Well I have realized that the Church is not getting anywhere, everything is coming right out of my pocket, we are not making any donations and it seems that nobody cares, but I will still pray for everyone and love them and care for them, So I will continue the candle light prayer, which takes two days to type out, and each and every person will get a special blessing, no matter what the world makes me think or what the world has caused others to think, I am back to being all alone again and now I have to worry about keeping the whole church on line, and I am down to one credit card and they are charging me 29.99 percent interest and I had one other back up card but that is gone. All I can do is still pray and keep going, and keep trusting and hoping, these prayers at the end of every sermon are 13 pages long and they take up most of the whole time, not this week it is just an add on , plus the dues on the credit card comes up and to keep the Church open I need that credit card and the thing is I have still the two friends Liz and Willy and I have not even began to get to know them, and they want to out to dinner on Monday. They don’t understand what I have to go through and each week I spend hours upon hours in prayer for everyone I know, I have all kinds of prayer lists and I have not stopped praying for Liz and Willy, I pray my heart out for those two and for Kevin and Kim but they will not even read this prayer or ever even see it , maybe this week, plus the fact the whole church may be hard to pay the bills and there is nothing I can do about it all that work all the sermons and prayer letters rounding up all the links and bible studies, I know God will get me out of it, and help me, He did it last year and He helped me and the money just came out of know where, I still have 300.00 electric bills this is just uncalled for, before Liz and Willy no one has knocked on the door for months, maybe almost a year, I don’t know hardly anyone, and I had two church relationships with lots of people, but when you don't go to the same church, you are forgotten about. I had people bringing me over heads of bananas and that alone would save my life for a week and have all that potassium. I don’t want to be a quitter, and each week I am in dire pain, and writing this sermon and it is almost 3am Sunday morning and I have been typing since 9:30 am yesterday, how am I going to be able to sit through a church service, I will just pass out, now my back hurts so bad I can’t even sit for a long time, and I have to keep getting up and move around, plus I only type with two fingers and the thing is it all takes time, and time that I just don’t have, I sit and wait and try to get doctors appointments to find a doctor, I did find a doctor and I have to wait till November 4th, but I wanted a cancellation, so that could be anytime, next is how do I get there? I am losing weight and strength every month and I should have gone, to the mainland and every time I watch a family movie I think about my dad not even wanting to help his only sick son. My only father and he is like a millionaire, I need to get to the mainland, I had it all set up several times, now they don’t want to send me to the mainland, but I don't know what is going to happen with Honolulu, and here I am a preacher still saving peoples lives, healing people and giving them hope and education and trying to edify their hearts and spirits to make them understand that we all can make it, and we all have the spirit of God within us, 1/3 of our whole being is pure Holy Ghost, the mind of Christ the love of God it is all in there and people just don’t understand it, they have trouble translating and reading the bible they translate what they want, and look how many churches today don’t even believe in speaking in tongues. I just heard another tape on the Holy Spirit and people just believe what they want to, they believe and are taught all different things, if you’re not going to believe in scripture how could you possibly be saved? Or our church does not believe in that, well why not? You know how many times I here this. It is written, and it is written so you can understand it, and people are taught not to believe in the gifts of the Holy Spirit, it just really breaks my heart, I walked down the street to the post office and first I thought I was going to drop, next I was under so much attack that I was walking into a cloud of demonic fog, and I didn’t even feel comfortable even walking in beautiful Hawaii, so what good is it your all alone, your under attack , and you wake up and wonder what is going to happen today, who is going to hurt me, or what bill will show up, and I need the church and computer to be kept clean, you live from day to day how am I going to pay for this and for that but still God supplies every need, always at the last minute, He is telling me I don’t need anyone else, just to trust Him all the time and to not give up, no mater how sick I am, no matter how sick I get, as long as God is with me it does not matter what happens. All the pain, all the sleepless nights, all the loneliness, you know how do I keep the tears from coming out like a waterfall, our famous candle light prayer, does anyone read it? We have all kinds of learning material, and all kinds of stuff if people would just stop and look, you are on the first page and you can watch 10-15 films on Jesus, God, The Holy Spirit, and beautiful shots from the oceans to mountains to the desert and the swamps of beauty, yes the swamps do have there own beauty, and there own flowers and there own mystical rivers and streams, and that is the first link on the web-church. This is where I put my heart, and tell everyone else to pray for one another and love one another. This week has been another hard one and it was last week that I was in tears, asking God what am I going to do? I have been trying to mail Joaquim some prayer responses all week, and I finally did on friday, it took me all week to do that, it is all the junk emails, I have been on this computer every night and when it comes to the junk on the emails it takes time to delete all that stuff, by tomorrow I will have 300 emails and 200 will be junk. but it takes time to go through all of it, I have like 5,000 emails I need to go over, My physical is all the same and I have had an infection for over two years and it just does not make sense. How does anyone go this long without a diagnosis and I am watching myself fade away, I am getting weaker and weaker and skinnier and skinnier, It is like I am sitting here alone, and no body cares except my doctor. Everyone called this week and even people that I have not heard from. I would like people to say hello and say how are you doing, what is so hard about that? It has to be all from the devil, and if you tell a regular doctor they would think you were crazy, but why do we pray to change things, so this is why I put up this prayer for most of all my friends and people I know and the staff and family of The Church Ministries, I need help or this Church will go under and I will lose everything, people need to donate and at least let me know all the work I have done has been worth it, I have invested over 3,000 dollars into this church and maybe just maybe I have had 300 dollars all together donated if that much, that is about ten percent and look at what you get look how long you can spend on the Church site days or even weeks, and for this whole year not one donation came through that Pal Pal, why even have it? There is three years work into this Church and about 300 dollars came through here in three years that is pitiful, what kind of people read this sight I know people are very poor and most of my members are just as poor or even worse off than I am, so why am I even doing this? I have not even eaten; if I eat I will just go to sleep. I should be praising God it has gone on this long, maybe I just should praise God over and over and thank Him, over and over but I do! God knows how I feel, this Church was available for three years and I have know idea how many people were saved , and healed, and given new hope through this Church, How many seeds did we plant that is another thing we could have planted thousands of seeds into people for three years. I do have many letters in the hundreds of people getting healed or something good happened or their prayers were answered, the letters are worth it, I guess if I didn’t have the letters I would have given up along time ago. All of you can understand what I am going through and all of you can see that my heart is broken, I am in terrible pain, and if you’re on the same medication for so long, it just does not work anymore. There is at times late at night when I have gone through all my daily pills and I am in bad pain still, and there is nothing I can do, because if I take some more the next day will be worse, so here is how I live, here I have the power to heal anyone, but I am not aloud to heal myself. Do I want to remain sick? No way, I want to start pumping iron again, and I want to get strong again, this is not fair, and what would Rocky do if all of a sudden he woke up and he was not aloud to stay in shape, He would freak out. Look what happened to Arnold but now he is a Governor, and a TV star but it must hurt him that he can’t play those macho scenes anymore. It must break his heart that he can’t be