Sunday_Service

Good morning to my faithful saints, visitors, return visitors, and Christians. As you know the internet is the only way that we can worship together at great distances and many countries all at one time, the time zones change a bit- but we are able to worship at the same level without being in fear of people burning down the church building along the way. I thought I could not do any more sermons and I can’t read any emails, I thought I have gone over the edge, I can’t take to much stress with all these medical problems, On Dec. 13th, 2001 I was admitted to the hospital for severe pain in my mouth and drove myself to the E.R. with a cup of ice to deaden the pain- and they did not know what I had- the doctor in charge was afraid I had something else, but people don’t see I could have picked up a germ from any of the surrounding countries of Hawaii, at Queens Hospital- no one believes that, why- I don’t know, they all don’t believe that me putting my dentures in a glass and not cleaning them( all my stuff was locked in another building) I normally take out my teeth with clean hands with rubbing alcohol- clean hands making sure there were no germs touching the denture. So first I put about 2 tablets of that cleaner in the glass and then I put the dentures in. And let them fizz overnight and clean the denture, and after my hands are washed well, and then sprayed with isopropyl alcohol on the finger tips of the hand I put into the mouth with the denture. I am a clean freak when it comes to that, but this time- the first time in many years I was faced with just soap and water. The teeth were not cleaned- all I needed was to get some sort of cleansing agent, but the thing is the night of the 12th I was just sitting in the waiting room of Queens hospital I didn’t think I would ever need to take my dentures out- so I just sat there dosing off in the waiting room- I was an escort. Then most of you all know the story, they brought a cot in for me to lay down in far away from the person getting operated, they had tubes and lines and all kinds of wires in and out of my friend- it was scary when I first saw it, but they told me to relax and lie down, and the doctor comes in at 6 a.m. and they have to pull that cot out before that- I said that would be fine. I wanted to get comfortable I should have just left my teeth in and none of this would have ever happened. But like the nurses said relax- and everything will be fine. So I saw an empty glass over by the sink- I had a sink to myself, the room was rather large and made for 2 people with a divider in the center. This whole story which has been unfinished and I should have finished it- but during the announcements each week, where all my staff can meet and find out what is going on with me and “The Church” basically how much more can a man take- that sort of thing- plus all the prayers and all the opening and closing prayers, for the first two years rounded off, I would write a few prayer letters to people that were in need, And a few were healed and life situations changed, just a dog barking next door keeping the neighbors up all night, a few letters of prayer and the dog stopped barking. I have so many wonderful letters of people getting healed and their lives have been changed etc, but the thing is I couldn’t do it anymore. I just didn’t have enough strength anymore. I felt terrible- that I could not help so many others, it happened gradually first it was 20-30 letters will be sent out everyday, then it just got lesser and lesser upon the third year, it got to a point that some evil being, or something demonic didn’t want me to enter my office. I had stopped even writing back to the crowd, and a fear that held me in bondage for along time or so, not to enter that room or office. The sermons didn’t stop me- but what happened is that I was unable to communicate with anyone like I used to do, and you can tell I have gotten sicker and sicker every weekend. I can’t explain it, maybe because I can’t sit down long enough and in that process- I would loose that train of thought by getting up or arranging my pillows so I could at least sit and type, it got to a point the pain became so bad I had to stop and rub my bottom because a new pain would come about on top of the back pain and the mouth pain. And after the sermon, I was a zombie for Sunday and Monday maybe even Tuesday, it all depended on how long I had to spend in that chair, I am supposed to be done by 10.00 a.m. Sunday for the Locals but the locals still have not even heard of The Church Ministries, every time I hand a person a card, it is a surprise to them, they have never heard of it. That alone breaks my heart. May-be all the work is for nothing. But as I said before if one person gets to become an early day Christian, the kind of man or woman that Jesus wanted them to be. I will not give up- the attacks have been getting worse and worse, pages disappearing, where I have to do the whole thing all over again. Each sermon is about anywhere between 10-30 pages now- times(X) that by 237 let us go in-between because some pages in the beginning were short- so we are looking at about 5,000 pages to actually read- but even the same day I would write prayer letters also. That was in the beginning- I wanted this gathering to be much like the early Christian Church- the true Church that Jesus wanted us to follow, People today still think as church as a building, “are you going to church today, I’ll meet you there”. That sentence does not make any sense, they all think church is a building or a place but as we all no that the church are people, “the called out ones” who love Jesus Christ and God’s Word- since God’s Word is Christ and the Holy Spirit is part of the trinity and directs my typing or my words also- God basically leads me in the sermon- I have come to tell you all that I am facing a true crisis, my faith is there- but I am getting bombarded by the evil one. I hope there is someone out there that understands that having a true Christian Doctor that through the years I became to love very much. And there is a chance they might change her, with some other doctor under this new plan, with the disabled insurance part- I got the paperwork last week. It hit me like a ton of bricks. I was so upset I could barely read it or even concentrate. I talked to a counselor for the new plan and you had to make a choice, so I had to call my doctors office, talked to Linda the main secretary I assume, she is a wonderful woman, with compassion and understanding. Then she had to ask my doctor what I should choose I almost had a panic attack, almost- I did, I called Carol the counselor like three times, to get all the facts straight, I could barely read the information at all, I was shaking so hard- you know with news like that I could have something bad happen to me, if it wasn’t for Jesus Christ things would be different. Carol like Linda had compassion and understanding, she told me to call and make a choice, and she also said that the list is updated every day, but Linda said she was familiar with the name I was supposed to join- that my doctor told me to join up with. The thing is everyone thinks well he lives in beautiful Hawaii, that is not the point, I sit in a house alone, I sleep on the couch alone, I have been sleeping on a couch for 6-7 years and I pay my own rent which is high etc. Plus I have been totally celibate for about 6-7 years. I don’t think anyone can do that except some priests in Rome in the Vatican. But sometimes I feel I am the loneliness man alive, I am also a priest, minister and a chaplain- all I can do is pray and talk to God but that does not happen till my mind is straight and I have food in my system, and I have woken up. Mornings are the hardest for me, let us get down to brass tacks, I wake up out of a nightmare every morning or I get a wrong number which is the Washington D.C. line and only a few know that line number, and if it isn’t the D.C. Phone it is the local phone. And they don’t leave a message or anything either, I can’t trace the number back, the devil is at his work, or his agents get people to slip or dial the wrong number by missing a simple 1 digit- number out of seven or even 10 numbers. I sit and repeat the name of Jesus till I calm down or fall back to sleep. I used to get up and walk a few miles talking with God at the same time. Now it is a different case, the pains in my body now stop me from getting up and just walking, unless I just go outside in my bathrobe. That would look pretty bad, but it seems know one cares when I hitch-hike even in the rain, with a cane on the way home Friday and just stood there staying dry under an overhang as hundreds of cars passed, then it got too dark. No one stopped, I don’t know if that is what God wants me to do to get exercise or something else that God has planed. Jim is a wonderful man, and has a beautiful heart, and is suffering himself and I don’t even want to get into it, it may be cancer and chemo- but he helped me by giving me a ride to first to the P.O. Box, then I was planning to hitch-hike- to the landlords bank and pay the rent, but Jim took me there too, this was a life saver- Jeff the landlord- he is out of town and can’t even find his phone number or don’t even know where he is on the main land, all I know there was death in the family and he could not go when he wanted, but then the jets were moving properly again, so all of a sudden he was leaving for good