blessed them”. Was this the same- wasn’t this the parallel to the breathing into them- wasn’t this the first day of the church?} [Luke 24:46-50] Move to the book of Acts!

{To whom also he shewed himself alive after his passion by many infallible proofs, being seen of them forty days, and speaking of the things pertaining to the kingdom of God: And, being assembled together with them, commanded them that they should not depart from Jerusalem, but wait for the promise of the Father, which, saith he, ye have heard of me. For John truly baptized with water; but ye shall be baptized with the Holy Ghost not many days hence.} [Acts 1:3-5]

But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth. [Acts 1:8]

23Whose soever sins ye remit, they are remitted unto them; and whose soever sins ye retain, they are retained. This verse was to the church or the church age and here it gets a bit simpler as we cross with Matt. 16:19 {And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it. And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.} [Matt. 16:18-19] The keys = badge of power or badge of authority or both! And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt “Forbid” on earth shall be “Forbidden” in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt “Permit” on earth shall be “Permitted” in heaven. These two verses are cross referace to the action of the keys; {And the key of the house of David will I lay upon his shoulder; so he shall open, and none shall shut; and he shall shut, and none shall open.} [Isa. 22:22] {And to the angel of the church in Philadelphia write; These things saith he that is holy, he that is true, he that hath the key of David, he that openeth, and no man shutteth; and shutteth, and no man openeth;} [Rev. 3:7]

Peter denied Jesus tree times and Jesus at the very end of John he asked Peter 3 times do you love me, and will you take care of lambs. Jesus knew what was ahead “for him” but there is two different “Greek verbs” or words for “love” {agapao} “to love deeply” used of divine love in [John 14:21]{He that hath my commandments, and keepeth them, he it is that “loveth” me: and he that “loveth” me shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him}; and the love which the law demands in [Luke 10:27] {And he answering said, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy strength, and with all thy mind; and thy neighbour as thyself.} This is the divine love “to love deeply”, agapao we are to love God and our neighbor in this type of Love. See we learn something new everyday, I hope you all care?

Then we have and “phileo” “to be fond of” this word of love is a type of a lesser degree than {agapao} as between friends.

15So when they had dined, Jesus saith to Simon Peter, Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me more than these? He saith unto him, Yea, Lord; thou knowest that I love thee. He saith unto him, Feed my lambs. Jesus here uses the word agapao {lovest thou me more than these?} But Peter feels bad he knows of his denial and he comes back with the lesser love- the more of the lighter love because he felt weakness he does not dare to reply with a deep word as the heavy love {agapao} Peter uses the lesser the friendship love {phileo} Yea, Lord; thou knowest that I love thee.

16He saith to him again the second time, Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me? He saith unto him, Yea, Lord; thou knowest that I love thee. He saith unto him, Feed my sheep. Jesus again here uses the word agapao {lovest thou me more than these?} Peter uses the lesser the friendship love again phileo Yea, Lord; thou knowest that I love thee. Then Jesus says feed my “sheep”.

17He saith unto him the third time, Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me? Peter was grieved because he said unto him the third time, Lovest thou me? And he said unto him, Lord, thou knowest all things; thou knowest that I love thee. Jesus saith unto him, Feed my sheep. Here Jesus uses the lesser of the love words like Peter has been Lovest thou me? Jesus here uses {phileo} and here Peter is hurt when Jesus asks him the third time but still he uses the same word. And he said unto him, Lord, thou knowest all things; thou knowest that I love thee. {Plileo} this time matching Jesus, but Jesus in the last two times he says feed my “sheep” only the first time he says “lambs” which the first time around it meant feed my children. I would say Christ is the greatest love of all anyone who is a servant will always be under shepherds. Peter feels unworthy to speak the love of affection just because of his feelings we should never hold back our love to anyone because of the way we feel- we should always love the deep love to Christ- no mater how you feel- what Jesus did for us- we should never ever feel unworthy- Jesus shed his blood for us so we would “never have to feel unworthy” and if we ever do- it will cut the flow and the power of God from us- so you all remember that! Jesus took away all conscious of sin and guilt away- by the death of himself and the blood that came out of his very body plus the pain that made the blood that was shed- and he had to leave. The whole test was this Peter became the opener the key to open the door of the church he became the major spokesperson by making 3 major speeches to cover over his own 3 unworthiness of the three denials.

{Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the LORD our God shall call. And with many other words did he testify and exhort, saying, Save yourselves from this untoward generation. Then they that gladly received his word were baptized: and the same day there were added unto them about three thousand souls. And they continued stedfastly in the apostles' doctrine and fellowship, and in breaking of bread, and in prayers.} [Acts 2:38-42]

{Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons: But in every nation he that feareth him, and worketh righteousness, is accepted with him. The word which God sent unto the children of Israel, preaching peace by Jesus Christ: (he is Lord of all:) That word, I say, ye know, which was published throughout all Judaea, and began from Galilee, after the baptism which John preached; How God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Ghost and with power: who went about doing good, and healing all that were oppressed of the devil; for God was with him. And we are witnesses of all things which he did both in the land of the Jews, and in Jerusalem; whom they slew and hanged on a tree: Him God raised up the third day, and shewed him openly; Not to all the people, but unto witnesses chosen before God, even to us, who did eat and drink with him after he rose from the dead. And he commanded us to preach unto the people, and to testify that it is he which was ordained of God to be the Judge of quick and dead. To him give all the prophets witness, that through his name whosoever believeth in him shall receive remission of sins. While Peter yet spake these words, the Holy Ghost fell on all them which heard the word. And they of the circumcision which believed were astonished, as many as came with Peter, because that on the Gentiles also was poured out the gift of the Holy Ghost. For they heard them speak with tongues, and magnify God. Then answered Peter, Can any man forbid water, that these should not be baptized, which have received the Holy Ghost as well as we? And he commanded them to be baptized in the name of the Lord. Then prayed they him to tarry certain days.} [Acts 10: 34-48]

{And when there had been much disputing, Peter rose up, and said unto them, Men and brethren, ye know how that a good while ago God made choice among us, that the Gentiles by my mouth should hear the word of the gospel, and believe. And God, which knoweth the hearts, bare them witness, giving them the Holy Ghost, even as he did unto us; And put no difference between us and them, purifying their hearts by faith. Now therefore why tempt ye God, to put a yoke upon the neck of the disciples, which neither our fathers nor we were able to bear? But we believe that through the grace of the LORD Jesus Christ we shall be saved, even as they.} [Acts 15:7-11]

That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it. And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven:

Maybe I should end this here, I have so much to say yet and yet why am I still going? People have to get it through their brains that if you pray to God for a healing God asked us to do what we are asking for, it hurts God to go through all of this- and all this set up- and all this planning- all this sacrifice- and everyone is already healed a 3 year old can heal anyone, all they have to be is to understand they are saved and understand they were baptized in the Holy Spirit they can lay hands on the sick and they will recover we all can, any one that is saved can- Lake healed more people before he was baptized in the Holy Spirit then after- he was younger then and could travel more, still it proves that the other person does not have to be pure they don’t have to have faith, here I have to pray for this large ministry and pray for each person to myself- and they are still praying to God, and it is a fact that we all are already healed, if it is a fact - do you need faith? It is like gravity we are already healed any Christian! And here- 90 present of any healing seminar are sick- and they are all Christians! Jesus paid for our healing, it is paid for by the stripes he took on His back! I need to get outside and pray for people the more I go- the more the Holy Spirit will help me, the Holy Spirit will give you the power- if you go and do it- and the more you do it- the better you get- but if we are already healed- all we have to do is lay hands on the sick, they shall recover- maybe the devil is keeping me down so much that I could really do some damage to his trappings?”

Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature. He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned. And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues; They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover. [Mark 16:15-18]