big anymore but he was so big and I was born small and it took years to gain, and for one inch it was months of hard work, People thought I had inserts put in, and all it was, was a lot of work, besides I wanted to stay in shape, I don’t even want to write anymore about this, just forget about it and we will start to praying for everyone. Look who called me the other day Shawn Chamberlain my ex-bishop, we used to talk for hours and he even said a few days ago that he just got to busy for the last three months not a word. Why didn’t I call because it is always to late when I am ready to talk it is at night and it is 6 hours after that so I can't call him after 10 and it is only 4p.m. here. He told me to go to his knew website and sign up and I can’t put the Church on there, I did sign up for the forum, so I have to email him, his new ministry is www.rootsandwingsministries.org so check it out and I know he has worked hard on it and it is one of those where you can talk on different subjects and pray and give opinions and so forth. I have to thank Bishop Joaquim and I sent him a nice letter and thanked him. Bishop Vijay, finally wrote back and he has been in all kinds of flood zones and they lost 200,000 people, some are missing and some died, so this cyclone caused a lot of damage. So Bishop Vijay is alright and Bishop Jacob I need to write and Bishop Paul and Joanna in Buffilo,N.Y. and I still have not heard from Angel, so I need to write these guys, Plus they all need prayer and I pray all the time for each one of them, plus Bishop Joaquim and his wife. Plus all my close friends like Craig and Linda and I just have not heard from them either and here I am and nobody wants to even know how I am doing for all they know it might be the last time they talk to me. He is a captain pilot, and he is always on the move and traveling all over the world. And Linda now is busy with three children, so it should be me to make the call. But my prayers are with them all. My one and only Susan Jones, she has been a savior to my soul, she has not given up on sending me all kinds of cards, movie cards, and those special cards that mean so much to me, she needs prayer, and I need to write her and thank her and tell her thanks for all the help, so prayer team please keep praying for Susan, because without Susan Jones I might have already been gone. Next we have Kelly, she sent me an email, I think it is the same Kelly that got healed many months ago, and her letter still stands on the friend’s page. She was telling me about some job on the computer I could do or something, but the church is so much work, and I am still so many days behind. I need to catch up just on the emails and then I would be ok, if they would stop sending me all those adds I could have more time with prayer. So everyone say a special prayer for Kelly. That she stays healed and does have a happy life. We all need to pray for my mother she has been learning and understanding a lot of the world and God and the bible, so sooner or later she will be saved or want to be saved. So everyone that reads this, please pray for her salvation and she is getting up there so the more prayers the better plus for everyone that would help me and then that would help you all. Satan is still trying to waste my time and send me off on confusing emails. And I just don't have the time for the opening and closing of emails that promiss you this and that, I just delete them right away. Today he almost wasted me on a poem, like last week, and here I am wasting time on a poem. I am sitting there going the devil is doing it again all over, A few letters came from Marcella from the Living Waters Prayer Ministry and we need to pray for her and all the people she is praying for and she has such a list but she writes so much for each person like I used to do and when you get a email from Marcella it is long and it will take a long time to just go over each person and each prayer for them, she is quite a warrior. So if you all can look up the ministry and give her a praying hand. we need to pray for Suzanne and her mother, she has cancer that is all around the spinal cord, and she has about a few months to live, but the power of prayer I feel we can and pray for a healing, she is the wife of Pastor Fred, so that family needs prayer . We need a definate healing for Suzanne's mother, I pray to the heavens for this one. Our Church is still free and we don’t sell anything , but it is funny I have told many people they are welcome to come over and get prayed on and be healed, and I only had one or two people I have prayed on so far. I am growing distant from some fellowship people, and friends, and members, I have missed many words from the Mission in South Africa, Johan is writing again and he is getting a lot more personal and caring like a friend would after you get closer with someone you begin to open up and you can tell that we are true friends. So we need to pray for the Deo Valente Mission in South Africa and they have 350 mouths to feed plus the staff, so they all need prayer plus his wife Esther, and their children Anneke, Jolene, and Simeon, plus I know there is a large staff so if you can please pray for them all. What is really breaking my heart is Bishop Paul and his family, they are getting all kinds of threats and bomb type threats and people want to blow up there house with them in it, so we all need to pray for this family, Bishop Paul is also Pastor Paul and he runs one of the largest ministries in India and He does much of the work himself and his kids help out, their three children, Lesly, Hepzy, and Belsly, and they all help the whole country of India and he is like a man that does the work of 10 missionaries and he delivers food, clothing, medicine blankets and all kinds of things, you see it is the other religions that are after him and when he actually saw Jesus he changed, who wouldn’t? So he has been like a one man task force for Christianity, and about 4 months ago someone tried to purposely run him off the road and he got hurt real bad and he was in the hospital for a long time and his wife Mercy was in tears, and the kids were trying to give the best support so they took over the emails and help with other things, as Paul was in the hospital, then he got released and he still could not do anything, then he was able to write emails, now his leg is still a bit sore but he is doing well, So let us bless the kids, and Paul and his wife Mercy, and let us all pray together for the protection of there home, village, and friends, family, and the staff of the ministry. So my friends that is where we need the most prayer, plus now we also have a heartfelt prayer need, our Secretary is having work done on the back of her neck and she already has an MRI done, and it is hurting her so bad and she is in a lot of pain. And this whole thing came out of nowhere, it is all the devil, you see when I chose the Board of Directors and Bishops of the Church Ministries, I chose the most important people to my heart and the people that had so much love of others in their heart and now Satan and his agents are trying to destroy the Church and it is killing me. We are getting attacked at all angles and even our Treasurer is lying on her back every day now almost bed ridden and just getting skinnier also, she can’t even take care of the local animals that just come and see her, I have seen a whole flock of birds just come from the air and sit down beside her, she is like St. Frances of Assisi, her name is Lynne and all these people need prayer, Joanna in Buffalo, N.Y. who is trying to keep her job and she gets new patients every day and she sits alongside them and prays with them and cries with them and she takes care of each person that comes through there and her friend Randy you see him on the prayer networks asking for prayer always, for each and every person that needs help and explains each ailment of every person that comes through there. Why is this all happening to the Church, Bishop Jacob and Daisy are doing ok now, so the devil is still after all my staff and myself, to close The Church Ministries, so only you people and prayer warriors can keep us alive, we need all your help with prayer and hope, to keep The Church going we are saving and healing many people per day and the evil one does not want that to happen. I hand picked the staff and I planed all this out, and knew each one of them for about two years, The letters that Bishop Vijay wrote were probably the most warmest and caring letters I ever read now he is ok, Something is not right with the whole team, the devil is out to get rid of us all and I am trying to hold everything together all this time. I am so weak I could not even make it back from the post office on Monday. We are powerhouse Christians, 1/3 of our being is our spirit, and our spirit has so much faith in it that it can’t take anymore faith in it, we have all the faith we need, the thing is, with Americans they think that there is a measure of faith and the thing is that people don’t understand that people in other countries get healed so much easier because they have faith or they don’t there is no in-between to except the healing, but Americans think you have to have more faith and many people in America ask God for more faith, that's right that is basically wrong because God has given all He has into our