while, he too is a wonderful man- honest, caring, understanding and very smart, he fixed my computer in a few seconds, and became a good friend, I just didn’t want to pry to much into his life, I know him that well, but not good enough to ask questions about his family, don’t get me wrong we are good friends, and can talk about most things but like I said I didn’t want to pry- and I ask the staff on our meeting days which is our service on Sunday or anyone who uses this announcement if I am strong enough to finish a sermon- please pray for both Jim and Jeff. For Jim to go out of his way to use the gas and wait for me etc. I ask all the prayer worriers to please pray for them both. I have met many kinds of people lately. I would like to find a regular church that I can have good fellowship with, not to leave in tears. It takes me almost all day and night to do the sermon for others but this week I didn’t think I could. I have been hit harder then ever before, this week, a man can only take so much. My heart is shattered this time, it is almost as bad as when I had to move, in fact this whole news has made me shake- and my body does not feel right. All that is left is prayer, plus the fact I have other problems that would create even more stress. And here I am trying to make the herbal teas to help my immune system, somewhat the real expensive tea that cost about 30 dollars; I am trying to duplicate the tea to make both my mind and body feel better. I am getting older (54) and after a close friend died walking home from church and had a massive coronary and he was 54 and he was on those prayer lists- making prayers for others almost everyday, no warning it just happened- I often think about Randy and the many others that have died, plus their loved ones and friends- I can only pray for their happiness in heaven- and pray for their loved ones, I really miss both Randy and Joanna, they were great friends- long distance- and prayer partners- they used to pray with me to help the trials and tribulations we were all going through. I miss and love them both. But life is been strange lately- As those cars drive by and I am carrying groceries on Thursday my prescriptions and other things to survive, with a cane and dressed up- I often wonder why no one just doesn’t stop. It seems like everyone is racing home to maybe cook dinner, or pick up the kids from child care. What ever it may be to pass by a man with a cane and a back-pack plus groceries, wearing a suit jacket a pressed light colored shirt just makes you want to cry- So I keep on walking, then Friday I new I had to pick up my check then go to my landlords bank and I didn’t know how I was going to do all of this. I am already tired from walking on Thursday, see I thought I couldn’t do this- I must continue on my journey- I am going to start a new bible to mark up, color code all the good scriptures and add notes etc. I have many translations marked already but each time I add another translation, I learn more and missed things I didn’t see the first or the fourth or fifth time around if you can get my meaning. Yea beautiful Hawaii, but I never see it, I lay on the couch and read and try to forget the future and hope for my teeth and healing of my back and mouth, it is getting to a point again I can’t brush my teeth three times a day because the pain increases, my gums get too sore. The future holds possibly more torment, and this is getting ridicules. It took years to find the right doctor and her card was given to me by God when I first got here. I fell into the referral system from the hospital, and followed what they wanted me to do, I have many horror stories and didn’t go over my options, as you have known I probably will make a book out of “The Church Ministries”, As part of my attire I collect pins of crosses and doves and people holding hands plus so many other types of Religious pins and things usually bought at the second hand stores for practically nothing. I was able to get a broken box that all I had to do was glue it back together, that too cost me almost nothing, they were going to throw it out, one of those that look like a glass case, I had a smaller one but this box looks beautiful after I fixed it, another gift from God. People don’t realize remember the scripture that John the Baptist said: [John answered and said, A man can receive nothing, except it be given him from heaven.] (John 3:27 KJV) Let us look at this in context- [But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God. After these things came Jesus and his disciples into the land of Judaea; and there he tarried with them, and baptized. And John also was baptizing in Aenon near to Salim, because there was much water there: and they came, and were baptized. For John was not yet cast into prison. Then there arose a question between some of John's disciples and the Jews about purifying. And they came unto John, and said unto him, Rabbi, he that was with thee beyond Jordan, to whom thou barest witness, behold, the same baptizeth, and all men come to him. John answered and said, A man can receive nothing, except it be given him from heaven. Ye yourselves bear me witness, that I said, I am not the Christ, but that I am sent before him. He that hath the bride is the bridegroom: but the friend of the bridegroom, which standeth and heareth him, rejoiceth greatly because of the bridegroom's voice: this my joy therefore is fulfilled. He must increase, but I must decrease. He that cometh from above is above all: he that is of the earth is earthly, and speaketh of the earth: he that cometh from heaven is above all.] (John 3:21-31 KJV) You see everything we have in some way was given to us by God Himself. [Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.] (James 1:17 KJV) How do you feel God feels when people have all kinds of things but God determined who and when and where for each person, just think how many people don’t even thank God for their lives and jobs, and family and children, everything comes from God or above. The truth for John and Jesus (and of everyone), Both had what God had given them so there was no room for envy you take “given” or the verb “to give” is used many times (76) times in this Gospel alone. John explained about the bridegroom (Jesus) and the best man or best friend would be John the Baptist- John was not on center stage- he was happy and joyful to hear about Jesus’ success. Do you see how can people be happy for another? I have tried to love everyone that has come across my life. I am so sorry that I can not be able to communicate with my staff being they are so far and that I miss Vijay who was once our Bishop Directors, but I would like him to come back, if he could communicate with me with emails, the thing is I am so sick after these sermons I don’t feel right till about Wednesday-Then I feel better, and I can at least read the emails, plus my wish to have our old secretary Joanna to be a Bishop Director, she took it hard when Randy died, they are both in our prayer list each week they and all three are included always. Randy and Joanna where the best prayer team friends or just friends- two of the best I have ever known. Vijay wrote the best letters I have ever read, that is why I fought so hard to have him be part of the staff, if anyone is reading this the way things are going, and what I got hit with last week, I don’t know what will happen if they have to choose another doctor for me after January, so for now I did what my doctor told me to do, and the list will be updated everyday, we are so short on doctors and there are thousands upon thousands signing up for this new plan and I was shaking reading the pamphlet. It took years to find the right doctor, and God gave me her card when I first signed up, but like I said before I fell into the hospital referrals after I got sick, and if you have been reading each week what has been happening to me it would be a nightmare. I used to pray everyday at a church 5 days in a row and after I was in tears wondering what to do, I was sitting in front of a grocery store and a kid on a bicycle yelled out my doctor’s name, and I went in there with an old card then I got a cancellation for an appointment which probably saved my life. No one knows what has happened to me- it is all written down, week by week and one long story, mostly in the annoucments when I start out, I have come along way and I didn't think I would make it this far, God has been with me and He helped with the search engines so I can help so many others when they hear my stories -they realize that God is with us- for instance do a search with “thechurch ministries”- “check the way it is spelled and the position of the words- (it has been number 1 on Google for years)” spelled that way, so we must be doing something right, and we must get the hits from many people, and some search engines have it listed as “the church ministries” and some engines put about 100 extra pages- just of “The Church” with an added line "more of The Church Ministries" so if you click on the line it opens a whole world of The Church Ministries. So there is many stories in many of the sermons- about how my life was saved, I went through a lot- sometimes I shed a tear - with so many doctors- then I finally got a Christian doctor, and she has done more for me then any other doctor period, we pray together, she understands my childhood, she knows what I am going through, and why I have the nightmares and the cold