spirits, but it is up to us to open up our spirits to let the body or the soul valve open, so our bodies can see it and feel it. The same with our love we have so much love in our spirits and we have the same power that raised Christ from the dead, we also have the mind of Christ in our spirits, we should all be healthy and none of us should be sick or suffering or hurting. I can’t go and hitch-hike anywhere anymore, It really does not matter who understands, or who does not understand, God understands, and God is in control, and I am the righteousness of God, we ask for forgiveness of every little sin, we could posibly loose our salvation, if we are real bad, our spirit is perfect and complete and our faith in Jesus Christ is the most important thing. And Jesus has died for all of our sins past, present, and future, and our spirit has 1/3 pure Holy Ghost our spirit is not effected by our sins, Has anyone seen what a sin looks like, what does a sin look like? We in our whole being our spirits are sealed by the Holy Spirit and nothing can come in and change our spirits, they are full and complete they are full of power, love and life and strength, plus we have the full mind of Christ in our spirits. We don’t need anything changed with our spirits, they don’t need to be altered we have to learn how to pour out the gifts of our Spirits, nothing can come in, we have to learn through the Word how to bypass our mind and soul and pour our spirits right into our body where we can hear, taste, smell, see, and feel what is really inside of us, once we have been born again we have been given more than a gift of salvation but we have been given a supernatural strength, 1/3 of our total existence, which is Christ ,the power, the love, the strength, the care, the ability to heal, just like Jesus, what we have in us is a piece of Jesus in every one of us and it is 1/3 of our being so how can we even think any other way, or walk any other way, then what Jesus Christ Himself would do. People don’t understand that I am a link in a chain, and I write prayers to others and on good days I can send out many and help many people including healings and life saving events. People have to understand we are at war with the devil, the devil wants to break up The Church Ministries and he is going to use every trick and lie and deception to try to get away with this, but then you have people like Susan, that comes out of nowhere and sends me a card with all the right words on it and it gives me the strength to hold up my sword and the shield, She is one of the nicest people I know on this planet, she has helped me just to sit in reality and this way I can pastor the people of the gathering and we can get together and help each other and give us each the power that already exists within us, it is a lot easier knowing we already have the power and figure how to use it. Then to not know we already have it. It helps me, this way I am able in true mind and in a relaxed situation help so many other people, and it is the complete opposite when people purposely or not understand and they hurt me they don’t just hurt “me” they hurt hundreds of other people, because I can’t sit up and pray for someone else fighting a broken heart, with tears running down my face, I still write prayers but then at times I just don’t send them, because people and Satan and his agents are drilling me to make me think my prayers are not good enough to send, and then I hesitate, I shouldn’t hesitate because God helped me write the prayer in the first place. I feel terrible if I cannot pray for people, and the devil and people have made me feel so bad, I start to not believe in myself, and some people that are not saved don’t even know they are being controlled by Satan and or his agents, just like the book of Job where Job’s three or four friends thought Job was suffering because of a sin he didn’t confess or he did some other sin and God was punishing him for it. People don’t understand, they think if bad things happen to people they are automatically bad and if good things happen to people they are automatically good, that is not the case in this world, this world is falling and we and our small brains don’t have the wisdom of what God is thinking, we have the mind of Christ but we have to learn how to open it, and the word of God helps us open it up, and develop how to let it pass from our soul and mind into what we see hear taste smell and feel. God will discipline us, but the thing is punishment from God is so different, I am not saying God does not punish, at times in the Old Testament God had to do certain things, but now as we live in the new covenant God will do things to us to help us not to hurt us or give us a so called punishment, God loves us and He is not going to give us a hurtful punishment at all. God does not punish in a way that you or me understand, God has His own way of dealing with us as far as discipline, so just get that out of your mind God does not punish! What He might do is permit evil or Satan to do a certain testing like what happened to Job. This is a long subject and I don’t want to get into this right now, I just want to continue to pray. And I want to send the blessings of God to everyone. In NY for instance if Joanna or Randy gets caught praying with the patients or caring for them they get fired or suspended, I feel that is wrong, a person comes off the street and placed into a foreign situation you need someone to talk to and pray with, that is normal, but the brass will fire them for caring and doing good for these new people. Plus we pray that they don’t get caught by the brass that they are praying for their patients and I have been praying for the staff which I know sometimes they have given Joanna a not so easy time and it seems like the beautiful ones the ones that care are getting picked on, there is one thing, Randy never gets attacked, nothing goes wrong with his life and everything is just as normal as they can be, now, Joanna has her neck falling apart and I didn’t here about the MRI tests, and I have been calling and leaving messages and she just she sent me a few sentences in an email the other day so she seems normal and last night Randy sent me a confusing letter or email and it just didn’t make any sense and I will not find out what is going on till today. I don’t know what is going on over there they are 5,000 miles away, I can’t do much. Randy was the one who made the phone call to Kim and Kevin at the healing rooms here for me to get the information and that is how we met Liz and Willy, and when I first meet them here and they prayed on me I felt the difference right away, so I know they both are anointed, so Willy was in the hospital last Monday getting an MRI, and when he got home I was talking to him and his phone went out of range and he was sitting in bed, I have tried every number in the phone log on the Hawaii Phone, and I can’t get a hold of them, I called Kevin last Monday and they were out of reach with there phone book, they were on the volcano so they had to drive down the volcano to get into their address book. They have been taking me to the prayer rooms and helping even with some food. They are one of the biggest blessings I ever met so far this year anyway. Wonderful people, we should also pray for Kim and Kevin who run the healing rooms and a special prayer for there little boy. I don’t know all the names of the staff of the people but please make an all out prayer for the staff of the healing rooms at Hilo, Hawaii. They want to see me Saturday and “they” think I should “not” right the sermon, they think I should go there to the healing rooms on Saturday. Now you all tell me what does that sound like to you? What would all you do? What should I do? Send me an email I am writing this prayer on Friday night right now so it will not be posted till tomorrow or Sunday morning. I have been on the phone for days calling doctors to see a new doctor because now they don’t want to send me to the mainland and my doctor asked me being I can give them all the information better and tell the story better and set up a new referral, now I have an appointment set but the secretary is going to call me Monday to see if she is an expert of infections of the mouth. Otherwise I have to still keep calling. And all of this takes time and money and you know it upsets me and I am sometimes in tears telling the story over and over again. If I can get a doctor that comes to Hilo then everything is set. It is all up to God, or maybe I should go to the healing rooms on Saturday and the sermon would not come out till mid Sunday and I don’t think that would be right, there are so many ministries and pastors that use my and the Holy Spirits work I have lost track. There are many ministries that write once or twice and they want to get together and I tell them to pass the Good news on, because I can’t, and I need to follow the Great Commission like Jesus asked us to do, so I am doing all of the above, and I have been doing the Sunday sermon for 144 weeks that is a long time. I am just giving away all my work to many countries so my last count was 26 and I needed to add four flags and now I need to add two more so we have 32 countries all together that are using pieces of The Church Ministries work, give or take a few countries, there is probably more then that through the circulation I know the letters and sermons have been circulated but to how far into the 10/40 window and into all of the deep parts of India and southern Africa, plus Northern Africa and of course the Middle East. So they are not letting me leave the islands and I am not going to the mainland and I made all those phone calls and now Joaquim is still waiting to become the Assistant Senior Pastor. So either I get completely healed, or I end up in the hospital, God is going to wrap all this up soon and I had a long talk with Him last night and all I have to do is trust Him and that is it. If I still keep losing weight I don’t know if my body can take any more. I have gotten a few letters from Tony, and he wanted to know more about Missions Asia because I am part of that too, just as a member, and Tony and I have become very close friends, and he wants to help out Jacob and move out to the Islands out by Thailand. And Jacob says he has started a small “The Church ministries”, out there he says it isn’t any big operation but they are sharing a wing with two other ministries with Dr. Yohannan of “Gospel of Asia” and “Missions Asia” is Jacob’s so we have three ministries all working together as one. So we need prayer for all the ministries, all the staff, and for Dr. Yohannan, and Jacob and Daisy they say they have five other pastors working out of there and Jacob teaches bible school out there a few days a week for the Gospel of Asia. I have been friends with Dr. K.P. Yohannan, for a while now and we have been writing back and forth and lately he has done most of the writing because I am still too tired to catch up, there are people I need to write to like Bishop Joaquim and I have not even sent him any prayer requests and I need to send him a warm letter of thanks, he has been doing a great job all we can do is pray for him that God rewards him somehow, because I have not even come close to even breaking even in thankfulness, but that is important we are all doing God’s work, now to my mother she thinks I am crazy, she is not saved yet, she thinks of me doing all this work being sick and not getting anything for it and paying out money to keep the church on line, like I am some kind of a nut. Just think of this one thing, ok now they say in America that we have 34% born again Christians, and if we had or became close to one good friend and saved one person in one year so the next year we would have 68% Christians in America, it would make a big difference when it was time to vote. That is pretty heavy if we all could just save one person, lets say we helped saved two for each person, that 34% in America that would rise to many Christians in America, but that to me does not sound right. The 34 % says by the statistics, but driving around that would be one third of the people in America that say they are Christian, then you would have to figure what kind of Christian? The Mormons consider themselves Christian so that whole thing confuses me. What about the J.W.’s? And there are so many churches that don’t believe in the Old Testament and the book of Revelation. All in one Church, how can you believe in half the bible, and there are some that don’t play any music during their service, so it would be hard to break it all down to come up with an actuate percentage, but we all should be out there planting seeds and witnessing. Spreading the Good News passing on the Love of Christ, treating people with respect and honor and forgiving people and just caring and sharing for one another that is why I feel that 34 % is a bit high, we would all see the difference, then I here people on Radio and Television say that 90% of all the Christians in America that think they are Christian’s aren’t. So where do you go from there? We would have to go from city to city and count how many Churches there are and the members and it would be some job. The thing is let us get back to praying for everyone this way later I can send out some letters. The thing is The Church Ministries saves I don’t know how many people per week, just by them reading the text and or going to the getting saved page and if they read over that there would be many saved people, so we are planting seeds everyday, plus now we have a ministry in Pakistan that wants to run “The Church Ministries” logo and be like a partnership type deal, so we would have like two extra places to have maybe a service and if we have a regular service we could possibly have our Public Charity Status change to a regular Church. There is so many people we can pray for Columbus Murphy, out of Chicago she is having problems with Omar her family and getting a new job, As far as I know she sent me some things as attachments and I can’t open them, and I don’t know what happened to here cousin Omar and I don’t know if she got her Job yet and started or what, to tell you the truth I am a bit lost, but she and Omar need prayer. I have to get some money in the bank, so till I get some money in the bank from somewhere I don’t know what will happen, so I don’t know what to do, just trust in God He will supply all my needs. Plus Columbus still does solos in the choir and she asks for prayer, just so her voice is pleasing to God and the rest of the congregation. Columbus and I have been sending prayers for almost 3 years, with Leslie for a while used to send some too. Please pray for Columbus with her family situation and her new job and that she sings just like a beautiful singing bird. Columbus has been a good prayer warrior and we all need to pray for her so everything works out with her family and her life and with cousin Omar. I want to do something for Keith Ratcliff he always wanted to be part of the ministry, and he is good at fixing computers and has a way with fixing all things and he is a good prayer warrior and I could send him some prayers maybe, but then again we have to talk about the format and Joaquim picked it up right away and he has been a blessing, I might repeat a few people’s names this prayer is 13-15 pages long, I got all upset last week, because we were helpless, and If he was part of the Church it would help Keith getting over his wife’s death, from a few months ago when she lied in that bed in the hospice and he sat with her everyday until she died in his arms, for a whole month, she had terminal cancer that spread all over her body and there was nothing the doctors could do. You see that is where we could have used the money for the plane fair and back, I could have gone there if I was healthy enough to go and I would have laid hands on her and she would have been healed, and neither of us had any money, and just because of money we loose a life, that is not right at all, this Church should have something in it for petty cash, for situations like this, God would have supplied the money and he would have made me strong enough to go and I would have been out of here, but I need to trust God all the way, not what could have happened, the thing is God would have made the order. He would have set up the situation and the ride, the money and the timing, but God I believe didn’t want me to go out there, so If God would have wanted it to happen it would have happened. So we all still pray for Keith and pray that he makes it through the rest of the year with total purity. The next subject is for me to pray for a less electric bill last month I almost had to starve but God pulled through again, who ever heard of a house that does not use any appliances get a 300 dollar electric bill, and I called and left a nice message for a electrician to look over my boxes., but I never got a call back from the rental agents , I just have to talk to my friend, because the woman either did not get my message, or just did not want to bother she knows the guy that wired the house is dead and she did check that out for me, So anyway we need to pray for Carol Genoza , and all the staff, plus Mr. and Mrs. Sakia, and their sons, and the rest of the family this we need to pray for them, they have been so nice and such a blessing, and each time the yard is done and you will see some pictures of the yard and it is beautiful when they are done , but it is hard work and they always bring me fruit or ice cream or something, they are loving people. I find these bills totally ridicules, and I should have called someone a long time ago,to come out here and check the wiring of the house, Because families of 4 pay 140-160, I paid with no air, no heat, no dishwasher, gas stove, and oven, no dryer, just a washer, and how many showers do I take. The only thing is one computer on, one light bulb and one monitor, and they told me that is what eats up the electric, the next guy that came out told me that was a lie. He told me maybe if I had 20 light bulbs on at the same time that is what it would take to have a bill like that. Then he did the adding and I took more showers then normal and I used less electricity. That is from the devil. Plus I figured the more you use the less you pay. So again it is the entire devil to make me starve to death and that is what is happening, and no one seems to care. The blessings though are Google’s listing not just # one or # two but # 1-10 the whole page was The Church Ministries plus odds and ends on the next two pages. All in all, God has given The Church great listings and we need to be noticed to save people and to plant seeds and people to read about