sweets. Understanding is very important and the doctors I had prior to my doctor I have now, it seemed like some of the doctors just didn’t care- you were just another number. Who could eat out of a blender for all that time, anything real soft I can eat or just swallow, and going around with no teeth, How can I stand in front of a congregation and give a sermon with no teeth, now by the grace of God and my doctor and the meeting of Candy and the dentists and nurses at the Keaau family dental clinic, I will be able to have a congregation, with real face to face healing, if I can through Jesus Christ and His Name heal or change lives for the best over the internet with emails,- just imagine what I will be able to do with Jesus’ Name on a face to face basis! Once the Church starts even I can sit or stand or walk with my cane one day a week, because the next day I will be exhausted, the mission I came here to build will be very possible, even how sick I am, there are always assistant Pastors- youth Pastors and Deacons, that will be able to cover for me, if something went wrong- but one day of preaching would not be hard, look at me now, typing for over 24 hours with two fingers to do 239 sermons in about 5 years, it took a while to start the prayer ministry, and I still didn’t do sermons until I got sick, because I new preaching in the streets was over. And I also had an offer to use a friend and fellow pastor’s church building that I can use any off day to have a service, I was thinking of Saturday night. It still would be The Church Ministries still, he told me I could still have the same name, but who knows only God and Christ, if they believe I am worthy. You all know me if you have read any of my sermons just think live in action, where we could break bread together and drink grape juice. [And they continued stedfastly in the apostles' doctrine and fellowship, and in breaking of bread, and in prayers. And fear came upon every soul: and many wonders and signs were done by the apostles. And all that believed were together, and had all things common; And sold their possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had need. And they, continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, did eat their meat with gladness and singleness of heart, Praising God, and having favour with all the people. And the Lord added to the church daily such as should be saved.] (Acts 2:42-47 KJV) It would be something to have the truth set us free from sin and death, if we could rely on God to help us all- plus over power the demonic areas of this town and bring us the Gift of The Holy Spirit, no evil could exist, anywhere in this town, no one would be sleeping outside or under a bridge, there would be a change of Christianity and people would learn more and understand more, there wouldn’t be any form of jealousy, envy, covetousness, resentment, distrust, suspicion, or any other evil ways of the devil. None of us will be controlled by the devil we will all be saved and all of one accord just like the early church, I have done so much reading and I will not tell you what I am facing because I am not even going to mention it. [And when the day of Pentecost was fully come, they were all with one accord in one place. And suddenly there came a sound from heaven as of a rushing mighty wind, and it filled all the house where they were sitting. And there appeared unto them cloven tongues like as of fire, and it sat upon each of them. And they were all filled with the Holy Ghost, and began to speak with other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance. And there were dwelling at Jerusalem Jews, devout men, out of every nation under heaven. Now when this was noised abroad, the multitude came together, and were confounded, because that every man heard them speak in his own language. And they were all amazed and marvelled, saying one to another, Behold, are not all these which speak Galilaeans? And how hear we every man in our own tongue, wherein we were born? Parthians, and Medes, and Elamites, and the dwellers in Mesopotamia, and in Judaea, and Cappadocia, in Pontus, and Asia, Phrygia, and Pamphylia, in Egypt, and in the parts of Libya about Cyrene, and strangers of Rome, Jews and proselytes, Cretes and Arabians, we do hear them speak in our tongues the wonderful works of God. And they were all amazed, and were in doubt, saying one to another, What meaneth this? Others mocking said, These men are full of new wine. But Peter, standing up with the eleven, lifted up his voice, and said unto them, Ye men of Judaea, and all ye that dwell at Jerusalem, be this known unto you, and hearken to my words: For these are not drunken, as ye suppose, seeing it is but the third hour of the day. But this is that which was spoken by the prophet Joel; And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams: And on my servants and on my handmaidens I will pour out in those days of my Spirit; and they shall prophesy: And I will shew wonders in heaven above, and signs in the earth beneath; blood, and fire, and vapour of smoke: The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the great and notable day of the Lord come: And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved. Ye men of Israel, hear these words; Jesus of Nazareth, a man approved of God among you by miracles and wonders and signs, which God did by him in the midst of you, as ye yourselves also know: Him, being delivered by the determinate counsel and foreknowledge of God, ye have taken, and by wicked hands have crucified and slain: Whom God hath raised up, having loosed the pains of death: because it was not possible that he should be holden of it. For David speaketh concerning him, I foresaw the Lord always before my face, for he is on my right hand, that I should not be moved: Therefore did my heart rejoice, and my tongue was glad; moreover also my flesh shall rest in hope: Because thou wilt not leave my soul in hell, neither wilt thou suffer thine Holy One to see corruption. Thou hast made known to me the ways of life; thou shalt make me full of joy with thy countenance. Men and brethren, let me freely speak unto you of the patriarch David, that he is both dead and buried, and his sepulchre is with us unto this day. Therefore being a prophet, and knowing that God had sworn with an oath to him, that of the fruit of his loins, according to the flesh, he would raise up Christ to sit on his throne; He seeing this before spake of the resurrection of Christ, that his soul was not left in hell, neither his flesh did see corruption. This Jesus hath God raised up, whereof we all are witnesses. Therefore being by the right hand of God exalted, and having received of the Father the promise of the Holy Ghost, he hath shed forth this, which ye now see and hear. For David is not ascended into the heavens: but he saith himself, The Lord said unto my Lord, Sit thou on my right hand, Until I make thy foes thy footstool. Therefore let all the house of Israel know assuredly, that God hath made the same Jesus, whom ye have crucified, both Lord and Christ. Now when they heard this, they were pricked in their heart, and said unto Peter and to the rest of the apostles, Men and brethren, what shall we do? Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the LORD our God shall call. And with many other words did he testify and exhort, saying, Save yourselves from this untoward generation. Then they that gladly received his word were baptized: and the same day there were added unto them about three thousand souls.] (Acts 2:1-41KJV) All it takes is a little faith, if anyone was facing what I am now and you read the Test of faith then you will all know what I will be or not be facing, I have to trust God [And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.] (Rom 8:28 KJV) All of this could happen, all we have to do is trust God, if you were me You have not heard half of what I am living from day to day, I walk around with a big target on my back, and when people who are not open to the understanding of the power of Jesus Christ, I go through many days of tears, and cries to God, of course we still are sinners in the flesh, maybe that is why I am skin and bones, and look on one of the friends pages and read the story of healing just through prayers sent through emails, the letter is from Kelly, I also wish to pray for the complete healing of my doctor her mom, and Joanna. Also my bishop directors Paul and Mercy and the kids, please pray for complete healing for Paul one of my Bishop Directors, he has something wrong internally; God cured him of leukemia so I know He will cure Director Paul. Plus Jacob and Daisy, I have to contact- and Joaquim and his wife,- plus Keith Ratcliff who is our new Bishop Secretary, I can talk with him on the phone the same with Lynne and for Lynne our Saint and Treasurer who loves all people and animals, she has a power over animals, I can sit and watch her be surrounded by a hundred birds at one time and she is just sitting on the grass no food, the birds feel her love- the same with cats- and dogs, she has the wonder power and compassion for each of them, she has more love in her heart that the animals know that she loves them, I have seen her save lives and heal many animals, and the animal kingdom recognizes that. She has gone through more suffering then anyone I know. I will leave the grace and the peace to God for all the Bishop Directors, total healing and soon someday we will be all together breaking bread and praising God, and helping so many others, that is what I believe and the love I have for everyone, I am sorry if I ever hurt anyone, but I am not rich and I couldn’t live without the power of God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit and the love of my mom, plus the prayers people are praying for me, it is awful hard to even think that I might be tormented and then might even get more hurt then I could imagine, plus the fact I still don’t know what the evil one’s games are being played. I don’t know where my health is going but I do have trust in the Lord, I don’t rely on my earthly thinking, I am trying to be more spiritual everyday, and I pray for the hope of happiness, I want to help and heal others, I ask God for a chance, and I know it has been a long time for communication with all my friends and staff, I hope you all understand. This place where I live is The Church, but being know one comes here to worship so we are classified 501 (3) (c) Public Charity-section 170 and if you need someone to talk to or want to be blessed with the Holy Spirit, and even healed of whatever you are facing this 287 pages which breaks down to about 5,000 pages typed through the last 5 years, this is my whole testimony and my life, since I came out here but you all know what I was doing even before I moved 5,000 miles to come here to build a simple mission. I can’t stay up all night and be sick for the next two days I will close this out now and let us all worship God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit, and the presence is stronger everyday, the devil tries to destroy me, because he knows what I can do for God and His Glory not mine. As John the Baptist would say I must decrease as God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit increases. God bless you all. If your confused call me and leave a message at 808-938-0013 and I will help you, I can call out for free just in our country, and as far as all the Bishop Directors and the Bishop Secretary and the St. that is our Treasurer and also the staff, like the prayer warriors and there are others- you will someday be a part of the greatest love of God through ministry, missionary, truth, and of course the Word. Or email E-mc2@hawaii.rr.com me for any questions, I said before the computer is a battle ground for the evil one, I don’t know what it could be in my office, it could be just a simple book or something causing all this dilemma. You all know after one day going out I feel tired and sick, like both Thursday and Friday- I had to walk and walk, Jim gave me that one large ride to two places and then dropped me off at the post office, and probably saved my life. Please heal Jim Father and what ever he is going through. Please bless all the people that did give me a ride. Please bless all the dentists and the nurses and Keaui that work in the dental area, but Candy she was the one that did all the phone calls and the foot work she was a true to heart righteous helper and leader, my friends- please pray for her and the girl Saree that sent the faxes for the rides to the clinic and the cab Harry's Taxi and back home again please send a blessing to her, and pray for her, plus all the staff- plus Dr. Tim who took care of me and helped with the slightest touch to make the molds not to hurt me. And the third dentist who new my story and he was also a blessing, even the first dentist that helped me with my lower teeth, that place just overwhelmed me. Even the drivers I bless the woman that first drove me, and a guy named Joe he was a help the second trip, he took all the nervousness away, just by talking. I have been cared for by so many people and then things were going well and then I got hit with this new sign up plan. I have the faith and I am not going to worry, but at times I just burst into tears like when I don’t get a ride, and I have to walk with the pain and it gets to be impossible, and I have gotten on my knees to pray for a ride. I don’t understand it, I have to clean my slate, and go over each sin that could be hurting God. I want to get closer to God and understand His thinking. I will just get into the word more and more.

I am sorry that I am sick, but the Lord has given me the strength to at least make something worthwhile for The Church’s Sunday sermons, but I need to send out new prayers. People like Susan Jones, who used to write everyday, she really cared, sending cards and things to build up my immune system. And to make me have hope that there is someone out there that cares, I miss her, she was having medical problems, but my email was down for a time and probably bounced back, I have not heard from her, lately but I send out my prayers for her, healing and to have her be full of joy. Please join me in prayer for the ones that give hope and care for others. Johan & Esther, with children Anneke, Jolene, and baby Simeon- from the Deo Valente Mission- South Africa and they have run the mission for years. Johan wrote me also everyday, with 3-5 emails a day, then we were writing back and forth, but when the email crashed the same thing happened, I saw that they need prayer, financial situations, extra bills, we all know it is an attack from evil, because they help about 350 people, plus the staff. Please join me in prayer for the family and their people. He knows how sick I am, and it didn’t matter if I didn’t write back, he just kept sending scriptures and stories and prayers, God please protect them all. Marcella- Living Waters Disciples Prayer Ministry- Marcella is special- she spends hours upon hours praying for people and for me, She spends hours writing out prayers like I used to do in the first two years or so, when I still had weight on my bones, she continued to write the most beautiful prayers and she still does, but they are on big prayer lists now, she probably had the same problem, her emails just bounced back, help this girl or woman- please help me pray for her, and bring healing to all the people she writes to. Willie and Liz they are my local friends, they used to bring me food and vitamins from the free food bank, they finally understand that I am obligated to a world wide audience, that uses my sermons for their own congregations, or Sunday school topics, or simple devotions. They helped me with the desk that holds the electronics, but it was so hard, because either one of us had enough strength to put this desk together, it was too heavy, and the central part of the desk- bent the support beams, and cracked the wood, but I fixed it the best I could, what can I say- Willie got over a small stroke about a year ago, and Liz had problems lifting, it turned out to be a help and nothing has been done since, I need two strong guys for about an hour, so at least I can finish moving in. It breaks my heart that I can’t get 2 people at the same time and find anyone that does not have a problem lifting. People call but they want money to help me. The coffee table and two end tables just are sitting outside, and I can’t do anything about it. One day they just waved and passed me on by- going downtown, I broke down, I am a sensitive guy, and they didn’t even talk out of their window, that was another broken heart- but a week or so ago they did stop but they were so much in a hurry that they couldn’t take me a few blocks down to the store, but they did give me a ride for about a half mile or so that helped my back. I don’t know what happened, but I love them and if they asked me to help them I would be right there, so please join me in prayer for the both of them. We went to the same church down the street, but I couldn’t even talk to the pastor, it seems others were just more important. That is how I tell about a church, if the pastor is interested in talking to a new visitor I would come back and give it another try, but being ignored by the leaders of the church, hurts- so I never went back after the second time, I can’t express my judgment, but the church itself (the people) - It just didn’t feel right either time. Maybe it is my teeth, maybe people stereotype me- I look like a well dressed man with no teeth. I don’t know what people think, even though my discernment level or gift is off the scale, I look at the floor not to look into their eyes, because now if I do look into my eyes I can feel what they are thinking, and I just don’t want to be hurt anymore, my head is bowed- just trying to be humble and friendly. When I talk to someone I look right into their eyes and listen. I try to be normal and be a regular Christian, but it is hard to do when you can’t even smile. Anyway I love them both, and I ask for prayer for them both, I know they are struggling financially, at least they were- so let us pray they receive a blessing, and a new and divine future. Then we have Karen- local elder in my district and in the letter I had mentioned Alicia who now is the bishop of my district, even she is so far away she does well and Karen wrote beautiful letters of prayer. Thank you to all- the people listed which is Karen, Alicea, Walter, Senior- Pastor Fred and wife Suzanne, Eric Lewis and family, Tony Z and his trip, Bishop Larry, Fred and Shirl, Hugh Keith and family, Darla and family, Keith Ratcliff who has suffered a bad injury and he will be under the knife and being sown up to every muscle from his knee to his groan. There could be a problem with infection, because of the area, so help me pray for the ministry and the people, all