God and to use all the bible helping devices. People can watch movies talk to the military of any organization and send prayers, and we have the persecution prayer videos and all kinds of films on the war and pictures and fighting and service men and women we have it all, We Praise God for what He has done for The Church, but the devil is still on my back like a monkey and pulling food right out of my mouth plus I need to drink at least a gallon of soy milk a day, now it is down to one quart, that just is not fair. I need some money just for milk plus I mix the milk with everything from meat to oatmeal, I need some donations, I need some help, so if anyone can find it in there heart to throw five bucks and send it or use the pay pal, that you can use a credit card, debit card or a checking account. If you find it in your heart please say a prayer that someone can help me. Last week we hit the highest on the Christian 1,000, 72 or 73 the next day still that is wonderful, normally it is about 120 that is normal. So let us all praise God!!! We need prayer for Hugh Keith he just sent me a few emails to keep me going and he has sent cards and done all kinds of things when I was sick, so thanks Keith, bless your wife and whole family from California, we need prayer for Donna Izzo who lost her husband a few months ago also, and the family, they too are from California, and we need all our warriors, to pray on this single mother for help so please add her to all your own prayer lists, plus Eric Lewis and his wife. There was a time that Angel was sending scriptures everyday to my email like a morning devotion that is not happening anymore, and maybe Angel is not doing so well and we need to pray for Angel, he has helped this church more then anyone, I so much want to hear from him, Next we need to pray for Fred and Shirl Nero, he has been fighting cancer for a long time, I ask for special prayers for healing for Fred, Shawn tells me he is doing better so praise God for them both with this fight of cancer, we have so many people by now praying for then both that I think they are running into the thousands of people, because when I write I feel there is about a thousand by now, from all the requests each week and all the readings and translations, there has to be so many prayers for so many people praying all over each continent. I got the blood tests back and I still have a fever and an infection in my mouth and my white blood cell count is still way up there plus blood in my urine. Some people do not understand how sick I really am, and I still don’t know what is wrong with me, please pray for me, please help me stay strong through this, the evil one is having a field day, and it is hard, he has got me stressing about nothing again. And I should not have any stress at all, I have the power of God within me the same power that raised Jesus Christ from the dead. Each morning for the first half hour I am in the shakes and that is when the attacks get the worst, all things go through my mind and I feel terrible, now my feet and elbows are hurting and I am limping around and it is even harder now, especially trying to take care of a world based church, which has so much contact with all of the world, we have so many links now we can find out things about all the action in Iraq, special speeches, and articles, and different pictures of the men, and the letters, and all kinds of things about the war, plus about special merits, and metals for the neighborhood boys, and special films that go with each Army, Navy, and so on. Plus we get many of the ministries that are helping the poor and all types of films how each section of the war is dealing with people that have no shelter or food. Two weeks ago I talked about Mike and his prayer friends ministry, and I keep seeing all kinds of special prayers for me all over the internet and he has been sending all of them, please say and extra prayer for Mike and all the people that write into “Mikes Prayer friends ministry” and prayer page for all kinds of extra prayer requests, from all over the world. We just want to add again to thank Mike from (Mike’s prayer friends) which I have been with for years, and he has again shared a mighty blessing with The Church Ministries. With Mikes help it made us so popular just imagine being on the whole first page of Google, that is a true act of God plus the love of all our friends. We need to pray for Philip and Marie Hardgraves they have been loyal friends that email me from, Florida and if their computer is not working they mail letters from the library, we need to pray for them both, and they need to get back together spirit to spirit. They just wrote the other day, they are beautiful people that we went to ministry school together and shared many mystical feelings about certain things, about our lives as we went through school together. Here is another beautiful man Herbert Namohala, from Kirby vacuums, he was a very kind man one of the kindest in Hilo, and he gave me a vacuum for a good price and helped me with everything and all the pieces, the works. Plus he came out to the house and fixed my vacuum himself, for nothing, 3 weeks ago we had a picture of Kirby Vacuums of Hilo. I just have to say that the whole family and Herbert and all his sons were a wonderful blessing to The Church Ministries. I wish I could pray for the whole town of Hilo, plus all the people on the streets and all the people sleeping in all the alley ways and I just wish I was normal I could be out there everyday helping people and for some reason God wants me to stay in the house to purify me, from all people of the world, but what about other Christians, and this is getting to hard for one man. Another beautiful person is Shannon from Shiigi Drug, Plus the fact I am getting stomach aches and head aches from all this stress. Back to Shannon she has helped me like a real person, and she has a tender heart and understands my whole case, plus she knows what I am going through. She has helped me so much through all the attacks and all the confusion and hard spots from the devil. So let us all say a big prayer for Shannon, please Father give her a blessing she has helped me just like my doctor these people know what I am going through. Plus we need to pray for everyone at Shiigi Drug, Sherry, Annett is another blessing, Michael and Mel and everyone else that works there, they are all a blessing, thank God. When you only see a few people in a whole month they have an effect on you. So that is why I put up their pictures. I need to take a new picture of my doctor’s office, she is featured on the friend’s pages, and she moved to a different office a little more open and peaceful type atmosphere. I just can’t afford to take any pictures I have to get to Wal-Mart to make a CD. It is a good digital camera but I can’t hook it into the computer. The money is so tight that I can’t even afford the C.D., which is about 8 bucks with the pictures. I live on soy milk, because all the food I mix in the blender is mixed with the soy milk, plus the milk has all extra vitamins and when I had money I lived on those liquid vitamins and minerals and I felt so much better. Thursday I had to walk to the post office the gas bill is late and I missed a bill in 1out of 5 bills since they changed the name and the bills for the phone company and I owe them more money now I got to pay the truck insurance and that one card that I need for Pay Pal this month is 39 dollars and I have to pay that, this is getting hard. What am I going to do? Trust in the Lord. So I need to take a new picture and place it where I have the old one of my doctor’s office and place it right on the friend’s pages. Plus we need prayer for my Dr., Dr Conner, and also her mother Ethel, she has not been feeling well for about 4-5 months now so please “prayer team” pray for my doctors mother and please keep praying for my doctor and Mary, Allen and Paula, which are the staff, we need a hedge of protection with angels around the office for peace and comfort for all of the staff, and a special prayer of healing for Ethel, and a special prayer for the safety and health for my doctor. My next project is to see how I am going to get to Honolulu, Like I said before I have been on the phone for days and I finally found a doctor, which is an oral sergeon, so I hope they take my medicare card. This way Medicare might pay for it I don’t think anyone will pay for my trip to California it is too far and I have had two well known doctors tell me to get off this island and go to the mainland. So should I pray for the money to go to the university of California that is what was set up in the beginning but the thing is, plus they don’t want to pay any dental work, and the dental work I need, will save my life. The thing is could I handle the pain, with Dentures in my mouth, it took a year to get used to them, the first time around, and my mouth was not infected, now I feel terrible and I don’t want to socialize, just like the looks I get from people, that Thursday, when I met so many people and they just thought I was a poor toothless bum preacher, I mean I dress nice and I have the right pins on my lapels of my shirt and suit jacket, but you see I can’t smile and I only have 6 teeth on the bottom and that is all you can see it does not look that bad if I just could put my plate in. That top denture is all