the people that know me and it is the same news still sick. But even though I am sick it does not matter I can still pray for others and God will recognize my voice, so these friends are like family, Dear Lord please help them all with any problems they may be having. Please bless them all. The computer at times, for weeks it didn't turn on. Then I was over quota because I couldn't get to the computer to work, then I was to sick to write anyone for 3 weeks and then one day it just went on, and I am too poor now to send it to the shop. I had to spend days deleting all the trash mail that people send me. I must have had a hundred fake lottery emails, and another hundred that want to donate millions with all the same story almost. Then all the prayer requests were lost. Then I lost the whole c-Drive (2 years of data) first, then after that the computer would not work. I am supposed to live without stress and it is something different every time with this computer, I had to call someone in the paper, and then I was given another number, and the guy was different, I had a big sweep of fear when he took the whole tower, then it did not work then I had more problems and had to call that guy again, it is the devil at work again. Senior Pastor Fred and Suzanne I wrote in a prayer for Fred’s mom and I have to check the boards again, to see the hands of God at work. Bishop Larry needs prayer for his health and he wanted me to be an elder for the region which covers a lot of area and about 5 states. Eric Lewis and wife- in California need prayer and I need to call them- plus Hugh Keith sent me a letter about the churches being not the same about the last century. Tony Z. and his wife wrote me- I guess they are still around, they were going to take his boat to India to visit Jacob and Daisy they sent me their picture so I need to get back to them, and maybe I can call now. Please help me pray for all of them. I hope everyone is doing OK? Hugh is the type of guy that really cared and I didn’t have the strength to even buy a card to send back in return after the many cards he has sent me. He still is writing and still sounds good. I still call his house and we talk but everything has been changing, I still feel weak, and do not feel right even turning this computer on, because of the stress. When I do get better -I am going to make it up to all my friends and loved ones. Hugh has been so close to me in and out his ministry the big ministry and in and out of The Church Ministries, I need to call them all or write each one of them, the thing is the sermon- even though it is a “sickness sermon” and leaving out all the extra pictures and stuff, the words and feelings are the most important, besides I can’t have the same prayer up for all this time, if I get sick staying up all night- so be it- but I have to tell the special people of my life that I still love them and care, it is so hard to even sit in a chair for a small amount of time. So please help me pray for everyone that is mentioned in this section. Bishop Director Jacob is part of my staff and he is a great missionary and teacher for the Gospel of Asia and he also runs Missions Asia, plus Dr. Yohann from the Gospel of Asia which is one of the largest ministries in India and that part of the world. I want to pray for everyone, but all this takes time I have been at this for 12 good hours already and I just wanted to change the prayer requests and prayers for all my friends loved ones and partners in Christianity. I pray for Vijay- He has sent me many letters in the regular mail, that is how I got to know one of my Bishop Directors, he wrote so many wonderful letters, I wanted him on staff. In fact if Vijay does not answer any of the emails- I will ask Hugh Keith for an extra Bishop Director. So now Vijay is no longer a Bishop Director so I will ask Keith Radcliff to be the new Bishop Secretary, it may be acting to early but because I had to make the changes before the first of the year. I still can add Hugh if he wants to be a part of TCM. He and his family are getting prayer. Please help me with all prayers for others. Darla Izzo and children – California- Darla was in Hawaii and she left my numbers at home so I will give her my address next time. Same with Darla, and her kids they all need prayer, she lost her husband more than a year ago, I wish I could write more, it is this sickness, and I am so weak I don't lay on the couch and rest and get sick if I try to eat regular and just swallow the food- it has to be real soft- and if it is too hard then the pain sets in and I have to deal with that- that day and the day after- but if I go to a church to volunteer and try to eat what every other not so well off and suffering financial person in town gets served- I have to get down what I can, the food is good, but too hard at times, so I eat what I can. Now I try to walk to build my strength back. I feel sorry for all the people who have to go through this. That is why it takes me a full day to do a sermon, and I am pushing myself to do this, but I care for everyone and pray for most everyone I know. Next is Bishop Director Joaquim Kalala and his wife- T.C.M. –Angola, Africa. He is a good man, they are all blessed and gifted-----but he helped me when I needed the help with the prayer ministry, it seems he enjoyed helping me, answering prayer requests, and he had a change in his life, and got closer to God. He mentioned he understood what I am going through and he and his wife care for me and The Church. I need to write him and tell him what a gift he is to The Church and for me. Just knowing that they both are praying for me is a blessing. So I need everyone’s help and praying for Bishop Director Joaquim. I need to send him the Bi-Laws but no ink again- and rent time is coming and I don’t know what to do. Trust in God you all know that scripture [Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content. I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. Notwithstanding ye have well done, that ye did communicate with my affliction.] (Phil.4:11-14 KJV) You are being prayed for and cared for, I do care for people. Most of all – [But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.] (Phil. 4:19 KJV) Please pray for this family- Bishop Director Paul- T.C.M.- wife Mercy, kids- Lesly, Hepzy, Belsy (Pastor: Director: Salem Voice Ministries) India. They have two sons and a daughter. Elder son Besly is a beginner student of the Aircraft Maintenance Engineering. Daughter Hepzy is a Bible College student as well as studying first year Degree Course. Younger son Lesly studying VIII grade in a High School. You see Paul is such a fine man he is worth 10 missionaries, he would supply his people with food , water, medicine , blankets, and he even builds houses for people, Satan tried to strike him down with leukemia and that was prayed away, now he is having trouble with his liver, the devil is trying to destroy Christianity. With all the violence that is happening, people are getting killed, beaten- their homes and churches are being burned, pastors are missing, this is terrible- all these people need hard prayer, with pure love and pure spirit. I will pray as hard as I can that Paul is cured and a miracle happens, and the whole country will change I feel God is watching all of this and He knows who the evil is, and there will be a change of peace and love for the whole country. All we need is faithful prayer and the miracles will start flowing like the living water of Jesus Christ. I know he will be healed; he is too good of a man to suffer.---Joanna and Randy, Joanna was such a blessing she would pray over the phone and really get into it, she has brought me out of pain and hurt, Randy the same thing between them both they would make the devil run for cover, sometimes it would be a three way call but for years Joanna and Randy were one of the areas of best of friends and prayer partners, when Randy passed on to be with Jesus- Joanna was real hurt and she seemed to cut off all ties, these two people saved my life several times, Please pray for them both and their families. Bishop Director Jacob and wife Daisy T.C.M.-Andaman & Nicobar Islands, India. I need to write, and tell them I am sorry for not writing, the devil has been playing tricks on my head and has brought upon a certain fear or something where I became almost uneasy to go into my office, but the Power of God will heal this small problem, and the healing of all things will come about someday, I will not loose my faith. I trust the Lord and I know He has a plan for this suffering, just like the book of Job. Next- Elena Ramirez- artist, poet, painter, (prayer cards for the needy) she sent me two of the special cards where she does artwork and her own+ poetry. Elena is very special, she loves the Lord and people, she is going through some difficulties, but with our prayers- all of us together- she will see a day of joy, she is a hard worker for the Lord, and God has been watching, she has been faithful. {Next is a combination of people--- Jeff Gale- Australia- Director owner- Spiritual Warfare Prayer Warriors- Jeff runs a prayer ministry that covers the world, and he has two ladies that have saved my life uncountable times and even Jeff’s emails have given me hope- So the ladies are Jan Loyally and Janel Kobylanski -S.W.P.W. they have out done themselves and they themselves are fighting the devil, because they have helped so many people- including myself, and they have suffered tragic loses, so please my friends pray for this team and the ministry.}--- We all have been praying for Vijay’s Mom who is sick in India, she is very sick and her blood is not matching up so we all need to pray for Vijay's mom. She was in intensive care, but with our prayers she might be O.K. now. Please join with us this prayer for healing. Next is Lillian Beal - Minister- Friend she has prayed for me and spoke with me and gave me the faith to go on, she is suffering some type of sleeping sickness, it has been a while so she might be healed by now, many prayers went out for her and her family. So let us continue to pray for her and family. --- Next is Bishop Shawn Chamberlain- from www.rootsandwings.org -N.Y. He has this internet ministry and is a pastor of an old church in N.Y. This man has helped me in the past, he used to talk with me for hours, and gave me the drive to go on- with faith and trust, he taught me to trust God and not to look behind, but to look ahead for the blessings of God’s plan. He is a good man full of loyalty, please join in prayer with me- that he is helping so many others, he will need prayers of protection so he can go on helping so many others.--- these two are quite special Scott and Eileen- Baby Ministry Virginia- Eileen had cancer, now it is gone, many prayers have followed them and their baby saving ministry, they wrote me and said it was my emails that helped Eileen, but it was Jesus Christ that healed her, and I can’t take any credit, I am just a servant of God. Poor and no teeth, they say I will get new dentures within 6 months. So pray for them and financial stability so they can continue saving babies, me if I get new teeth I don’t know if I can even wear them, the doctor tried to check out my old dentures, and I almost hit the ceiling, my gums are that sensitive. So it will take time for me to even get used to teeth again, I might be able to only put them in with some cushioning witch I don’t know if they even make something like that that it will cushion the denture but not be a holder or some type of glue, because I may only be able to put them in my mouth for short periods of time, please pray that things do work out with the paperwork and that I don’t have to wait so long, I need to eat solid food and be able to chew, and not just mostly swallow things whole, that is why I am having problems digesting things and going to the bathroom. I feel sometimes it gives me an ulcer or it tears up my intestine that is why time is so important, because the food may be scratching my stomach lining and intestinal walls. So let us all pray for Scott and Eileen, and their part in saving lives at such a young age. --- Here is another person who has helped me with my life, she has had her whole church congregation pray for me, and she would send me cards and wonderful emails with special things with them to balance out my pain, faith, and hope. Columbus Murphy- Chicago, Ill. She has been a real blessing that I even met her, so let us pray for her health and her voice; she sings in the choir and does solos. We must pray for all my own friends at the last church I played music at, the church was so large we had an orchestra during the holidays, plus I did drama, and studied sign language for two terms. The Christmas show was set up with a Latin type music and it seems like the music minister picked that type of music because of the similar way I play bass, and the style of my fingering, I miss playing in church, I went to the biggest church in this area, the man who sits in the music tower freaked out and could not stop shaking my hand, and he said he has never heard anything like I did and the sound and voice, this guy never has seen anyone just walk in and play all that. I played my Martin 12 string and sung and wrote the songs I played, and then he checked out me playing bass he played the drums- and it sounded like old Blind Faith or Cream, with Jack Bruce and Ginger Baker playing solos all we needed was Eric Clapton. The music minister said he would call me, he didn’t even know I played keyboards too, plus the flute- I believe the minister was afraid of losing his job, and I was so hurt I didn’t play after that for about a year or more, then I played in a church for a few months then I didn’t play for almost 4 years, I just started playing the bass again. Do you see what people have done to me? The music minister was asking me if I could play the bass with as he said bong- bong, of course I said, with my hands up and down the neck, then he asked can I play a simple chord, and here I am picking like somebody famous. By the way- he never called me. I knew he would never call me just the way he reacted. Church’s have hurt me more then anything. Sorry for the story, it is true I have no reason to lie to you all- pray for me that I will be able to play again some day for the mission I want to build downtown. Now I leave everything up to God, and Wednesday I got hurt again, it had nothing to do with God, it was the devil or some evil agent. I was super sick on Thursday- I could not even go and eat or even ask to help at another church. Back to praying for the last church, this church I could kick a football and not even reach the ceiling. So I am still praying for certain people many I forgot- Robert and Judith they were my best friends. Larry and his wife, Kathy, Jimmy, Donna prayer for their loss of dad- Brother Fred- I wish I had more time to pray at his side-when he had cancer. Pastor Bill, Pastor Dan, still in prayer- FBC plus the youth pastor is getting prayer. Mike and wife, Joe, Larry and wife, Beth and husband, the whole church needs prayer-FBC Lenny and wife- I almost died in that church, because I was working and cleaning to hard, and I was getting yelled at because I cleaned 36 sinks until they were white again. Next we shall pray for Dr. K.P. Yohannan founder- Gospel of Asia- He is a blessing to have as a friend. Please join us in prayer for my friend and his ministry. --- Amy at the monastery, plus there is so much care and prayer from Amy, she has been very caring and understanding. I pray that some money comes in so I can at lest maybe take a course, and the chance of me having my picture in the book with all the ministers, I could never afford it. It seams I keep missing out, but I have learned to be happy with what I have. --- Phillip and Marie Hardgrave’s- east coast- We both need to communicate more! I just wrote to him and he wrote to me. He is the last surviving person that still writes to me from my last place I went to school- with care, understanding, and love, need prayer for them both- please help me! --- Carol and her son Sean- we have forgiven them, and the staff and all the workers and prayer warriors we pray daily for. I love them all, and they are prayed for everyday, with full love and compassion. We had a wonderful friendship, and the devil almost destroyed The Church, the prayer ministry, and some of the weeks of the sermons, which effected many people all over the world. --- Mr. and Mrs. Sakai and their two sons, which I love so much. I miss my little buddy, one of the sons. And they are prayed for a lot now, it is a sorry situation. I love them all, and they are forgiven of almost me dieing from chest pains. What all of them did- I can't even tell the story but I am a Christian they still remain close to my heart with

Alexander-India-He got his whole congregation together and prayed for my health, with a picture of me they hung up, so each person could pray for someone they know what they looked like- then he got shipped off to a new job right in the middle of India. I did get an email from him and he was glad to here from me. I send him all the blessings I have to give. Please pray for him, he helped me so much. --- Debbie and her son Aaron- Pennsylvania, Aaron got put in jail for something and he is medically hurting, he is not receiving what he is supposed to get, I haven’t been able to write because I fall into tears. Please help me pray for the release of her son Aaron. I wish I knew more of the story, but she offered me to come to a special healing service at her church for three days and asked if I would stay with her and all I had to do was get there. They also did the picture prayer from the whole congregation. I need to write to her and let her know I am still alive.--- Brett - best surgeon in Hilo, I found out he is back, but all the numbers don't answer- like he came and went, from like a mash unit in Iraq, and Hilo is light on surgeons, Brett is gone or I just can't find him. I ask for prayer for him and his family. --- Herbert, Mr. Kirby of Hilo- Daily prayer for the sons and whole family. He went beyond help with a Kirby vacuum, bless his heart with prayer.--- Pastor George- and wife, Daily prayer every day, plus the children and blessings on the whole congregation. Pastor George has always been one of my best friends along with Pastor Rob. George sat with me during all that pick line therapy and giving myself the bags of antibiotics. And we always had a bible discussion during the days he was always there, then he got that full time job, I just didn't get to see him any more. Neither one knows how sick I am. He does not even know I moved or really how sick I am. They don’t even know the love I have for them both, maybe someday I will get a call from them.