you can see, so I should not feel embarrassed but I am a child of God and I have looked this way for over two years, I almost want to where a bandage if I go out in public anymore especially a church service or a convention type meeting. So last Monday I found out that Willy was in the Queens hospital getting an MRI to see about the stroke he had and how bad it was so we need extra prayers for Liz his wife and for Willy that everything heals up and everything all comes together and our friendship remains a beautiful one. You know now being they have not even called in weeks I might as well chalk it up to more loneliness, they know my heart is breaking and still I am praying for them, and every night I go through the whole group and I pray in between, especially for them to change there minds to have them call me, I ask God to have them call me, the whole thing is I don’t know what to expect. And I talk to God all the time except the morning when I am praying for myself mostly and no one knows what I have to go through every morning. Craig and Linda are and will always be my best friends and I miss them so much I just want to cry. But for now the people I can touch are Willy and Liz and they are just gone, they think I don’t want to call them so they don’t call me, just more confusion. I mean it would break anyone’s heart and my heart has been broken over and over again. . Next is Pastor Rob and his wife, they need prayer, and I have been praying for him all the time even though I don’t even see him any more, and he gave me his promiss that he would never leave me alone, maybe God will have him call me, he knows my situation and I still keep praying for him and I have or hold nothing against anyone. In fact he was one of my best friends too, we understood each other and we cared and loved God the same too, we have the same personality, so I will just keep praying. Plus I need to pray for pastor George and I used to go to his church and he sat with me the whole time I had those bags of antibiotics, plus the pick line and all the extra stuff I had to do and that didn’t do anything, so I loved George, I needed a ride when I had two cuts from the hernia operation, and it just felt like he just didn’t want to do it. Then the doctor got mad because I was standing outside in the cooler weather in January, and he was about to bring me home himself, he looked at me and said what kind of friend do you have? I said he is a pastor and my surgeon almost fainted he could not believe it; it didn’t bother me a ride is a ride I didn’t mind waiting but my surgeon did. I mean he didn’t say anything to him , but he was getting shipped off to Iraq and he wanted to make sure I was ok from the double hernia operation and that was pain both sides two 4 inch cuts and it was because I stopped lifting weights for so long 23 years, and I could have done it any time or it could have fell natural because all this muscle weight had nowhere to go., I have been praying for Brett Wyrick for a long time he is one of the best surgeons I have ever had. And I don’t think I ever had him on this list in a while in the beginning I did and during the whole month before and then he split, He was the type of doctor I could have just called up just to talk. And he always dressed perfectly with the long white coat and the shirt and tie , he looked like Marcus Welby, M.D. on TV he was a friend and of course the one I get close too he gets shipped off to Iraq like a week after my surgery. It is almost like I am not aloud to have any physical friends, when he had to go to Iraq, I cried my eyes out. Pastor Kennedy and his wife Mary they have a wonderful church and they are doing very well and they are doing all kinds of healings and people are getting saved and each time they do an adventure to a different area he tells me what happens. So let us pray for Pastor Kennedy and his wife Mary and the whole congregation and anyone he ministers to because he has to go into many slum areas and it is been that way that is what he calls the areas anyway, but he writes all the time and tells me what is going on and he hasn’t stopped even though he knows I can’t write back, and other people don’t write because they think I don’t want to write and that is not the whole situation I have been typing for days to get this prayer done then I can work on the sermon and that isn’t even written out yet and it is already 8:30. They still need music equipment and so do I, I have know idea how I will ship it to them but God will help. I have been wanting a praise and worship team for years and I even put an add in the paper and posted all kinds of post cards and flyers all over downtown, but not one phone call. I don’t understand any of this I have tried and tried to get just a few people together and the Lord wants me to be alone for some reason. If I could only get a piano donated and that would be the best. Then I could practice and then get some people in the neighborhood together, from them hearing the piano , but I didn’t know I would put an add in the paper and come up with nothing I just don’t have an extra 20 dollars to throw away again, that is food money, and that is what happened so I didn’t eat for four days because I put an add in the paper, I mean it wasn’t that bad but I could have used that 20 dollars for something else, I have a lot of stuff for myself but we would need a piano, I wish someone would donate to us a piano. I know I could not afford to ship Pastor Kennedy a piano, but other things I could if they were not so heavy. We can practice downstairs and form a good praise and worship team and we could do specials for other churches that don’t have praise and worship teams. I have all the music and anything we would need music wise I could get off of the computer because I belong to a musicians group, and we could get free run offs of songs and that would make me happier then anything. That is another thing I pray for but pastor Kennedy and Mary have been the loyalist friends ever. I mean Susan Jones still tops everyone but Pastor Kennedy has been a true Christian friend for about 3 years. The same with Joanna, and we prayed for a good hour for everyone and for each other the biggest prayer was we prayed for everyone that has ever hurt us, and we asked God to forgive them, Then we prayed for each other not to hold any secret grudges against anyone and we prayed for all people good and bad. And we asked God to forgive us if we were the problem or the factor, in any broken relationship. Me and Joanna in Buffalo, N.Y. have been praying together for three years and she did say one thing that she should be calling me more, the prayers came from the heart and she felt them and there is not many places you can go and get that full anointing from prayer. We need a special prayer for Alexander, he had to move into central India for some type of job which makes it impossible to have a bible and to take notes or even pray, unless I know him he would have a prayer closet or some place to go, he has it hard and his last email made me almost fall apart I just feel sorry for people that suffer. It is bad over in India if someone even heard him pray, he would be beaten, or put in prison. He and his congregation years ago would take a picture of me and the whole congregation would pray and fast for my healing, do you believe that? So the lest I can do is ask all of you to pray for Alexander, Alexander now is all alone and he really needs prayer for safety and for comfort please warriors help him, just say a short prayer for him, and think about him suffering with no Christians to talk to, and he too is a member, but he is stuck in the middle of India, please help him like he helped me, so many people have helped me along this 3 years it is hard to even remember without looking through my old notes, I don’t know the whole story but he has been a prayer partner for about 3 years, and Debbie remember Debbie she did the same thing took a picture off the Church of me, and the congregation prayed for me for two 3 day healing gatherings from Pennsylvania, with her son in prison unjustly, because he has autism and know one can explain his actions. Debbie has also asked me to come to those sessions and stay at her house, do you believe that, some people just can know a person just from the way they write so she was a jewel of a person and still is and I need to write her and tell her some updates. So pray for Aaron her son and for her as much as you can, please pray that Aaron gets released if enough of us get together and utilize this 1/3 of the spirit we all have we have the mind of Christ and the same resurrection power as Christ we could all move mountains, and that is for real. There are so many good people attached to this church. We need prayer for Scott and Eileen they are out of Virginia Beech, they have been more than great friends too, they took a group of people also and did a prayer and fast just for me and a few others, these people I have known also for three years and I don’t know how to explain it but I love them both deeply and we have not talked with each other in a long time but I guess it really does not matter once you love someone it stays, you may become distant but the love is still there. In this situation I don’t have to worry about writing them or ever them changing there attitude or personality or love for God