--- Need prayer for Pastor Rob and his wife Susie- and the congregation, I truly miss Rob we need to get back together and fellowship- I am too sick to make it to the Sunday service, but he has no idea I am still sick, people think if you are dressed and look clean that you are doing OK, but that isn't the case I am sick the whole next day, I would like to go to a service- but my body can't handle it. Pastor Rob and George have been my best friend’s here- and they don’t even know it. I still care and forgive them, for whatever, it is such a long story between the both of them it would take me forever to write. AlI I know is I care for them and God knows I care, please help me pray for them and their families.--- Shiigi Drug- Shannon Hashiro, Shannon has always been there for me, she has also helped when confusion was set in by the evil of this world, I miss Annette, and I pray for all the staff- Sherry, Mel, Michael and Terry, and a few I know- but don't remember their names. God bless them all. I still see everyone the same way, and they all care about people. I pray for Shannon and ask God to bless her for all that she has done for me, plus for Mel he seems concerned about me now, he has watched me loose so much weight and just get sicker and sicker, the same with the rest of the staff, my prayers are with them all,--- Dr. Conner my family doctor, friend and spiritual adviser, we spend a time of prayer together, and I always feel better after I leave, she knows what to say to make me feel like a real person again, we are still praying for her mom, and I heard she was doing better, but that has been a while, the staff has changed or there is a new guy-Michael and met him once, but prayers are being prayed for him and Linda plus I talked with another girl Rochelle, and she is being prayed for, so between Dr. Conner and her mom and all the staff, I pray a large blessing for them all, these are the few people of the world that really care about people, and Doctor Conner probably has saved my life. It was a new beginning, and the doctor I had before this- had no feelings for me, and I left his office in tears, I prayed on my knees- in the church everyday, until I got an answer, it was like an angel telling me to go to Dr. Conner, and it was just a kid on a bicycle as I sat in front of a grocery store, so my whole life changed for the best. I never saw that kid on the bike again, so please help me pray for the complete healing of Ethel- Doctor’s mom, she might be healing already, God is with them all, and I bless the whole office and staff. Grace and peace to all. Amen. I know many others are praying also, the prayer line is big, but once you know everyone- you can get everyone to pray with you and for you across the world. --- Step Sister Barbara who has (Lupus), I pray for her any time I think about her, she had to quit her job, and she is having a tough time, but she told my mom whatever they are doing-"Prayer" keep doing it. I don’t think she knows about prayer, and I have tried to talk to her but her husband would not let me talk, he doesn’t know me, he might not know God, I don't know him or even met him, God has given me the gift to heal others through Jesus Christ. I don’t know how I will be able to talk to her, but God will help, and the prayers of anyone else- I could use your help. Maybe I should just write her a letter. That would work if she reads it, and believes- and has just a bit of faith, she will be healed, this is what I hope and many have been healed just through emails. --- My mom and Leland-Bless them, daily prayer for them both, my mom has changed a bit and she has loved me and now understands, I call her every Sunday. So she is getting to know me and understand The Church- and why I want to help others, it is natural to want to help others, it makes you feel good inside. Soon my mom will fully understand why I do the things I talk to her about. I am not sure if her friend loves her, and I pray that she falls in love with someone who does love her deep inside. I ask God to forgive her of her sins and I ask God for a way that I can explain about Jesus and what He has done for her, and the gift that will change her life. --- Mark, Lil, Gary, Glen, Gail and their husband and wives and children. Bless them all! and a fountain of prayers, to all my relatives, I love all of them but they don't even know me. Or even understand who I am, my beliefs, and how much I love them and pray for them, maybe someday they will know who I am, and why I do the things I do, and how much I push myself to just write a sermon and the pain and the suffering, I have to go though, plus and the financial situation I live. God is always there for me, and my prayers go out to each relative or part of family. My little 1/2 brother, his wife and kids- plus my real dad and Judy, I love and pray for them all, they probably don’t understand, they have no idea what I face every day, but the love is there for each one of them, even relatives I don’t know and step relatives I never met, I ask for a blessing for each one of them. And I keep them in prayer. I can’t forget Debbie and Paul who left me in San Bernardino for three days, hitch-hiking, and they were less than an hour away. Again they don’t know me. So why take a chance of some stranger to help him- let him take a shower and feed him, and let him get a good night sleep. But God helped me, and I hold no grudges, or have a bad attitude towards anyone. --- Deborah Bates from Prim ministry and prayer ministry, at times I can get many different prayer requests and send some letters out for her ministry- I have not gotten any emails from prim in a while, but prayer goes a long way, plus we need prayer for Deborah and all the people listed below. --- Peter Samuel needs our prayers as he travels and being like a missionary, he needs help and prayer and to be blessed as he travels. --- San Dee Harding needs prayer and she prays for so many people, I send her what I can in prayer or blessings. The rest I do verbally, when you can't write some 3 page prayer letter with scripture and a learning story I catch up verbally, the love and care is there! --- Rebecca- east coast- Blessed- I wish I could write a big letter and send her some money. She was the one that took care of the cat and put him on the plane and the shelter picked him up. She is a wonderful person, if she knew what I am going through she would be shocked, she would even fly out here if she knew how sick I was, if she had the money she would be here to help in any way she could. She is a jewel that needs a blessing. She has suffered like Lynne, she went through all kinds of female operations, and other surgeries, she had a rough life, and she has suffered for a long time also, she loves the Lord. And her future holds many rewards and blessings. --- Minister-Terry and his wife and children- east coast-here is another (best friend) during those same years, he has never written, maybe because we worship the whole bible, and he and his congregation only use parts of the bible. And will not play any instruments, because they say there is nothing in the N.T. that talks about instruments. "Speaking to yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord;" [Eph. 5:19] "a psalm" is a poem that is sung with an instrument(s)! I pray that he understands some day, and I hope he realizes before or if someone gets sick. I did so much for the church plus on Wednesday mornings when I could we would have a bible study, a long one that you can learn some facts and we would both learn and share our lives. --- Kenny who was my best friend for 2 years- plus his kids, his wife Gladis-east coast-We worked the food bank at the church and the big plant that stores all the food, we worked together for two years, plus unloaded trucks and no one would want to help, but I was always there to help him, he does not want to write because he said he would sound like Job's friends, Kenny was my best friend for those years, he hasn't written in years. We are praying for the whole family anyway. I used my truck every week on Thursday and loaded a half ton of perishable food, then unloaded it, and put it all away- then a big truck came with all the canned goods, we worked hard, unloading and putting stuff away- then on Friday we would hand out food for about 60+ families and everyone that helped could take a box home- then it got to a point that people would take home a whole shopping cart full of food and those persons had a job, a good one with good pay, I tried to tell everyone what was going on and of course they didn’t believe me. I got hurt again by another church for telling the truth. --- Pastor Kenneth, Mary-Kenya, Africa they have a great ministry, saving and healing all kinds of people, we send them all our prayers. They help so many people even the very poor to give the slum area all hope. They are number one in my book. And they write to me all the stories how God is helping them. I saved all of them. --- Kurt Showers and his daughter Courtney- we all hope Courtney came home to stay. Help us pray for them both!! --- Cindy, Tina, and Larry- From the old Pink Elephant, they helped me with much of my Christian Library need to find Larry's phone number and get their # here if they are still here. I still care and am still in prayer for them all. I need to talk to them and bless them, if I can get a hold of them. --- Barbara at the sally shop same store- Barbara is my favorite person and she has been a help as always and she talks to me like normal with a smile when ever I see her. Barb is home now, I guess her trip was cut short, or she didn't go to Germany, anyway I got to see her and talk to her this past week, she is a beautiful person, I don't know what happened but her son who is still in Germany- I pray for the whole family and miss Barb when she is gone. I miss her at the store, I enjoy talking with her. "Deek"- "Sonny"-New Girl and Guy- Salvation Army, [same store] please pray for the whole store. Deek has been a blessing to me and Sonny keeps smiling & helps. --- "Helping Hands"- "Goodwill"- We pray for all the workers of both of the second hand stores “Everyone needs prayer” And they both have helped me. They have helped with books and things people would need for the mission, when I first got here, they knew my plans, and helped me when they could. I just found out that the store the helping hands got closed, probably for the rent. --- My buddy in the old antique shop, on Kam- ave. downtown Hilo- I have seen him a few times last week, and he knows what I am hunting for, and he helps me out, my prayers are still with him, and he has helped me a lot.