or me. Are you all beginning to understand once you love someone you stay loving them, your on the same team and you don’t want to hurt someone on the same team, it would be like, lets say your on a Christian football team right, and you know the guy that kicks extra points is sensitive, and he also kicks field goals, are you purposely going to make him upset? Because if he is upset he is not going to be kicking so well, he will be missing extra points and or long field goals, that’s out, you have to edify and love people, you don’t go out of your way to make them upset, or you will loose the game, and I see people upsetting each other all the time and these people are Christians, we have to pray together, work together, not want to hurt each other, or out right judge each other, or flash your opinions at each other, you love them, you go out of your way to make them comfortable, or at ease, or relaxed or just welcome. “Christians are love”, so when you are introduced to a Christian I expect to feel love from them, don’t you? Anyway I love everyone and sometimes I have to speak my mind and sometimes you have to tell people where you are from, like if your in California, and everyone is from everywhere else so that is the first or second question when you first meet someone, where are you from? We can love each other and pray for each other and none of us have to experience and pain or darkness. Next from Florida my good friends Robert and Judith who I played in the church symphony with, we had some wonderful shows concerts, special holiday performances, we had a full range of instruments it was wonderful there, I really enjoyed playing. I miss people at FBC, like Carl, Joe, Larry and his wife who paid us a visit out here. And my good friend that had a landscaping business I think it was Mike, and Lenny and Kathy and Jimmy and their mom Donna, and I miss Fred who died, pastor Bill and my music minister Dan, Beth, and so many more I just can’t remember, I prayed for all of them for a good 6 months after I got here, every night, I had all there names written out on one of my small bibles, and every night my prayers went out to all of them. Then I started getting sick, it is something how you move and people just forget about you, I can’t forget Rebecca who took care of the cat, and this guy Jay stole all kinds of stuff from me and Rebecca was supposed to get all the things I wanted her to have. I walked in on one of the last days and my whole house was empty, the thing is I had all these extra things I wanted her to have because she is another one, a person that has suffered most of their life, and you can tell what type of person she is, she saw the person who was going to take the cat and she just said no, I will take care of the cat. The other person was relieved and Rebecca was thrilled. You see the difference; people are different when they suffer. Jesus really understands us, because of all the suffering He went through. So anyway we had a bad man in the group and he was selling stuff before we moved or left. He had stuff sold before he carried out of the house. And he bought bad stuff with it, it was just a guy that lived next to Rebecca and the gas station that was about a block or two away, I had all kinds’ of gadgets I was a Chef too, when I left the ministry, and an Ice Carver. I went back into the ministry in 99, I shouldn’t have left, I would be in Santa Rosa California, with my own little Church, or Big church for all I know, and if they wanted me to work in San Francisco they would have paid me for it, because I liked Santa Rosa, so it has been a hard 7 years. So this guy Jay took everything and sold it so he could use it for something for himself and that something was not a good thing, Rebecca was broken hearted and I didn’t know what to say, I had all these desks that were all put together and could be separated, and the whole office was empty. And everything I wanted to give to Rebecca he took and sold. She ended up being happy with the things she got, plus I found some more stuff to give her and I gave everything else to Rob and Judith all kinds of kitchen equipment, which I wish they would send some of it over like my Ice waterproof extension cord, for my ice carving but it was too heavy, so I gave it to them. and books they were all to heavy, God gave me another library and I had tapes of Hi-way to Heaven, and Touched by an Angel all of them recorded, but I will never see those again, I forgot who I even gave them to. Anyway it does not matter everyone was happy with what they got. Bishop Shawn of N.Y. finally called, and he got me to join his ministry on line and to sign up, fill in the question type board and a prayer board, I just signed up so I have been working on this for days. Anyway we had a great talk and he too said he should call me more, because he always got something out of our conversations and we would talk for hours at lest 2, so He called the other day and that was a gift from God, and I thanked him for that I needed that. I know there are people that do care about me and do love me. There are many people that care and love me, but the thing is it isn’t anyone I can touch. Next is our Spiritual Warfare Prayer Warriors, I can’t forget they all helped me, and they still are helping me and they themselves are under attack, anyone that is helping people is a target and once you become a target you have to deal with spiritual warfare and attacks and spiritual abuse and it just is a big mess, like this prayer team these guys help people that can’t be helped by anyone else, these people know what people are going through because they have already gone through there own share of spiritual warfare. And they still write and send great letters, Jeff Gale, owns the whole operation and the main base is out of Australia, Janel Kobylansky, and Jan they are wonderful people, please pray for them all. Jeff has sent me commentaries and visions of great logic, plus he sent prayers in his own words and picked out certain subjects and sent them, You have to understand they keep sending help, you don’t have to think they are going to stop writing and the thing is they understand, and there is a lot of people that don’t understand the world of darkness at all, some people live there lives without getting attacked at all, the thing is if your not a threat to Satan you must be doing something wrong or you are just blessed constantly and guarded and you have a heap of prayer warriors praying for you everyday. Jeff is a great man, the same with Janel and family, and Jan and Family, so prayer team, is like (A)-number one) so please pray for all the people that work for SWPW, and if you don’t know or forget there names just remember spiritual warfare prayer warriors. We got blessed this week I need all the bishops, the secretary and the treasurer, and all friends and members, to look over the links that Sis Shanna also known as the (Belovedservant) on all the prayer networks, she has given us permission to have the links on our Church site, you all need to look over all what she has been working on for I don’t know how many years, she has some ministry, I packed them all together I left out one I think she is still working on that one, but I have not had a chance to look that one over the ones we have that are beautiful, I like the link with the eagles called The Remnant Bride on the cover and it has that book “the crucified ones” word for word in there, I always wanted to read that off the computer. Plus writings of H.A. Baker, It has a beautiful cover page and the thing is the sites are very easy to put into a different translation which is wonderful, plus she has radio programs from I believe from other countries, I have not checked them all out yet, because this is Sunday Sermon day. I wrote a caption under the links, and let me know if it sounds good enough and goes with the Word and the Love of God. It was just a wonderful gift that I wanted to write something of more than just a thank you, so it is on the “Bible Creed” page that and the healing scriptures page are our major links pages, and our membership page has links to the military, just hit the red button in the first column, (Bible Creed) and go down about ¾ of the way down the page. So thanks everyone and let me know what you all think about all the links, the gift also has a link to our Bishop Paul’s website also, so Bishop Paul must also know Sis Shanna too, so that is good soon we are going to know all of us as one big ministry to help the order of the Great Commission Jesus requested us to all do, at the ends of (Matthew 28:19-20) and (Mark 16:15b-18). So please pray for Sis Shanna and all her ministries and all the love she shares and spreads out and all the knowledge she shares with others. Next is You all know Mary and Jay, from His Will Ministries, Wyoming, I have known them also for about three years too, and Mary is so kind and heartfelt she has such compassion she pours out so much love people get healed. She has been running the world prayer group and she is excellent she lets everyone know what is going on with each person that is being prayed for ,she has the heart for it, and Jay has a oil drilling job also plus he puts a newsletter out every week so he working hard. Plus both of them it seems like they are made for each other and they are placed right where God has them doing