--- Evangelical Free Church of America. -run by Holly Fann still praying for everyone on the list I get one a week. The list changes every week, so there is a different prayer list for people all over the world. --- Mary and Jay, from His Will Ministries, Wyoming. Mary and Jay have been blessings, we have a 4 year relationship going on love and friendship. I still write to them and they are always sending emails and praise reports. Mary knows what I am going through. And still yet we still communicate, and pray for one another and all of there family and prayer requests for so many all over the world. They both are wonderful people and they help many in prayer. They tell us what is happening in the world with prophecy. --- Craig and Linda Hanson- “Best Friends” and 3 Children- Craig is still my best friend- I have ever had and ever have known, he helped me understand the bible- and to understand Jesus Christ. He is a pilot and makes good money, but that could end any time. I pray for the whole family- please join me in prayer. --- Trevor Steel- Florida- He also helped me through the hard times, Trevor needs prayer. Trevor had a hard life and I need to call him and write into his website. It has been a while since we talked but I will call Monday. --- Desiree from the Netherlands helped me a lot -please pray, I need to write her she tried so hard to help me, she deserves a blessing. I will find out how to reach her. And send her a prayer letter. --- We can't forget Lynne our Treasurer, she needs prayer more then most, she has a personality of a saint, she is a saint that is why she is under so much attack. Please pray for her healing.--- Norm, Carol, David, my Japanese lady that helps, and everyone else that works there at the store. They are prayed for and forgiven of all things. Need to make things right even though things (hurt the Church), my love for them all carries forgiveness and care.--- We can't forget our family- Chick, and Jim and Yolanda Thank you Chick for the advice and help and talks. God bless you Chick, thanks and have a wonderful holiday and Easter. Chick has been so close to me he deserves a large blessing, with all the love he shared with us all!!! We can't forget the rest of our family, Pam, Dave, Kawika, Bethy and

Mea- We love you all, and constantly pray for each of you we now know the problems of the schools and we understand. We love you all!!!! Thank you for the help, Please heal Bethy of here broken leg- with God's touch!! Our lives would be so different if it wasn't for family, I owe them my life!!!

Robyn- hope she is ok? Her bother Ron is online, but she has not, she needs prayer. They both need prayer. I saw an email from Robyn so she is ok.--- Rev. Roger Christie, who has helped me in all kinds of ways to get me out of the house and have fellowship, and calm me down with scripture and prayer and just being friends, plus he had one of his friends clean all the bad stuff out of my system, it is like a body clean that goes through your feet, and you end up with brown water, that came out of me. Rodgers' friend actually does the work, like when Jesus cleaned the disciple’s feet, we ask for a special prayer for him too. We also need to pray for Cher she is one of the directors or secretary to the ministry, she is a helping hand and cares about people, we ask for a special blessing for her and the whole ministry, here is a ministry who understands people and cares for people, there should be more ministries like the warmth I have felt entering the office. I thank God for real people, that stand in truth and compassion --- A special prayer and a blessing is needed for Alan, he helped me and The Church, we all need to give him a special prayer and a large thanks..--- We need a special prayer and a blessing for Margaret in Texas.--- We need prayer for Mary Lingenfelter she has cancer, Lymphoma we need prayer for a special healing. Churile Wyn and Preeja Sushan, there place of worship was almost burned to the ground, but some of the building was saved. We ask for special prayers for them and the whole congregation for repairs. I am sorry I forgot you sis shanna you just wrote me an email and everything is true, God bless you for keeping in touch and caring about me, God Bless you all. We ask for a special prayer for Candy at the Keaau Family health center the "dental department", all the doctors or dentists have been caring and understanding, each doctor has that special touch and they have done some great work making me a set of teeth, Dr Tim I remember his name he didn't want to hurt me and he tried to make impressions without hurting me, but each time he knew he had to push harder, to make the impression -it hurt but you can tell each time he did the impression the first time was not hard enough, but he had to push harder, even though I saw stars and tears fell he made the impressions, he tried to do it lightly but he had to put more pressure on my gums, but I got through it, and he made good impressions, the other doctor did the second step, and he understood the pain I was going through, I wish I could remember his name, God knows who he is and he will be blessed- but all the staff cared, even the nurses and Candy set everything up, and she has that care and compassion, I have been writing about the crew for weeks and telling everyone how good they all are and how they all care, plus we have Saree that does all the paperwork for my transportation, and she set up all the arrangements, she is one of the head girls with medicare or Medicaid, then she set me up with Hilo Harry's taxi and the girl driver the first time was a blessing, and I forgot her name but God knows who has taken care of me, she will be blessed then there is Joe from Hilo Harry's- he is a caring person also, I ask a blessing for Joe, this whole experience with all the people involved plus the staff from the dental office- from the appointments to the transportation to the set up of the transportation, and there is another girl we need to pray for -her name is Keaui, she was caring and also understanding I ask God for a blessing for all the people involved with the new teeth, the drivers and dispatchers and the dental clinic itself the first dentist helped me right away with a bad tooth, please God bless his heart- and he wants my bottom teeth strong so they can add an attachment for my back lower teeth, just think- in I don't know how many months it will take but I will be able to eat most anything, and for years I have been eating like a squirrel or a beaver for a good 8 years, then no teeth for almost 5 years now the Lord has blessed me with good people and if I can just get through the pain of putting this piece of plastic in my mouth, and get through the infected gums, and the pain of the pressure chewing, please pray for all the staff at the dental clinic and at Hilo Harry's Taxi, plus Saree who does all the paperwork and faxes the times and dates. Thank you Candy for the first talk we had and you knew the seriousness of the situation. Praise God the Father for giving me hope and thank You Jesus for your help putting love into each persons heart -plus the Holy Spirit for guiding me to call and thank what everyone has done for me. Please give them all a special blessing. Plus please bless my family doctor because she knows what to do with the pain and what it is going to be like, so Lord this is one of the greatest things that ever could happen to me, to actually be able to eat a steak or a nut or some dried fruit, I just don't know who to thank for all of this God and Jesus ,-the Holy Spirit, and all the offices and all the staff who cares about me, I have never felt this way before. I will even ask for a blessing for Scott for saving my life- driving me all over town to help me, please give him a blessing our Lord- We ask for a special blessing for Jim he saved my life this past Friday, I never would have made it downtown then uptown to pay the rent then back downtown, we also ask for a special healing of cancer and chemo- I ask in the name of Jesus that he will be totally healed. From this day forth. Amen. There are more at Shigii's Drug but I ask that you pray for all- I forgot the one guys name, forgive me Please pray for all, and thank-you all!! This may be the last sermon I will do, it was so hard and I am now sicker then before. Please pray for me! Thanks- I love Jesus! Amen.