the most good. And Jay is such a good man with his special writings that hit home to each persons heart. Yes we need prayer for “His Will Ministry” out of Wyoming. We need prayer for Deborah Bates, Peter Samuel, San Dee Harding, and so many others and I just think of everyone we need prayer that either I find a doctor soon or I am going to turn into skin and bones. Father we have someone special, and she has been working very hard on her music and art and her painting Father please help her! Yes we are talking about you Elena Ramirez, she does such beautiful work and she is a great artist and poet and she was sending me all the work she has done I saved them all on the old computer, she sends such beautiful stuff, and she seems to know what to send and to who all at the right time, she did with me, but I think now she is having a financial problem and we all need to pray for her I put her main link by itself on the first friends page, hopefully she will get more traffic and with what the search engines have been doing for us is incredible, and we are on the first and second page on the Christian 1000, so we are ranked about 120 at an average you can never tell I think 72 was the best or was it 92 anyway we are up there and The Church Ministries is one or two depending on how you spell it, sometimes you have to write (thechurch ministries) or (the church ministries).I have not written to Elena Ramirez in a long time and she wrote to me twice already and I need to send her something, some people think if you don’t write they just stop writing. Everyone should know that I am just too sick to write like I used to, so please forgive me. All of you I will get to, everyone as soon as I start feeling better as soon as I start eating more like right now it is almost 9am and I have not eaten anything but some tea and crackers and some grapes and a nectarine, So we all need to pray for Elena and we all need to pray that she gets out of these hard times, she might be doing well by now again I have not talked with her in a long time, she has so much talent and she is such a good poet and artist so she has to do good. In all our prayer efforts I am also a member of the Presidential Prayer Team, my name is on the sheet anyway we need to put in for a church prayer team but I didn’t want to speak for everyone, I just joined up and we all have been praying for all our leadership( Psalm. 1:1), it says we should in the bible, pray for all our leaders, and that is a honor to me, just to be able to pray, for all our troops the Army, Navy, and Marines, Coast Guard, and we have a special way through the membership page pressing the (home front) logo you can leave a prayer for any part of the service. And we have a special obligation of prayer to Elizabeth Bradford from the U.S. Navy. Also we pray for all our leaders and Senators, Governors all representatives, all members of the White House, plus the President of course, and all his aids and special commands. We all need to get together to pray for groups like the DoD, NSA, U.S Treasury, Secretary of State and all kinds of other organizations, and we pray for all the other groups of government, and party’s, and military groups, we should be in prayer constantly, the bible tells us to pray without ceasing, (1Thes.5:17) We should pray for all the families of the guys and girls that are fighting right now, or are based in the active areas of each main country. All braches of each service, we send our prayers and to all the prisoners at this time, for all the ones lying in hospitals in all the foreign countries. As we return to normal people now we can’t forget to pray for Kurt Showers and his daughter Courtney. I pray that they are back together by now, it has been a while since I wrote to Kurt, you see it hurts inside of me that I just am not full of strength to be able to write back to each and every person, the thing is if they read this prayer and see that I have not forgotten about each of them. Take someone like Trevor Steel he has done so much in prayer for us, plus Bishop Larry, Karen , and Alicea. There are so many people, I wish I could remember everyone. We also got a call the other day from Teresa and she writes children’s Christian books and I pray with her and then I don’t hear from her for a while, I worry about her and her children Nick, Ashley, and Christian, and I hope that the kids are doing ok, they have a father named Jamie and Teresa calls when she is upset or just needs prayer, we all should pray that Jamie comes back home to stay, and he did come home, but I have not talked to her again in a while it seems they both love each other and Teresa is just trying to get her books published and hoping for Jamie to come back to stay, so “prayer warriors” please pray for this (family), I have not met either of them but they all need prayer. We also have to pray for Barbara, she always needs prayer, and needs our help, she has diabetes and she can’t get the medication she needs, I don’t know what the holdup is but I have not seen her in a week or more, Chet comes home soon and that is her son so I think once he is home Barbara will at least have a smile and be feeling better knowing that her son is home safe. She works the (Sally Shop) Salvation Army, she is a good friend, also for about 3 years, but I only see her once in a blue moon, I hardly go anywhere, but you heard that her son Chet, he had an accident overseas a head injury in which they had to glue his head back together, that happened a long time ago it should be healed by now. Plus at the same store we need prayer for Deek and I have known him just as long as Barbara, so there are two people I can touch that I know anyway, plus Sonny, we need prayer for everyone that works there, they have all helped this church, this office, my home part, they did a lot. Plus I would like to pray for Goodwill because I don’t get out there much and my big friend who helped me with books and the girl that worked there helped me in the warehouse days, so I don’t know if they still do that open up the warehouse and get rid of old stuff and this way they don’t make any of it look nice they sell everything as is, and you hope if it is a machine it works, so when I first came here I needed everything because I had nothing so within three years I have a nice house with nice furniture and a beautiful office and a waiting room or a prayer room with an alter just if you would like to pray and feel anointed, people come in there and do feel different, The whole place is set up as a church office and the downstairs could be an area of a small congregation, so all I need now is people. And for me to be healthy, so they closed the Pink Elephant they also helped me with the whole Church office, and I lost two touchable people Cindy and Tina, I have known them for three years, and I used to see and visit them everyday and I knew everyone at Spencer’s Gym, but now the only people I know physically I can count on my hands. From the outside it looks like a Church, and downstairs I have a double door and an additional emergency exit door. and it breaks my heart that I can’t get any people over here I can’t even stand up that long but I could sit and just start having a few services, if I could start praying on people in the prayer room, then I would get a congregation over night, I mean everyone would come over just to get healed and I know a lot of people would come just for that. It is a shame they closed the Pink that means no more Cindy and no more Tina and her brother Larry, and I will probably never see them again, I will never get out to the zoo, it is far away and Cindy works there now and she was like my mother and Tina my sister and it just breaks my heart that I will never see them again. So let us pray for Cindy, Tina and her brother Larry, We need prayer for everyone that works on the main drag downtown, the second hand antique store is also a blessing and the guy that is always there working, so please pray for everyone, the heath food store and all of those people, they all need prayer, for all the employees. I also have been in prayer for EFCA which is the Evangelical Free Church of America. I have been praying with them for a long time, and the only person that knows is the woman I originally talked too about 3 years ago, Each week I get a list of prayers for different people and they have been getting prayed for all this time. Remember to pray for my friend Dr. K.P. Yohannan of “Gospel of Asia” The GOA ministry is one of the biggest ministries in the world, and if the Church Ministries gets together with them, we will save many people and heal many people and the thing is maybe that is why God has me waiting all this time Plus we can't forget the SalemVoice Ministries, which our Bishop Director Pastor Paul runs. If we could get all these ministries to work together we would save many people. God is in control, if I can get together with everyone, we could move mountains, plus one of my other Bishop Directors is running Missions Asia. This could be the biggest opening of the Spirit ever. Please pray for all of the ministries and all of the people that are a part of each one that someday all of the ministries will tie together in pure love. Sorry if I missed anyone this is writen off the top of my head with the aid of the Holy Spirit. Pray for us all, and we will pray for all of you.
